♥ Monday, March 31, 2008 ♥
Boreeeeeeed.
31 March 2007
Not looking forward to assembly tomorrow. Shucks.
Stupid, stupid, stupid Rempah Udang. Due on Wednesday, haven't really done anything yet. Wheee!! Way to go. Wahaha. Soooo happy.
Photo taking sessions in the hall all day, which means there's absolutely zero chance to use the camera to take photos for the project without permission there. Even the headmistress is there, smiling her zero-watt smile for the camera. We have to do our project in the HALL of all places. Arrgh.
April Fool's tomorrow!! I'm still thinking of playing a prank on someone but I just don't know what. But I know who I will fool : Rui Mei. She probably wouldn't even notice. Poooo. She's the perfect person to play a prank on. Wahaaha.
Not looking forward to assembly tomorrow. Shucks.
Stupid, stupid, stupid Rempah Udang. Due on Wednesday, haven't really done anything yet. Wheee!! Way to go. Wahaha. Soooo happy.
Photo taking sessions in the hall all day, which means there's absolutely zero chance to use the camera to take photos for the project without permission there. Even the headmistress is there, smiling her zero-watt smile for the camera. We have to do our project in the HALL of all places. Arrgh.
April Fool's tomorrow!! I'm still thinking of playing a prank on someone but I just don't know what. But I know who I will fool : Rui Mei. She probably wouldn't even notice. Poooo. She's the perfect person to play a prank on. Wahaaha.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
11:00 PM
11:00 PM
♥ Sunday, March 30, 2008 ♥
I Just Wanna ....
30 March 2008
SCREAM and LOSE CONTROL.
(Yeah, and throw myhands up and let it go own self from the top floor of my house which happens to be the second floor only..)
This had been a total pain of a day for me so far.
First, I was awoken by my baby cousin crying and wailing, and then I heard my two other cousins stomping up the stairs, and next thing I know, they're in the bedroom, throwing soft toys about. Talk about annoying.
Second, I had to use the computer under the watchful eyes of the same cousins. I was pissed, but I didn't say anything, I just sat there without moving, staring at the blank screen like it's the most interesting thing I have ever seen. And the two cousins still stood there. Okay. Maybe they couldn't take the hint. So I just told them I will only use the computer for a few minutes, then I will let them play. And they still stood there. Staring at the blank screen. Staring at me staring at the blank screen.
Oh, so staring at a blank computer screen is so intriguing??! Wow.
Third, they have the nerve to open Maple Story by themselves, decided to patch it themselves. Without permission. Unless my mom gave them permission to do so, which was probably what happened. Like my mom actually knows anything about these sort of things.
Fourth, my cousins keep whining and whining about what games they wanna play. Arrgh. Shuttt up. I fucking hate those whiny sort of people. ESPECIALLY those whiny, act cute, open-their-eyes-so-wide-until-they-are-going-to-pop-out kind of girls. Which are mostly Asians. Which explains why I prefer Angmohs over Asians. Not that my cousins are actually like that, thank God.
Fifth. Besides having to use the computer under my little cousins' eyes (I'm actually typing this with her watching but I don't care it's not like she'd understand anyway), I have to put up with my aunt's busy-body eyes too. What the heck. I wouldn't have minded if she was a child. But she's an adult. Which means that she knows everything that I'm doing. (I know I sound guilty like I'm doing some bad things I shouldn't do ... like, watching porn??!? Yuck. But I'm not. I just hate people watching me do stuff.) My aunt fucking stood there and watched while I read some person's blog. I stared at her and accidentally clicked my tongue because I was so pissed, and she still stood there. Arrgh.
Sixth, I have to put up with my uncle and aunt's endless questions. Huh?? HUH?? No matter what answer I gave to the questions they asked, their replies will be huh?? Not only one time, but like, four or five times. Which means I have to reply them for four or five times. Like they are deaf. They are not, but they sure act like they are. I always have to reply so many times, until I finally give up and ignore them.
Seventh, another cousin of mine arrived. He's the brother of the two little cousins I mentioned above. And he also stood there staring at what I was doing. WHAT THE FUCK STOP STARING CAN OR NOT?? WHAT'S SO INTERESTING?? THERE'S NO PHOTO OF A NAKED GIRL OR YOUR GIRLFRIEND ON THE SCREEN IS THERE?? WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT???!?
Uggggh.
Eight. I am going to burst because my little cousin is actually sitting beside me waiting for me to let her play some game. And she just sighed like she was really bored and impatient. Bored?? Go dunk your head into the toilet bowl. It's interesting enough. Fuck off. She's actually reading everything I type.
To be continued. Got to let HER play her game or else she'll probably whine to her parents. Blah blah blah.
SCREAM and LOSE CONTROL.
(Yeah, and throw my
This had been a total pain of a day for me so far.
First, I was awoken by my baby cousin crying and wailing, and then I heard my two other cousins stomping up the stairs, and next thing I know, they're in the bedroom, throwing soft toys about. Talk about annoying.
Second, I had to use the computer under the watchful eyes of the same cousins. I was pissed, but I didn't say anything, I just sat there without moving, staring at the blank screen like it's the most interesting thing I have ever seen. And the two cousins still stood there. Okay. Maybe they couldn't take the hint. So I just told them I will only use the computer for a few minutes, then I will let them play. And they still stood there. Staring at the blank screen. Staring at me staring at the blank screen.
Oh, so staring at a blank computer screen is so intriguing??! Wow.
Third, they have the nerve to open Maple Story by themselves, decided to patch it themselves. Without permission. Unless my mom gave them permission to do so, which was probably what happened. Like my mom actually knows anything about these sort of things.
Fourth, my cousins keep whining and whining about what games they wanna play. Arrgh. Shuttt up. I fucking hate those whiny sort of people. ESPECIALLY those whiny, act cute, open-their-eyes-so-wide-until-they-are-going-to-pop-out kind of girls. Which are mostly Asians. Which explains why I prefer Angmohs over Asians. Not that my cousins are actually like that, thank God.
Fifth. Besides having to use the computer under my little cousins' eyes (I'm actually typing this with her watching but I don't care it's not like she'd understand anyway), I have to put up with my aunt's busy-body eyes too. What the heck. I wouldn't have minded if she was a child. But she's an adult. Which means that she knows everything that I'm doing. (I know I sound guilty like I'm doing some bad things I shouldn't do ... like, watching porn??!? Yuck. But I'm not. I just hate people watching me do stuff.) My aunt fucking stood there and watched while I read some person's blog. I stared at her and accidentally clicked my tongue because I was so pissed, and she still stood there. Arrgh.
Sixth, I have to put up with my uncle and aunt's endless questions. Huh?? HUH?? No matter what answer I gave to the questions they asked, their replies will be huh?? Not only one time, but like, four or five times. Which means I have to reply them for four or five times. Like they are deaf. They are not, but they sure act like they are. I always have to reply so many times, until I finally give up and ignore them.
Seventh, another cousin of mine arrived. He's the brother of the two little cousins I mentioned above. And he also stood there staring at what I was doing. WHAT THE FUCK STOP STARING CAN OR NOT?? WHAT'S SO INTERESTING?? THERE'S NO PHOTO OF A NAKED GIRL OR YOUR GIRLFRIEND ON THE SCREEN IS THERE?? WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT???!?
Uggggh.
Eight. I am going to burst because my little cousin is actually sitting beside me waiting for me to let her play some game. And she just sighed like she was really bored and impatient. Bored?? Go dunk your head into the toilet bowl. It's interesting enough. Fuck off. She's actually reading everything I type.
To be continued. Got to let HER play her game or else she'll probably whine to her parents. Blah blah blah.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
1:09 PM
1:09 PM
♥ Saturday, March 29, 2008 ♥
The Shrimps
29 March 2008
I don't know why, I have this sudden liking to shrimps. No, not the shrimps for eating. Just .... shrimps.
Mr. Potato
I like this shrimp!! Sooo freaking cute!!! I'm so talented. Ha ha. xD
*coughs*
Aherm.
.... Pringles?
Mr. Potato is cuter, no?? Because he just looks so stupid. This Pringles, I don't know what to say. He's sort of ugly, really. *shrugs*
But I love Pringles' eyes!! Turquoise. My current favorite color. And that's why I'm kicking my own ass because my new room is sort of purplish-pink. Which sucks, really. I mean, it's okay, but it's not really that nice, which means it's not okay. At all.
*curses silently*
I drew that. I drew that. I drew that!!! I'm so proud of myself. Heee.
Aherrrm.
Inner voice in my head : SHOW OFF.
*
I am SO bored.
Chinese Orchestra concert today. I suppose it went OK. I don't know. Personally I think that we sort of suck. I mean, it wasn't bad but I don't think it was our best. (Or my best, anyway) Oops. Can't blame it entirely on me. Blame it on my fucking lousy instrument. Shitty. But then, what's over is over, no need to cry over spilled milk right??
Not that I really care.
*
Training camp early in the morning. Marching, as usual. So sweaty. Yucks. To think I actually stayed the whole day at school after marching without bathing. Ugggh.
I stink. I mean, stank. Or stink. Definitely stink. Always have. xP
Eeeeeeeek.
(This turned out to be quite a long post. Sigh. I'm a failure.)
I don't know why, I have this sudden liking to shrimps. No, not the shrimps for eating. Just .... shrimps.
Mr. Potato
I like this shrimp!! Sooo freaking cute!!! I'm so talented. Ha ha. xD
*coughs*
Aherm.
.... Pringles?
Mr. Potato is cuter, no?? Because he just looks so stupid. This Pringles, I don't know what to say. He's sort of ugly, really. *shrugs*
But I love Pringles' eyes!! Turquoise. My current favorite color. And that's why I'm kicking my own ass because my new room is sort of purplish-pink. Which sucks, really. I mean, it's okay, but it's not really that nice, which means it's not okay. At all.
*curses silently*
I drew that. I drew that. I drew that!!! I'm so proud of myself. Heee.
Aherrrm.
Inner voice in my head : SHOW OFF.
*
I am SO bored.
Chinese Orchestra concert today. I suppose it went OK. I don't know. Personally I think that we sort of suck. I mean, it wasn't bad but I don't think it was our best. (Or my best, anyway) Oops. Can't blame it entirely on me. Blame it on my fucking lousy instrument. Shitty. But then, what's over is over, no need to cry over spilled milk right??
Not that I really care.
*
Training camp early in the morning. Marching, as usual. So sweaty. Yucks. To think I actually stayed the whole day at school after marching without bathing. Ugggh.
I stink. I mean, stank. Or stink. Definitely stink. Always have. xP
Eeeeeeeek.
(This turned out to be quite a long post. Sigh. I'm a failure.)
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
9:15 PM
9:15 PM
♥ Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ♥
I Finally Understood The Meaning Of ....
26 March 2008
STRESS.
(I think I'm stressed. I THINK. Despite my "not-that-I'm-actually-stressed" in the previous post.)
*sigh*
So many things to do, so little time.
First, there's the stupid Sports Day exhibition thing. Due to pass up on 2nd of April. Which would be ... *gulp* next Wednesday??? All the students in Form 3 are going to sell some stupid food during Sports Day. Food that I doubt people have even heard of. Some were pretty well-known though, like Roti Canai and Roti Jala.
Our class is going to sell Rempah Udang. Whatever the fuck that is supposed to be.
Nobody has heard of it. Only a few people out of a few people have heard of it before.
It's a fried sort of thing if I'm not wrong. Come on. Who eats a FRIED thing during a sizzling hot Sports Day unless they want their nose to bleed, get sore throat and fall ill?? People opt for ice creams, cool drinks, pizza, those sort of things on a hot day. That's so OBVIOUS!! Our headmistress or whoever who decided on the choices of food must have really bad eye-sight. (That's the nicer and more polite way of saying BLIND.)
WHO. WANTS. TO. EAT. THE. FREAKING. SHRIMP. THING??!?
Nobody that I know of.
We don't even know whether the shit is nice or not.
Actually our class is divided into two groups, one group is going to sell the food on Sports Day. The other (mine) is just going to find the necessary ... facts about the Rempah Udang. D'oh. Spell B-O-R-I-N-G, anyone?
Now, the problem is, our group doesn't even have time to do the project. When I'm ... uhh, available, they're not. Either they're on duty, or they have tuition classes. When THEY are available, I'm not. Thanks to Chinese Orchestra. We're having a stupid music concert this Saturday, so we have to practice for it practically everyday. What?? It IS everyday.
Our practices are mostly from 11 o'clock till 3 o'clock. My friends are all free BEFORE 3 o'clock. And I'm free AFTER 3 o'clock. I can't NOT do the projects again, can I?? The PE project last time, I didn't touch a single thing except to decorate it a little. Design the title. Easy stuff. (Not my fault. I wasn't free. I was at Cameron.)
Then we have Saturday. Miraculously all of my group members are free. No tuition, nothing. But me, I am busy from 8 o'clock in the morning until 6 o'clock at night. Damn. Unless if there's a short break in between the practices and the performance.
I'm supposed to take photos of our group members doing the project. How can we do that when there's not even a time when EVERYONE is free?? Everyone has to be in the photos or else there will be no marks. Mark. MARKS. Everything we did in school are just for marks. *clicks tongue* Pointless. If I have things my way, I'd either change the law, or I'd just quit school.
Second, we have to do the Science exhibition. Due to hand in on 14th of April. Some experiment. Some sort of contest. Some crap.
And our group has to do the filter thing.
Got to prepare those ... things. Sand, gravel, cotton, cotton balls ... Got to arrange them nicely and very, very close to each other in a soft bottle. We are experimenting on whether the thickness of the ... whatever, materials? affect the ... uhh, responding variables.
And I fucking hate our fucking Science teacher.
He's crazy and disgusting, physically and mentally. Yup. I think.
His eyes, his lips. They all freak me out. His eyes are very, very, VERY yellow. And his lips so dark it's sort of purple. I didn't actually looked but I think his teeth are yellow as well. And the way he looks at people is even worse. Ugggh.
And he's crazy. We asked him the same questions for like, four or five times and for four or five times, he didn't answer, instead, he continued talking about whatever he was talking about. Either he's deaf, he's stupid, or he's stupid. Deaf, he couldn't hear what we asked. Stupid, he heard our question but didn't know how to answer. Stupid, he heard our question but ignored us.
Try talking to him, you'll get a serious heart attack.
I was so furious, I couldn't resist getting my hands out and pretending to punch him. Of course, in my mind, his nose already bleeding, the glasses of his spectacles are broken, his specs are lopsided, two teeth missing, his eyes blood-red instead of yellow, and mushrooms coming out of his mouth.
Yes. I can imagine perfectly well how he'd look like in that state.
Sometimes I wish fantasy can become reality. (Understatement. Not sometimes. ALMOST every time.)
Once I "air-punched" him, my friends started to giggle, then we all started to laugh like shit. And you know what, the teacher joined in our laughter. That made me laugh even harder because I wasn't even sure what he was laughing at : Laughing at us laughing, or laughing at my air punch. Either way, he's still crazy. Laugh at us laugh. Unless our laughter are so infectious (I don't agree, at all), there's no reason why he would laugh with us. And laugh at my air-punching him?? I don't think a teacher is crazy enough to do so. Normal teachers would tick me off, threaten to deduct my marks, et cetera.
And the teacher's really "HELPFUL". I made sure he knew.
He's our teacher, he should be helping us in every possible way right?? Instead he gave an "advice" : "Ohh, uhh, you all find this out yourself." What the fuck.
Again I was overcame with the weird feeling of anger and laughter combined together. I just said, "Teacher, you are very HELPFUL lorr." I never heard what he said after that, but I bet he laughed. It's just the sort of thing he'd do. Maybe he thought I meant it when I said he was helpful. Maybe he didn't hear the sarcasm.
I HATE HIM!!!!! I hope he falls down the stairs one day. I know, bad of me to curse but I can't help it anymore.
Okay, okay. Third thing to stress about : Malay presentation. I think it's due next week, if I'm not wrong. And I don't even know what to do, I only know we have to copy everything out on pieces of paper. Also a group project. Same groups again. Means that we still don't have time to do it together.
*sigh*
English oral next week. Totally stupid titles. "My Hero" and "School Uniforms Should Be Abolished. Give Your Opinion". I support the second one 100% but then there's still nothing interesting to talk about. My Hero?!?!? Whenever I think about it, unflattering images of Superman and Spider man will come crawling into my mind. YUCK. *pukes*
Poooo.
I'm expectinga baby!!! pimples. Since I'm stressed, after all. Feeeek.
STRESS.
(I think I'm stressed. I THINK. Despite my "not-that-I'm-actually-stressed" in the previous post.)
*sigh*
So many things to do, so little time.
First, there's the stupid Sports Day exhibition thing. Due to pass up on 2nd of April. Which would be ... *gulp* next Wednesday??? All the students in Form 3 are going to sell some stupid food during Sports Day. Food that I doubt people have even heard of. Some were pretty well-known though, like Roti Canai and Roti Jala.
Our class is going to sell Rempah Udang. Whatever the fuck that is supposed to be.
Nobody has heard of it. Only a few people out of a few people have heard of it before.
It's a fried sort of thing if I'm not wrong. Come on. Who eats a FRIED thing during a sizzling hot Sports Day unless they want their nose to bleed, get sore throat and fall ill?? People opt for ice creams, cool drinks, pizza, those sort of things on a hot day. That's so OBVIOUS!! Our headmistress or whoever who decided on the choices of food must have really bad eye-sight. (That's the nicer and more polite way of saying BLIND.)
WHO. WANTS. TO. EAT. THE. FREAKING. SHRIMP. THING??!?
Nobody that I know of.
We don't even know whether the shit is nice or not.
Actually our class is divided into two groups, one group is going to sell the food on Sports Day. The other (mine) is just going to find the necessary ... facts about the Rempah Udang. D'oh. Spell B-O-R-I-N-G, anyone?
Now, the problem is, our group doesn't even have time to do the project. When I'm ... uhh, available, they're not. Either they're on duty, or they have tuition classes. When THEY are available, I'm not. Thanks to Chinese Orchestra. We're having a stupid music concert this Saturday, so we have to practice for it practically everyday. What?? It IS everyday.
Our practices are mostly from 11 o'clock till 3 o'clock. My friends are all free BEFORE 3 o'clock. And I'm free AFTER 3 o'clock. I can't NOT do the projects again, can I?? The PE project last time, I didn't touch a single thing except to decorate it a little. Design the title. Easy stuff. (Not my fault. I wasn't free. I was at Cameron.)
Then we have Saturday. Miraculously all of my group members are free. No tuition, nothing. But me, I am busy from 8 o'clock in the morning until 6 o'clock at night. Damn. Unless if there's a short break in between the practices and the performance.
I'm supposed to take photos of our group members doing the project. How can we do that when there's not even a time when EVERYONE is free?? Everyone has to be in the photos or else there will be no marks. Mark. MARKS. Everything we did in school are just for marks. *clicks tongue* Pointless. If I have things my way, I'd either change the law, or I'd just quit school.
Second, we have to do the Science exhibition. Due to hand in on 14th of April. Some experiment. Some sort of contest. Some crap.
And our group has to do the filter thing.
Got to prepare those ... things. Sand, gravel, cotton, cotton balls ... Got to arrange them nicely and very, very close to each other in a soft bottle. We are experimenting on whether the thickness of the ... whatever, materials? affect the ... uhh, responding variables.
And I fucking hate our fucking Science teacher.
He's crazy and disgusting, physically and mentally. Yup. I think.
His eyes, his lips. They all freak me out. His eyes are very, very, VERY yellow. And his lips so dark it's sort of purple. I didn't actually looked but I think his teeth are yellow as well. And the way he looks at people is even worse. Ugggh.
And he's crazy. We asked him the same questions for like, four or five times and for four or five times, he didn't answer, instead, he continued talking about whatever he was talking about. Either he's deaf, he's stupid, or he's stupid. Deaf, he couldn't hear what we asked. Stupid, he heard our question but didn't know how to answer. Stupid, he heard our question but ignored us.
Try talking to him, you'll get a serious heart attack.
I was so furious, I couldn't resist getting my hands out and pretending to punch him. Of course, in my mind, his nose already bleeding, the glasses of his spectacles are broken, his specs are lopsided, two teeth missing, his eyes blood-red instead of yellow, and mushrooms coming out of his mouth.
Yes. I can imagine perfectly well how he'd look like in that state.
Sometimes I wish fantasy can become reality. (Understatement. Not sometimes. ALMOST every time.)
Once I "air-punched" him, my friends started to giggle, then we all started to laugh like shit. And you know what, the teacher joined in our laughter. That made me laugh even harder because I wasn't even sure what he was laughing at : Laughing at us laughing, or laughing at my air punch. Either way, he's still crazy. Laugh at us laugh. Unless our laughter are so infectious (I don't agree, at all), there's no reason why he would laugh with us. And laugh at my air-punching him?? I don't think a teacher is crazy enough to do so. Normal teachers would tick me off, threaten to deduct my marks, et cetera.
And the teacher's really "HELPFUL". I made sure he knew.
He's our teacher, he should be helping us in every possible way right?? Instead he gave an "advice" : "Ohh, uhh, you all find this out yourself." What the fuck.
Again I was overcame with the weird feeling of anger and laughter combined together. I just said, "Teacher, you are very HELPFUL lorr." I never heard what he said after that, but I bet he laughed. It's just the sort of thing he'd do. Maybe he thought I meant it when I said he was helpful. Maybe he didn't hear the sarcasm.
I HATE HIM!!!!! I hope he falls down the stairs one day. I know, bad of me to curse but I can't help it anymore.
Okay, okay. Third thing to stress about : Malay presentation. I think it's due next week, if I'm not wrong. And I don't even know what to do, I only know we have to copy everything out on pieces of paper. Also a group project. Same groups again. Means that we still don't have time to do it together.
*sigh*
English oral next week. Totally stupid titles. "My Hero" and "School Uniforms Should Be Abolished. Give Your Opinion". I support the second one 100% but then there's still nothing interesting to talk about. My Hero?!?!? Whenever I think about it, unflattering images of Superman and Spider man will come crawling into my mind. YUCK. *pukes*
Poooo.
I'm expecting
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
7:15 PM
7:15 PM
♥ Tuesday, March 25, 2008 ♥
Random
25 March 2008
I'm so bored.
I bought two more books during the second day of the book exhibition!! Which would be, uhh, six days ago??
I hate worms. Eek. My cousin dares to pick up a worm with her hands. HANDS.
*shudders*
I will shriek if I even SEE one. And she picks it up.
Doesn't it feel horrible with a worm wriggling and squirming on your palm?? AHHHH. Stop it. There were hundreds of thousands of worms while I was at Cameron Highlands, because it kept raining and the whole place was very damp.
Freaked me out, they did. Arrgh.
Actually, there was a ... millipede? Centipede?? in my house that day. In fact, I half-stepped on ....
Some Like It Hot
Oooh. I like it hot, too!! *winks*
I never thought the A-List books would be so good. In fact, it's almost, ALMOST the same as Gossip Girl, just without the gorgeous covers. Oh, and Gossip Girl is funnier. I totally love how "Gossip Girl" always make a sarcastic and funny remark. Heee.
And I prefer Manhattan over Beverly Hills. (Though I prefer both over Malaysia anytime)
And I prefer the characters of Gossip Girl.
Okay, I 'm going to stop comparing. Even I am sort of tired of repeating the same thing over and over again : Gossip Girl is the BEST!!
American Beauty
Funny how American Beauty sounds so ... I don't know, luscious, gorgeous and sexy?? Just think, Malaysian Beauty.
*splutters*
Don't wanna think about it. YUCK.
*
I'm broke. I. AM. BROKE.
I spent at least RM170+ at the book exhibition. Feek. Can anyone explain to me, why, WHY ...
Does an English book with 200+ pages cost RM39.90, and a Chinese book with 200+ pages cost RM23 only?? Why?? It is damn unfair to one who reads a paragraph from a Chinese book and falls straight asleep.
I want more money!!! From now on, I'm going to collect the Shopaholic series, and the A-List series, and after that, probably the Clique series too, which isn't as nice, but whatever. I'm not going to start collecting Meg Cabot's books. What, she like, wrote hundreds of books. I can never finish collecting. I will just end up chopping off my hand and breaking off my toes, sitting on the roadside, begging for a raisin and a drop of rain water.
Broke. Broke. Broke. Broke. Broke.
Shit. I still owe Crystal RM14. *sobs*
*
I have finished four out of five books from the book exhibition already.
I have finished watching Bull Fighting for the second time already. Yes, I'm still obsessed with MeBe, they're just too sweet, too cute, too perfect.
Crystal and Rui Mei decided to leave me alone for the ... uh, "tuition class"?? ALONE. I hate these five letters. There shouldn't be any loneliness and alone-ness in this world.
There's a pimple on my face. Okay, maybe not just one, but a very ... visible one.
Chinese Orchestra performance this Saturday.
Training camp this Saturday.
Assembly (AGAIN, fuck it) next Tuesday. Which means my hair will probably get caught by the stupid prefects and teachers again. Damn it.
English oral next Monday. Science exhibition. Geography coming up soon. Art Calligraphy. Malay presentation. Sports Day exhibition.
Damn. So many things to stress about. Not that I'm actually stressed.
*
Ohh!! I heard that Gossip Girl show is coming out again, soon!! 21 of April, if I'm not wrong. But I don't know whether they are airing the same episodes again, or some new episodes. And I heard that the Season 2 is coming out during September. *sigh* What a long way away.
Ohhhh!! And I heard that the new Gossip Girl books featuring the Carlyle triplets are coming out in May!! I don't know whether I will like the new characters that much because I'm already so in love with the old ones.
Ohhhhhhhh!! I don't know.
I'm so bored.
I bought two more books during the second day of the book exhibition!! Which would be, uhh, six days ago??
I hate worms. Eek. My cousin dares to pick up a worm with her hands. HANDS.
*shudders*
I will shriek if I even SEE one. And she picks it up.
Doesn't it feel horrible with a worm wriggling and squirming on your palm?? AHHHH. Stop it. There were hundreds of thousands of worms while I was at Cameron Highlands, because it kept raining and the whole place was very damp.
Freaked me out, they did. Arrgh.
Some Like It Hot
Oooh. I like it hot, too!! *winks*
I never thought the A-List books would be so good. In fact, it's almost, ALMOST the same as Gossip Girl, just without the gorgeous covers. Oh, and Gossip Girl is funnier. I totally love how "Gossip Girl" always make a sarcastic and funny remark. Heee.
And I prefer Manhattan over Beverly Hills. (Though I prefer both over Malaysia anytime)
And I prefer the characters of Gossip Girl.
Okay, I 'm going to stop comparing. Even I am sort of tired of repeating the same thing over and over again : Gossip Girl is the BEST!!
American Beauty
Funny how American Beauty sounds so ... I don't know, luscious, gorgeous and sexy?? Just think, Malaysian Beauty.
*splutters*
Don't wanna think about it. YUCK.
*
I'm broke. I. AM. BROKE.
I spent at least RM170+ at the book exhibition. Feek. Can anyone explain to me, why, WHY ...
Does an English book with 200+ pages cost RM39.90, and a Chinese book with 200+ pages cost RM23 only?? Why?? It is damn unfair to one who reads a paragraph from a Chinese book and falls straight asleep.
I want more money!!! From now on, I'm going to collect the Shopaholic series, and the A-List series, and after that, probably the Clique series too, which isn't as nice, but whatever. I'm not going to start collecting Meg Cabot's books. What, she like, wrote hundreds of books. I can never finish collecting. I will just end up chopping off my hand and breaking off my toes, sitting on the roadside, begging for a raisin and a drop of rain water.
Broke. Broke. Broke. Broke. Broke.
Shit. I still owe Crystal RM14. *sobs*
*
I have finished four out of five books from the book exhibition already.
I have finished watching Bull Fighting for the second time already. Yes, I'm still obsessed with MeBe, they're just too sweet, too cute, too perfect.
Crystal and Rui Mei decided to leave me alone for the ... uh, "tuition class"?? ALONE. I hate these five letters. There shouldn't be any loneliness and alone-ness in this world.
There's a pimple on my face. Okay, maybe not just one, but a very ... visible one.
Chinese Orchestra performance this Saturday.
Training camp this Saturday.
Assembly (AGAIN, fuck it) next Tuesday. Which means my hair will probably get caught by the stupid prefects and teachers again. Damn it.
English oral next Monday. Science exhibition. Geography coming up soon. Art Calligraphy. Malay presentation. Sports Day exhibition.
Damn. So many things to stress about. Not that I'm actually stressed.
*
Ohh!! I heard that Gossip Girl show is coming out again, soon!! 21 of April, if I'm not wrong. But I don't know whether they are airing the same episodes again, or some new episodes. And I heard that the Season 2 is coming out during September. *sigh* What a long way away.
Ohhhh!! And I heard that the new Gossip Girl books featuring the Carlyle triplets are coming out in May!! I don't know whether I will like the new characters that much because I'm already so in love with the old ones.
Ohhhhhhhh!! I don't know.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
9:39 PM
9:39 PM
♥ Saturday, March 22, 2008 ♥
Happy Birthday!!!
22 March 2008
Happy Birthday to my Sister!!
We went to an Italian Restaurant, I forgot it's name, at Bellisa Row yesterday night to celebrate. Like, yeah, right, celebrate. Some sort of birthday treat.
I don't know why, all the photos taken yesterday were blurry. *shrugs*
Ashley
I know, what the hell is Ashley of all "people" doing in a restaurant?? Looks so out of place.
Coke Float
My sister and I had to SHARE one damned Coke Float you know?? My father wouldn't let us order two. My mum never had a problem with ordering these kinds of special drinks whereas my father only drinks tap water. He kept complaining that it's expensive.
Whatever. Couldn't he just let us order the drinks for just this time?? It WAS a birthday celebration after all.
Uhh ... Pizza?
Was it Pizza Pollo?? I never bothered to remember the names, they were all in Italian. Sooo complicated. We shared the pizza between the five of us.
The pizza was really good!! Even better than Pizza Hut's.
... Lasagna
Mine.
To be honest it wasn't really that good, probably because there were too much of the red sauce, whatever it was. Beef something, if I'm not wrong.
And to be honest, it sort of looks like puke.
UGGGGH.
... Chicken
My sister's.
*sigh* I don't remember. My memory is getting too bad for someone who's only 15 years old. Who's ALMOST 15 years old.
I do know that it was some sort of chicken with honey and lemon, which was great, but my sister said it sucked. She has a way-too-weird taste, really. Even my parents said it was nice.
And my sister dislikes lemons, she said. I think lemons are nice!! I especially love lemonade. The only lemon product my sister likes is lemon flavored sweets. And lemon homework.
Poooo.
And so, that was it. No cakes, no candles, no balloons, no presents. Not even from me, mwahaha. I never give my family members presents anyway.
I'm such a selfish bitch, no???
Heeee.
Happy Birthday to my Sister!!
We went to an Italian Restaurant, I forgot it's name, at Bellisa Row yesterday night to celebrate. Like, yeah, right, celebrate. Some sort of birthday treat.
I don't know why, all the photos taken yesterday were blurry. *shrugs*
Ashley
I know, what the hell is Ashley of all "people" doing in a restaurant?? Looks so out of place.
Coke Float
My sister and I had to SHARE one damned Coke Float you know?? My father wouldn't let us order two. My mum never had a problem with ordering these kinds of special drinks whereas my father only drinks tap water. He kept complaining that it's expensive.
Whatever. Couldn't he just let us order the drinks for just this time?? It WAS a birthday celebration after all.
Uhh ... Pizza?
Was it Pizza Pollo?? I never bothered to remember the names, they were all in Italian. Sooo complicated. We shared the pizza between the five of us.
The pizza was really good!! Even better than Pizza Hut's.
... Lasagna
Mine.
To be honest it wasn't really that good, probably because there were too much of the red sauce, whatever it was. Beef something, if I'm not wrong.
And to be honest, it sort of looks like puke.
UGGGGH.
... Chicken
My sister's.
*sigh* I don't remember. My memory is getting too bad for someone who's only 15 years old. Who's ALMOST 15 years old.
I do know that it was some sort of chicken with honey and lemon, which was great, but my sister said it sucked. She has a way-too-weird taste, really. Even my parents said it was nice.
And my sister dislikes lemons, she said. I think lemons are nice!! I especially love lemonade. The only lemon product my sister likes is lemon flavored sweets. And lemon homework.
Poooo.
And so, that was it. No cakes, no candles, no balloons, no presents. Not even from me, mwahaha. I never give my family members presents anyway.
I'm such a selfish bitch, no???
Heeee.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
6:18 PM
6:18 PM
♥ Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ♥
Happy Day!!!
18 March 2008
I loved today!!
For some certain reasons. It's a secret!! *mysterious smile*
(Okay, I won't try to pretend I'm successful at the act-mysterious thing. Like you actually wanted to know??)
I HEART her!!! Mwahaha. =P
Book fair at the school hall today.
Bought three books :
Shopaholic & Baby
I think I'm going to start collecting the Shopaholic series now that I have finished collecting Gossip Girl ...
Will it be a waste of money if I collected the whole series when I've read all of them before?? I think I did read all of them, except for the Shopaholic & Baby, and the new books of course.
Friends With Benefits
I have absolutely zero clue what the book's about. But then the cover is sort of cute (I am a sucker for books with gorgeous covers : LIKE GOSSIP GIRL!!!!!), with nice colors, and the synopsis behind doesn't look too bad, so I bought it.
Besides, you never know until you have tried reading it, right?
Best Friends For Never
The book is from the Clique series ... I don't know, I have sort of skimmed through the book. You see, there were always advertisements about the Clique series and the A-List series in the Gossip Girl books. Since, you know, the ads were in Gossip Girl, I assumed the books would probably be almost the same as Gossip Girl.
But then the Clique is ... different?? I don't know. They are just not the same. They are not as nice as the Gossip Girl series. Nothing can ever beat Gossip Girl!!!
(:
Pardon me babbles.
I should have bought the A-List books because there was a comment at the back cover of the book that said "Fans of Gossip Girl will flock to this book immediately". Something of the sort. But the covers were quite ugly, so I didn't buy it. Sigh.
My Most Precious Possessions - The Gossip Girl Collection
♥
I love Serena van der Woodsen from the series!! She sounds so perfect. What?? She IS perfect except for her nail-biting habit.
Anyway I feel so bad for not taking care of the books carefully, I often bent the covers (NOT PURPOSELY, of course), accidentally dropped them on the floor, et cetera. Sigh.
I hereby apologize to my books for mistreating them even though it wasn't done on purpose. Except for the prequel book which I'm taking care of really, really carefully. But I don't know, maybe I did something bad to it and I didn't even realized. Sorry!!
Pardon me babbles again.
I came across this in a magazine.
WHAT?? Rachel Bilson doesn't like mushrooms. How can she??! Grrr. I never even noticed that mushrooms have smells!! The normal kind of mushrooms anyway. What did she eat?? Poison, rotten mushrooms with maggots underneath the white polka-dotted red caps??
Oops. I think I just insulted my beloved mushrooms.
Okay, fine. I'm going to continue watching Bull Fighting (2nd time) and fall in love with the way Hebe and Mike looked at each other. (Not that I'm not in love already) *shudders* How ... electrifying??
*swoon*
Found a lot of really cute images, avatars, banners and so on from a Mike & Hebe forum I have been visiting a lot lately. Just a silent reader, though. Never mind. You don't have to actually NOT be silent to show your support toward something ...
Thank you so much to the people who created these pretty images!! Thank you!!
:D
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
12:39 AM
12:39 AM
♥ Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ♥
Penang National Park
11 March 2008
LONG POST AHEAD!!!
(I realized that I haven't been posting long posts for a long time ...)
I went to the Penang National Park today with our school's ... Kelab Taman Sains. What do you call it in English anyway, Science Garden Club?? Sounds so daft. Uggh. Garden of Science Club?? Club of the Science Gardens??!?
I'm not a member of Taman Sains but then my mom is the teacher of the club so I always get to tag along with them wherever they go. Better yet, I can invite a few friends even though they are not members of the club.
=P
We reached there after quite a long ride on the bus. Felt so dizzy as there were sharp turns everywhere, left, right, left, right ... Made me feel like puking, really.
I love the skies!! They are sort of ... soothing, serene and peaceful? Sooo nice.
And thus, the hiking began.
Steps.
More steps.
Trust me, the steps kill. They are so steep, and sort of slippery, with ants the size of your ass crawling over them. Yuck.
And not to mention that it makes one so tired that it would be better to just die instead of continuing the hike and climbing more steps.
BUT!!!
After minutes I saw someone that made me revive at once.
Yes. Someone.
In the Middle of the Nowhere.
Mr. Mushroom.
♥
How gorgeous, no?? Have you ever seen a PURPLE mushroom in your whole life?? I never knew it even existed, it's so pretty ....
Mushroom Baby and Mushroom Baby.
Obviously, one is a boy and the other one is a girl.
My sister said that my babies looked like egg yolks.
After like, ten miles, we reached a river.
Tict Chyn & I
Tired as we might be, we still have the energy to take photos of ourselves. Well, I did, anyway. My friends all said that they don't want to take photos because their hair were matted with sweat, there were beads of perspire clumped on their eyelashes, their butts were wet all over, their kidneys itched, and there were mushrooms in their brains.
After like, a hundred miles, we reached a fashion runway made exactly for me, the model of the jungles. Today, I'm going to model the clothes designed by the world famous, international .... international ... sizzling hot designer, which would be me.
After like, a thousand miles, it was still trees everywhere.
Uggh.
And after ten thousand miles ....
*
*
*
It's the BEACH!!!
Phew. Almost two hours of hiking in the woods. Lying on a beach and sunbathing is exactly what we needed.
Problem is, there's no place to lie down, and nobody wanted to sunbathe. Except for me. I don't know why people like pale skin so much, I think tanned skins are so much more nicer. Plus, "tanned" also have another cute name - sun-kissed. Sounds so nice, right?? What about pale skin?? Cloud-kissed?? Corpse-kissed?? Eew.
But well, some people look better pale, some tanned. I don't think I'd look good pale, to be honest. And if you are pale, your eye bags, dark eye rings, zits, blemishes, pimples, warts, freckles and whatever will be even more visible than ever and I don't think anyone wanted that ... right?
The beaches are actually quite clean and pretty. Hmm. Never thought of it. I thought that every beach here in Penang has gray sands and black waters, with jellyfishes floating everywhere, and the disgusting smell of dead fishes.
Uhh, of course the dirty beaches here aren't that bad ....
I seem to have taken a liking to taking photos like ... the one above?? I don't know.
I love this photo!! Pity there were so many footprints on the sand...
Oooh. Sparkle. Glitter. Shine. Dazzle.
My mom said that the Meromictic Lake is below the bridge (in photo above, at the back). I didn't even know. When we were leaving, I even asked where's the lake.
The reason I can't find it is probably because it's all dried up.
Dried up. Huh.
I know, I know, you're getting tired of the photos, right?? The photos were practically the same. Taken from the same angle, taken OF the same thing which is the right side of the beach ...
But the beautiful green color of the sea had me completely in love with it ...
Okay, not exactly, 100% completely in love. Just ... 75% maybe??
If only the seas were the gorgeous color of turquoise, like THIS :
Yep. 100%. Definitely.
Since I'm sort of in love with the green sea, OF COURSE I had to get a closer look. Jit Nee and I began to climb rocks.
Rocks covered in seaweed.
They were so slippery!! It was pretty dangerous, I guess. I don't know. There was one particular kind of seaweed on the rocks that was particularly slippery. I almost slipped.
What if I slipped?? I probably will never see my one true love again.
Mr. Purple Mushroom.
*sniff*
BUT BUT BUT!!!
Suddenly I saw someone else.
Mr. Crab.
Actually this photo was edited (well, duh, how obvious). In the original version you can barely see the crab at all. Although all you can see in the photo above is probably only a lump of something black in water ...
Very, very gorgeous crabs.
I wonder whether it's edible or not ... Look at it's claws!! It's purple. So cute!!
Jit Nee & I
The brave, willing-to-sacrifice-themselves-for-something-they-want rock-climbers.
I don't know what's this??
A very pretty kind of seaweed, maybe??
I know the water looked too blue. I made a mistake when I edited it ... I accidentally pressed the save button while I was playing around with the colors and POOF!! The original version, gone.
We continued climbing the rocks. I tell you, the rocks can kill, too. They were all covered in ... I don't know what, some kind of hard living thing too, I think, and they were all sharp as hell!! Step on it too hard and you will prolly cry out in pain, lose your balance, and die. Poo.
Guess what we found???!?
A rock pool.
Oh my God, I have never seen a rock pool this big before!! To be exact I have never seen a rock pool before, I thought they don't exist here in Malaysia. I thought they only exist around those high-cliff-seas. Something like that.
Actually, is that even a rock pool??? Maybe it's not. Oh well.
There were many, many, very, very, tinytiny crabs and fishes in the pool. Weee!!
I couldn't resist cam-whoring .... =P
There were lots of other photos but most of them suck, because I was like, squinting at the camera because the sun was tooo dazzling. Ouch.
____ & I
Actually I don't know how to spell her English name. Heh.
She's so cute!! I think she sort of looks like an owl, but people said she looks like a teddy bear ....
=__=
Tict Chyn & I
Hah. I had to cover up her accidentally-exposed boobs. Hahah. So funny. Well, at least her boobs weren't completely exposed, she was wearing a bra ... Thank God. Mwahaha.
We went to look at baby turtles after that.
Baby turtles.
OMG!! They are really, really CUTE!!! They are so tiny!! There are only 11 of them in total.
Unfortunately, we were not allowed to touch them. Pooo.
Sooooo cute.
My mom was a spoilsport. She forbid me to go back to wait for the bus with my friends by boat, she forced me to hike all the way back to the main entrance again. Almost two hours of hiking. What the fuck. If my friends were with me I wouldn't have minded so much. But my friends were all really tired and it would be unfair to force them to hike with me, right??
Hmm. I of all people would know how it felt to be forced to do something. Thanks to my mom.
It was so tiring!! Double hiking.
T_T
Thank goodness there was Jane, or else I would be bored out of my mind, hiking with a few sporty people I don't know. I don't care if you say that I'm not sporty. I just hate not being with my friends. Arrrgh.
*
I finished watching Bull Fighting tonight!! I just had to finish it before going off to Cameron Highlands. Hehe.
I HEART MEBE!!!
* Go Back *
LONG POST AHEAD!!!
(I realized that I haven't been posting long posts for a long time ...)
I went to the Penang National Park today with our school's ... Kelab Taman Sains. What do you call it in English anyway, Science Garden Club?? Sounds so daft. Uggh. Garden of Science Club?? Club of the Science Gardens??!?
I'm not a member of Taman Sains but then my mom is the teacher of the club so I always get to tag along with them wherever they go. Better yet, I can invite a few friends even though they are not members of the club.
=P
We reached there after quite a long ride on the bus. Felt so dizzy as there were sharp turns everywhere, left, right, left, right ... Made me feel like puking, really.
I love the skies!! They are sort of ... soothing, serene and peaceful? Sooo nice.
And thus, the hiking began.
Steps.
More steps.
Trust me, the steps kill. They are so steep, and sort of slippery, with ants the size of your ass crawling over them. Yuck.
And not to mention that it makes one so tired that it would be better to just die instead of continuing the hike and climbing more steps.
BUT!!!
After minutes I saw someone that made me revive at once.
Yes. Someone.
In the Middle of the Nowhere.
Mr. Mushroom.
♥
How gorgeous, no?? Have you ever seen a PURPLE mushroom in your whole life?? I never knew it even existed, it's so pretty ....
Mushroom Baby and Mushroom Baby.
Obviously, one is a boy and the other one is a girl.
My sister said that my babies looked like egg yolks.
After like, ten miles, we reached a river.
Tict Chyn & I
Tired as we might be, we still have the energy to take photos of ourselves. Well, I did, anyway. My friends all said that they don't want to take photos because their hair were matted with sweat, there were beads of perspire clumped on their eyelashes, their butts were wet all over, their kidneys itched, and there were mushrooms in their brains.
After like, a hundred miles, we reached a fashion runway made exactly for me, the model of the jungles. Today, I'm going to model the clothes designed by the world famous, international .... international ... sizzling hot designer, which would be me.
After like, a thousand miles, it was still trees everywhere.
Uggh.
And after ten thousand miles ....
*
*
*
It's the BEACH!!!
Phew. Almost two hours of hiking in the woods. Lying on a beach and sunbathing is exactly what we needed.
Problem is, there's no place to lie down, and nobody wanted to sunbathe. Except for me. I don't know why people like pale skin so much, I think tanned skins are so much more nicer. Plus, "tanned" also have another cute name - sun-kissed. Sounds so nice, right?? What about pale skin?? Cloud-kissed?? Corpse-kissed?? Eew.
But well, some people look better pale, some tanned. I don't think I'd look good pale, to be honest. And if you are pale, your eye bags, dark eye rings, zits, blemishes, pimples, warts, freckles and whatever will be even more visible than ever and I don't think anyone wanted that ... right?
The beaches are actually quite clean and pretty. Hmm. Never thought of it. I thought that every beach here in Penang has gray sands and black waters, with jellyfishes floating everywhere, and the disgusting smell of dead fishes.
Uhh, of course the dirty beaches here aren't that bad ....
I seem to have taken a liking to taking photos like ... the one above?? I don't know.
I love this photo!! Pity there were so many footprints on the sand...
Oooh. Sparkle. Glitter. Shine. Dazzle.
My mom said that the Meromictic Lake is below the bridge (in photo above, at the back). I didn't even know. When we were leaving, I even asked where's the lake.
The reason I can't find it is probably because it's all dried up.
Dried up. Huh.
I know, I know, you're getting tired of the photos, right?? The photos were practically the same. Taken from the same angle, taken OF the same thing which is the right side of the beach ...
But the beautiful green color of the sea had me completely in love with it ...
Okay, not exactly, 100% completely in love. Just ... 75% maybe??
If only the seas were the gorgeous color of turquoise, like THIS :
Yep. 100%. Definitely.
Since I'm sort of in love with the green sea, OF COURSE I had to get a closer look. Jit Nee and I began to climb rocks.
Rocks covered in seaweed.
They were so slippery!! It was pretty dangerous, I guess. I don't know. There was one particular kind of seaweed on the rocks that was particularly slippery. I almost slipped.
What if I slipped?? I probably will never see my one true love again.
Mr. Purple Mushroom.
*sniff*
BUT BUT BUT!!!
Suddenly I saw someone else.
Mr. Crab.
Actually this photo was edited (well, duh, how obvious). In the original version you can barely see the crab at all. Although all you can see in the photo above is probably only a lump of something black in water ...
Very, very gorgeous crabs.
I wonder whether it's edible or not ... Look at it's claws!! It's purple. So cute!!
Jit Nee & I
The brave, willing-to-sacrifice-themselves-for-something-they-want rock-climbers.
I don't know what's this??
A very pretty kind of seaweed, maybe??
I know the water looked too blue. I made a mistake when I edited it ... I accidentally pressed the save button while I was playing around with the colors and POOF!! The original version, gone.
We continued climbing the rocks. I tell you, the rocks can kill, too. They were all covered in ... I don't know what, some kind of hard living thing too, I think, and they were all sharp as hell!! Step on it too hard and you will prolly cry out in pain, lose your balance, and die. Poo.
Guess what we found???!?
A rock pool.
Oh my God, I have never seen a rock pool this big before!! To be exact I have never seen a rock pool before, I thought they don't exist here in Malaysia. I thought they only exist around those high-cliff-seas. Something like that.
Actually, is that even a rock pool??? Maybe it's not. Oh well.
There were many, many, very, very, tiny
I couldn't resist cam-whoring .... =P
There were lots of other photos but most of them suck, because I was like, squinting at the camera because the sun was tooo dazzling. Ouch.
____ & I
Actually I don't know how to spell her English name. Heh.
She's so cute!! I think she sort of looks like an owl, but people said she looks like a teddy bear ....
=__=
Tict Chyn & I
Hah. I had to cover up her accidentally-exposed boobs. Hahah. So funny. Well, at least her boobs weren't completely exposed, she was wearing a bra ... Thank God. Mwahaha.
We went to look at baby turtles after that.
Baby turtles.
OMG!! They are really, really CUTE!!! They are so tiny!! There are only 11 of them in total.
Unfortunately, we were not allowed to touch them. Pooo.
Sooooo cute.
My mom was a spoilsport. She forbid me to go back to wait for the bus with my friends by boat, she forced me to hike all the way back to the main entrance again. Almost two hours of hiking. What the fuck. If my friends were with me I wouldn't have minded so much. But my friends were all really tired and it would be unfair to force them to hike with me, right??
Hmm. I of all people would know how it felt to be forced to do something. Thanks to my mom.
It was so tiring!! Double hiking.
T_T
Thank goodness there was Jane, or else I would be bored out of my mind, hiking with a few sporty people I don't know. I don't care if you say that I'm not sporty. I just hate not being with my friends. Arrrgh.
*
I finished watching Bull Fighting tonight!! I just had to finish it before going off to Cameron Highlands. Hehe.
I HEART MEBE!!!
* Go Back *
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
3:38 PM
3:38 PM