♥ Friday, October 31, 2008 ♥
I Had a Dream~
31 October 2008
It was not exactly a very nice dream.
It suddenly occurred to me. I always wish that my dreams will come true. I never ever thought said dreams could be bad dreams. Uggh. What if it really comes true?
I was in my classroom, and Hui Jing and Rui Mei (and other people, just not as focused) were there as well. There was a big bag of rubbish at the corner of the room, with leftover food, dirty paper plates, and a polystyrene box. So there was probably a feast.
Then, in the polystyrene box, there was a lizard. "The biggest I have ever seen," Hui Jing declared after peeking into the box. Rui Mei also peeked into the box. They are both completely unfazed by lizards.
Then what did Rui Mei do?
(Damn I must think really badly of her, if she did such a nasty thing to me in my dream)
Well, since thepoor lizard was sort of disturbed by all the peeking, it got impatient. Or panicked. I, was standing at the other corner of the room, as far away from the box, the better .... and Rui Mei came to me, holding the damned box. Then she opened the box right beside me, and the stupid lizard crawled up my shoulder, along the back of my neck, on my head ....
In the dream I didn't scream. I just scrunched up my shoulders, squeezed my eyes together, and clutched Rui Mei's uniform. Or was it her hand, I couldn't remember.
It actually FELT like something was crawling along my neck, you know. I wonder what and why that was. I mean, it was just a dream, right? I'm not supposed to feel anything ... right?
AHHHH!
Fucking lizards.
***********
Exams on Monday and Tuesday! Poof.
Not a single preparation. Yet.
Ahh. But they are all stupid subjects anyway. Moral. Civics. Art. PE.
Over in a tick! But I still have to prepare for it. =(
It was not exactly a very nice dream.
It suddenly occurred to me. I always wish that my dreams will come true. I never ever thought said dreams could be bad dreams. Uggh. What if it really comes true?
I was in my classroom, and Hui Jing and Rui Mei (and other people, just not as focused) were there as well. There was a big bag of rubbish at the corner of the room, with leftover food, dirty paper plates, and a polystyrene box. So there was probably a feast.
Then, in the polystyrene box, there was a lizard. "The biggest I have ever seen," Hui Jing declared after peeking into the box. Rui Mei also peeked into the box. They are both completely unfazed by lizards.
Then what did Rui Mei do?
(Damn I must think really badly of her, if she did such a nasty thing to me in my dream)
Well, since the
In the dream I didn't scream. I just scrunched up my shoulders, squeezed my eyes together, and clutched Rui Mei's uniform. Or was it her hand, I couldn't remember.
It actually FELT like something was crawling along my neck, you know. I wonder what and why that was. I mean, it was just a dream, right? I'm not supposed to feel anything ... right?
AHHHH!
Fucking lizards.
***********
Exams on Monday and Tuesday! Poof.
Not a single preparation. Yet.
Ahh. But they are all stupid subjects anyway. Moral. Civics. Art. PE.
Over in a tick! But I still have to prepare for it. =(
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
6:35 PM
6:35 PM
♥ Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ♥
Short-Haired Rapunzel
28 October 2008
Life sucks.
Everything is boring.
And the renovations next door are making things worse.
The drilling drives me insane. Not just one type of drilling. Three types. One, a terribly sharp and earsplitting drilling. Second, a low, dull drilling. Loud, of course. Third, a medium-pitched drilling. Three, all at once. I tried stuffing my ears with tissue but I can't say it worked very well.
Rui Mei suggested that I prick my eardrum with a needle. Then I needn't suffer anymore.
Many times, I felt like throwing something heavy at the wall (as a ... uh, warning, a gesture that someone bad-tempered and irritated-by-the-drilling is living next door *roar*), since most of the drilling are directly beside me. Damn annoying when I'm trying to sleep. Like the terrible HEAT isn't enough? It is so hot these days! Ahh.
I did throw a book at the wall once (or twice) but I can barely hear the sound myself.
Oh I also had the urge to barge in next door and give them the middle finger. Scream at them for being so fucking noisy. But still, I can't complain, because our house HAD renovations too.
Like I said, life sucks. I can't wait till the holidays.
But what's the use? It's not like I'm getting out of this place! The renovations are still going on.
I WANT A HOLIDAY!!!! Even my mom is going to Bali and I am stuck here like a ... pig. Something. Rapunzel. With short hair. GRARRH. Kill me.
Uggh. Was wearing the hideous CO shirt. Yuck.
My mirror! =)
Life sucks.
Everything is boring.
And the renovations next door are making things worse.
The drilling drives me insane. Not just one type of drilling. Three types. One, a terribly sharp and earsplitting drilling. Second, a low, dull drilling. Loud, of course. Third, a medium-pitched drilling. Three, all at once. I tried stuffing my ears with tissue but I can't say it worked very well.
Rui Mei suggested that I prick my eardrum with a needle. Then I needn't suffer anymore.
Many times, I felt like throwing something heavy at the wall (as a ... uh, warning, a gesture that someone bad-tempered and irritated-by-the-drilling is living next door *roar*), since most of the drilling are directly beside me. Damn annoying when I'm trying to sleep. Like the terrible HEAT isn't enough? It is so hot these days! Ahh.
I did throw a book at the wall once (or twice) but I can barely hear the sound myself.
Oh I also had the urge to barge in next door and give them the middle finger. Scream at them for being so fucking noisy. But still, I can't complain, because our house HAD renovations too.
Like I said, life sucks. I can't wait till the holidays.
But what's the use? It's not like I'm getting out of this place! The renovations are still going on.
I WANT A HOLIDAY!!!! Even my mom is going to Bali and I am stuck here like a ... pig. Something. Rapunzel. With short hair. GRARRH. Kill me.
Uggh. Was wearing the hideous CO shirt. Yuck.
My mirror! =)
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:09 PM
8:09 PM
♥ Saturday, October 25, 2008 ♥
The Second Day
25 October 2008
I AM going through hell. So boring.
A bored person will, of course, post a boring post. *sigh*
There might be spoilers below :
I watched lots and lots of movies these days, like :
Titanic
*sniff* It made me cry so badly!! But my friends said they did not cry after watching it. Am I weird, or are THEY weird?! I mean, isn't the movie completely touching? How Rose was so brave, trying to save the handcuffed Jack, how Jack was so sweet to Rose at the end, asking her to promise him that she will never let go, how a mother tried to sing her children to sleep because she knew that they will all die .... oh, the sad parts are endless. I'm surprised my friends didn't shed a single tear! *shrugs* Weird.
And the sinking of the ship ... well, it was magnificent. You know, it's probably a good thing I watched Titanic (I watched it before actually, years ago, I just don't remember) after being on the Superstar Virgo. I'd never be able to sit still on the ship. I'd probably worry about hitting an iceberg or something. I mean, rocks. No icebergs here! Damn, it's a freaky thing. I guess I won't be going on a cruise anytime soon.
Made of Honour
Ahh! Patrick Dempsey a.k.a McDreamy (Tom) is cute!! =D And Michelle Monaghan (Hannah) is gorgeous. And Scotland is beautiful! Hah! Tom mentioned (well, not mentioned mentioned, just ... uh, mentioned it in the passing) Loch Ness and the famous monster Nessie! That is one of my favourite mysteries-of-the-world. Interesting! I wonder if it really exists or its just a story.
Anyway this movie was ... okay. A bit of a cliché, though. But still okay.
King Arthur
Hah! I watched this! It wasn't as nice as Troy (but of course! There's no Orlando Bloom and no Brad Pitt, is there?), but it's still fine! Ah, the knights are so brave. So cooool. I like Tristan! Or was it Tristan? *frowns* The guy with the eagle. But he died. Aww. Killed by the stupid what's-his-name-again. Saxon. Something like that. Stupid. Stupid. And Dagonet also died. Bah. Why do all the guys I like die?! WTF. It was so sad! The little boy and Dagonet was so close ... and Dagonet died. Unfair. UNFAIR!
Oh, I like Keira Knightley (Guinevere) in this movie! Well, fine, I like her no matter what movie she's starring in. I found that she's one of the very, very few celebrities who actually look good without makeup. =D
Sex and The City
Oooh. New York. Designer labels. Money. And ... uh, sex. Actually I shouldn't watch this movie. Because all the sex scenes are uncensored. Naked boobs, naked ass .... they're all just ... there. But who cares. =P Hot. LOL. Haha. Just joking.
Anyway, I already watched it for the second time, and I kept pausing, to admire and stare at the womens' bags, shoes .... Most of the bags are Chanel and Louis Vuitton, and I saw Christian Louboutin shoes! I think I did, because of the signature red soles. So gorgeous. And the fish bone ones on Samantha's feet ... I think they're from Giuseppe Zanotti, right? Hmm, familiar. There were also Gucci, Versace, Prada, Dior, Diane von Furstenberg .... And I think I saw some Tiffany boxes! But I could be wrong.
Damn, to be rich and living in New York.
Oh, and I love Kristin Davis (Charlotte)!! She's so cute!! "I curse the day you were born!!!" Haha. That was the best part. =P
Tomb Raider
The Angelina Jolie one, the one with the Pandora's box. It was ... again, okay. But a bit unrealistic. The shark part, the parachuting part .... Ah, the Pandora's box is also one of the interesting mysteries-of-the-world! What is in it exactly?
Iron Man
Re-watched it. Coool. The suit was awesome!! Hahaha. I want one! Oh!!!! And the Audi!! OMG it is so HOT. I want that car. And no, I'm not forgetting my Lamborghini.
I wondered whether the technology nowadays are really that good. To be honest, I'm not and never will be good (and interested) in these things.
Journey to the Center of the Earth
Hahahah! Brendan Fraser (Trevor) is soooo funny. He always says "There, I knew I'd find it.", those kind of things, when it wasn't even him who "found it". He was also in the movies George of the Jungle 1 and The Mummy! His roles are almost always very stupid and funny, maybe he just has that kind of face. =P
This movie ... I didn't really liked it because first, the subtitles are all wrong. That made me dislike the movie even though the subtitles didn't really have anything to do with the story lines. Second, I don't really like these ... uh, computerised things. Too ... fake. But sometimes, I guess it's a good thing.
Bruce Almighty
I used to like this, but after re-watching it yesterday, I found it quite stupid. Jim Carrey's (Bruce) acting was way too exaggerated! I used to find it funny but now I don't. It just seems plain ridiculous and dumb. But I really like him A Series of Unfortunate Events as Count Olaf! He is funny then.
Okay I don't remember what else I watched. Pheww.
SO BORED!!! SAVE ME SOMEONE!!
I wish I'm like Samantha from Sex and The City. She knows how to make her own sushi! *winks* I also want! I'm craving for sushi!!! Ahh.
T_T
Oh, I can't update about the boring (but at least with photos) Hari Raya thing because I'm using my mom's laptop.
I can't believe I'm actually looking forward to school. OMG. I'm doomed. Nobody looks forward to school. SCREAM~!
I AM going through hell. So boring.
A bored person will, of course, post a boring post. *sigh*
There might be spoilers below :
I watched lots and lots of movies these days, like :
Titanic
*sniff* It made me cry so badly!! But my friends said they did not cry after watching it. Am I weird, or are THEY weird?! I mean, isn't the movie completely touching? How Rose was so brave, trying to save the handcuffed Jack, how Jack was so sweet to Rose at the end, asking her to promise him that she will never let go, how a mother tried to sing her children to sleep because she knew that they will all die .... oh, the sad parts are endless. I'm surprised my friends didn't shed a single tear! *shrugs* Weird.
And the sinking of the ship ... well, it was magnificent. You know, it's probably a good thing I watched Titanic (I watched it before actually, years ago, I just don't remember) after being on the Superstar Virgo. I'd never be able to sit still on the ship. I'd probably worry about hitting an iceberg or something. I mean, rocks. No icebergs here! Damn, it's a freaky thing. I guess I won't be going on a cruise anytime soon.
Made of Honour
Ahh! Patrick Dempsey a.k.a McDreamy (Tom) is cute!! =D And Michelle Monaghan (Hannah) is gorgeous. And Scotland is beautiful! Hah! Tom mentioned (well, not mentioned mentioned, just ... uh, mentioned it in the passing) Loch Ness and the famous monster Nessie! That is one of my favourite mysteries-of-the-world. Interesting! I wonder if it really exists or its just a story.
Anyway this movie was ... okay. A bit of a cliché, though. But still okay.
King Arthur
Hah! I watched this! It wasn't as nice as Troy (but of course! There's no Orlando Bloom and no Brad Pitt, is there?), but it's still fine! Ah, the knights are so brave. So cooool. I like Tristan! Or was it Tristan? *frowns* The guy with the eagle. But he died. Aww. Killed by the stupid what's-his-name-again. Saxon. Something like that. Stupid. Stupid. And Dagonet also died. Bah. Why do all the guys I like die?! WTF. It was so sad! The little boy and Dagonet was so close ... and Dagonet died. Unfair. UNFAIR!
Oh, I like Keira Knightley (Guinevere) in this movie! Well, fine, I like her no matter what movie she's starring in. I found that she's one of the very, very few celebrities who actually look good without makeup. =D
Sex and The City
Oooh. New York. Designer labels. Money. And ... uh, sex. Actually I shouldn't watch this movie. Because all the sex scenes are uncensored. Naked boobs, naked ass .... they're all just ... there. But who cares. =P Hot. LOL. Haha. Just joking.
Anyway, I already watched it for the second time, and I kept pausing, to admire and stare at the womens' bags, shoes .... Most of the bags are Chanel and Louis Vuitton, and I saw Christian Louboutin shoes! I think I did, because of the signature red soles. So gorgeous. And the fish bone ones on Samantha's feet ... I think they're from Giuseppe Zanotti, right? Hmm, familiar. There were also Gucci, Versace, Prada, Dior, Diane von Furstenberg .... And I think I saw some Tiffany boxes! But I could be wrong.
Damn, to be rich and living in New York.
Oh, and I love Kristin Davis (Charlotte)!! She's so cute!! "I curse the day you were born!!!" Haha. That was the best part. =P
Tomb Raider
The Angelina Jolie one, the one with the Pandora's box. It was ... again, okay. But a bit unrealistic. The shark part, the parachuting part .... Ah, the Pandora's box is also one of the interesting mysteries-of-the-world! What is in it exactly?
Iron Man
Re-watched it. Coool. The suit was awesome!! Hahaha. I want one! Oh!!!! And the Audi!! OMG it is so HOT. I want that car. And no, I'm not forgetting my Lamborghini.
I wondered whether the technology nowadays are really that good. To be honest, I'm not and never will be good (and interested) in these things.
Journey to the Center of the Earth
Hahahah! Brendan Fraser (Trevor) is soooo funny. He always says "There, I knew I'd find it.", those kind of things, when it wasn't even him who "found it". He was also in the movies George of the Jungle 1 and The Mummy! His roles are almost always very stupid and funny, maybe he just has that kind of face. =P
This movie ... I didn't really liked it because first, the subtitles are all wrong. That made me dislike the movie even though the subtitles didn't really have anything to do with the story lines. Second, I don't really like these ... uh, computerised things. Too ... fake. But sometimes, I guess it's a good thing.
Bruce Almighty
I used to like this, but after re-watching it yesterday, I found it quite stupid. Jim Carrey's (Bruce) acting was way too exaggerated! I used to find it funny but now I don't. It just seems plain ridiculous and dumb. But I really like him A Series of Unfortunate Events as Count Olaf! He is funny then.
Okay I don't remember what else I watched. Pheww.
SO BORED!!! SAVE ME SOMEONE!!
I wish I'm like Samantha from Sex and The City. She knows how to make her own sushi! *winks* I also want! I'm craving for sushi!!! Ahh.
T_T
Oh, I can't update about the boring (but at least with photos) Hari Raya thing because I'm using my mom's laptop.
I can't believe I'm actually looking forward to school. OMG. I'm doomed. Nobody looks forward to school. SCREAM~!
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:44 PM
8:44 PM
♥ Thursday, October 23, 2008 ♥
=(
23 October 2008
A long, long weekend at home.
There's no school tomorrow because it's our seniors' graduation day. Or graduation ceremony. Since tomorrow is not their last day in school, and mostly graduation day means that it's your last day in school, right? I don't really know, I have yet to find out. Two more years and I'm out of this beastly school for good!
I can't wait. I so can't wait.
And it's Deepavali on Monday, so, an extra holiday!
Four days. FOUR days. What to do, what to do?
I must be crazy. Everyone loves weekends! So many things to do!
Not for me though. Like I said, I'm stuck here. There are limited things to do in this house. Online. Sleep. Eat. Watch movies. Play piano. Eat. Sleep. Online. Eat. Eat. Sleep.
Gosh, it's a boring life.
Even at school, things suck.
I don't understand why our crazy school is always willing to think the very worst of all of us.
Poker cards aren't allowed, because they said that it's gambling. The fun, harmless (supposedly) UNO cards also aren't allowed, because the school said there are numbers on the card and the students will use the UNO cards to gamble instead of the poker cards.
MY ARSE.
Maybe some students really did gamble with UNO cards and were caught, and that's why UNO cards are banned as well. I really hate those students who did something stupid and made the whole school suffer.
Any games that concern throwing the dice, the DICE!! are also not allowed. Must be something about gambling again, yadda yadda. Sigh.
So basically Monopoly, Snakes and Ladders, Risk and Roll, et cetera, will all be confiscated if we bring them to school. Fuck. Only Scrabble, chess, and those no-cards, no-dice games are allowed, and even so, we have to get a permission slip for them. WHAT THE - ??!?
So ... we're supposed to waste our time are we? PMR is over and we still got to live with this shit. I HATE THIS SCHOOL.
Many (and I mean MANY) students were caught today for bringing these games to school. WE saw a lot of people outside the discipline room and wondered what was wrong, and it turned out that it was because of the supposedly innocent cards and games. POOOOH.
Today, the only thing I was looking forward to was PE. At least it's a bit fun. But no. We haven't had this class for weeks, and today, we were forced to go wipe and clean the chairs for the graduation day tomorrow.
We also had to carry the stupid chairs to the hall. The hall was HORRENDOUSLY decorated with enormous pink/red, pink/fuchsia, pink/purple flags with the school's logo printed right in the middle. HIDEOUS.
Shit I almost forgot, I have a date tonight! We plan to meet in front of the school at midnight sharp, and we want to burn the stupid flags in the hall. Let the fire continue to burn. No tears will be shed if the school turns into ash and dust. I will only say good riddance. I really, really hate this school. Who doesn't?
The school was thoroughly cleaned this week. We had to sacrifice our double English period (which we almost always watch movies) to clean the disgustingly dirty and dusty staff room. Oh, so because the VIPs are coming, THEN you clean everything? THEN you beautify everything?
Don't they clean the staff room normally? It really was horribly filthy. Even the refrigerator, where teachers normally get their food and drinks from, was very dirty. Yuck.
Oh! The students in E3A are the luckiest bastards in the world. Yesterday our class were sent to a Malays' event at a Malay school where the only remotely enjoyable thing was the food, and today, E3A went to a sandcastle competition.
A SANDCASTLE COMPETITION.
The sand, the sea, the sun, thesex rocks, the breeze ....
A MALAY RAYA EVENT
The rain, the food, the performances, the speeches (*yawn*) ...
Tell me, which one would YOU choose?
We're lucky. So lucky. Bah.
But still, at least we got to get out of school. Actually there's not much difference too, to be frank. We talk, we eat there, we talk, we eat here. Just plus the speeches and the performances. And the chance to, uh, mingle with teenagers of different races.
Which was nice, I guess. I mean, not that I talked to anyone that much, but I did say a few things like :
"Excuse me, uh ... ah ... mana itu ... ah ... *mumbles* rubbish bin .... ah, itu ...."
"Tissue ah?" (I was holding used tissues in my hand)
"Bukan, itu .... uh .... ah .... oh! Tong sampah!"
"Oh ... situ!"
"Thank you!"
"You're welcome."
And I found that they are very polite! They say you're welcome. I never say that, I almost always say, no problem, with a slight wave of my hand and a grin.
I learned, you know!
Because when an Indian girl sitting in front of me dropped something onto the floor without noticing, I picked it up andpoked tapped her shoulder lightly.
Then I hesitated because I don't know if I should speak English or Malay. I think they understand both, but God knows why I chose Malay. I can barely speak Malay.
And when she thanked me, I said you're welcome. Whee, I'm so polite. =P
Okay, I WILL update about that event soon.
Now I'm going to ogle and stare at the gorgeous Tiffany poker cards which cost USD30, which isn't worth it unless you want to use it as a decorating ornament. Not suitable for playing games like Snap, I don't think.
Look at the colours!! *passes out*
But still ... it's so gorgeous! There's no Tiffany here in Penang anyway. Only in ... guess where? KL. Again. Why? Juicy Couture is there as well and I'm stuck here, miles and miles away. So sad.
And you know people always say : "A girl must own at least one Tiffany."
OK, fine, I don't think those people mean poker cards. But Tiffany (mostly) is soooo expensive! But very pretty. And the carriers and the boxes tied with white ribbons are to die for. The colour. My favourite! *faints*
The present is so cute!!!
Pretttty!
Buy for me buy for me buy for meeeee!
!!!!!!!!
A long, long weekend at home.
There's no school tomorrow because it's our seniors' graduation day. Or graduation ceremony. Since tomorrow is not their last day in school, and mostly graduation day means that it's your last day in school, right? I don't really know, I have yet to find out. Two more years and I'm out of this beastly school for good!
I can't wait. I so can't wait.
And it's Deepavali on Monday, so, an extra holiday!
Four days. FOUR days. What to do, what to do?
I must be crazy. Everyone loves weekends! So many things to do!
Not for me though. Like I said, I'm stuck here. There are limited things to do in this house. Online. Sleep. Eat. Watch movies. Play piano. Eat. Sleep. Online. Eat. Eat. Sleep.
Gosh, it's a boring life.
Even at school, things suck.
I don't understand why our crazy school is always willing to think the very worst of all of us.
Poker cards aren't allowed, because they said that it's gambling. The fun, harmless (supposedly) UNO cards also aren't allowed, because the school said there are numbers on the card and the students will use the UNO cards to gamble instead of the poker cards.
MY ARSE.
Maybe some students really did gamble with UNO cards and were caught, and that's why UNO cards are banned as well. I really hate those students who did something stupid and made the whole school suffer.
Any games that concern throwing the dice, the DICE!! are also not allowed. Must be something about gambling again, yadda yadda. Sigh.
So basically Monopoly, Snakes and Ladders, Risk and Roll, et cetera, will all be confiscated if we bring them to school. Fuck. Only Scrabble, chess, and those no-cards, no-dice games are allowed, and even so, we have to get a permission slip for them. WHAT THE - ??!?
So ... we're supposed to waste our time are we? PMR is over and we still got to live with this shit. I HATE THIS SCHOOL.
Many (and I mean MANY) students were caught today for bringing these games to school. WE saw a lot of people outside the discipline room and wondered what was wrong, and it turned out that it was because of the supposedly innocent cards and games. POOOOH.
Today, the only thing I was looking forward to was PE. At least it's a bit fun. But no. We haven't had this class for weeks, and today, we were forced to go wipe and clean the chairs for the graduation day tomorrow.
We also had to carry the stupid chairs to the hall. The hall was HORRENDOUSLY decorated with enormous pink/red, pink/fuchsia, pink/purple flags with the school's logo printed right in the middle. HIDEOUS.
Shit I almost forgot, I have a date tonight! We plan to meet in front of the school at midnight sharp, and we want to burn the stupid flags in the hall. Let the fire continue to burn. No tears will be shed if the school turns into ash and dust. I will only say good riddance. I really, really hate this school. Who doesn't?
The school was thoroughly cleaned this week. We had to sacrifice our double English period (which we almost always watch movies) to clean the disgustingly dirty and dusty staff room. Oh, so because the VIPs are coming, THEN you clean everything? THEN you beautify everything?
Don't they clean the staff room normally? It really was horribly filthy. Even the refrigerator, where teachers normally get their food and drinks from, was very dirty. Yuck.
Oh! The students in E3A are the luckiest bastards in the world. Yesterday our class were sent to a Malays' event at a Malay school where the only remotely enjoyable thing was the food, and today, E3A went to a sandcastle competition.
A SANDCASTLE COMPETITION.
The sand, the sea, the sun, the
A MALAY RAYA EVENT
The rain, the food, the performances, the speeches (*yawn*) ...
Tell me, which one would YOU choose?
We're lucky. So lucky. Bah.
But still, at least we got to get out of school. Actually there's not much difference too, to be frank. We talk, we eat there, we talk, we eat here. Just plus the speeches and the performances. And the chance to, uh, mingle with teenagers of different races.
Which was nice, I guess. I mean, not that I talked to anyone that much, but I did say a few things like :
"Excuse me, uh ... ah ... mana itu ... ah ... *mumbles* rubbish bin .... ah, itu ...."
"Tissue ah?" (I was holding used tissues in my hand)
"Bukan, itu .... uh .... ah .... oh! Tong sampah!"
"Oh ... situ!"
"Thank you!"
"You're welcome."
And I found that they are very polite! They say you're welcome. I never say that, I almost always say, no problem, with a slight wave of my hand and a grin.
I learned, you know!
Because when an Indian girl sitting in front of me dropped something onto the floor without noticing, I picked it up and
Then I hesitated because I don't know if I should speak English or Malay. I think they understand both, but God knows why I chose Malay. I can barely speak Malay.
And when she thanked me, I said you're welcome. Whee, I'm so polite. =P
Okay, I WILL update about that event soon.
Now I'm going to ogle and stare at the gorgeous Tiffany poker cards which cost USD30, which isn't worth it unless you want to use it as a decorating ornament. Not suitable for playing games like Snap, I don't think.
Look at the colours!! *passes out*
But still ... it's so gorgeous! There's no Tiffany here in Penang anyway. Only in ... guess where? KL. Again. Why? Juicy Couture is there as well and I'm stuck here, miles and miles away. So sad.
And you know people always say : "A girl must own at least one Tiffany."
OK, fine, I don't think those people mean poker cards. But Tiffany (mostly) is soooo expensive! But very pretty. And the carriers and the boxes tied with white ribbons are to die for. The colour. My favourite! *faints*
The present is so cute!!!
Pretttty!
Buy for me buy for me buy for meeeee!
!!!!!!!!
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:28 PM
8:28 PM
♥ Wednesday, October 22, 2008 ♥
STOOPID~
22 October 2008
UPDATE :
Fine, I realized that I couldn't stand looking at the annoying "bandwidth exceeded" thing. So I changed back to my old skin which the codes I saved in the computer. I'm sick of navigations anyway, so it's probably a good thing I changed back to my old skin.
I know my blog has that stupid Photobucket thing.
Honestly I can't be bothered to edit it again. I did that so many times before! I'm sick of it. So, I'm going to ignore it.
Or I will edit it, but only when I stop feeling lazy and sleepy, which will probably be never, since it keeps raining nowadays, and you know how sleepy rainy days make you get.
Last time my friend faced the same problem with her blog, she didn't do anything about it. Now her blog is totally fine! So I'm going to wait patiently.
When it disappears, I'll update about the trip to a Malay school for their Hari Raya Aidilfitri thing just this morning. There were lots of food, performances from all three races - Malay, Chinese and Indians, and ... that was about it.
You know, this kind of thing really isn't very suitable for someone ... err,racist like me.
Okay, not really. I'm not like Achmed. =P
UPDATE :
Fine, I realized that I couldn't stand looking at the annoying "bandwidth exceeded" thing. So I changed back to my old skin which the codes I saved in the computer. I'm sick of navigations anyway, so it's probably a good thing I changed back to my old skin.
I know my blog has that stupid Photobucket thing.
Honestly I can't be bothered to edit it again. I did that so many times before! I'm sick of it. So, I'm going to ignore it.
Or I will edit it, but only when I stop feeling lazy and sleepy, which will probably be never, since it keeps raining nowadays, and you know how sleepy rainy days make you get.
Last time my friend faced the same problem with her blog, she didn't do anything about it. Now her blog is totally fine! So I'm going to wait patiently.
When it disappears, I'll update about the trip to a Malay school for their Hari Raya Aidilfitri thing just this morning. There were lots of food, performances from all three races - Malay, Chinese and Indians, and ... that was about it.
You know, this kind of thing really isn't very suitable for someone ... err,
Okay, not really. I'm not like Achmed. =P
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
6:33 PM
6:33 PM
♥ Sunday, October 19, 2008 ♥
Movie Marathon
19 October 2008
So. I had my movie marathon!!
I've only watched about five movies though, but still, for my standards, I suppose that's quite ... impressive already.
I watched (or re-watched) Princess Diaries 1 & 2, The Brothers Grimm, Memoirs of A Geisha, and TROY!!!! Dang, I'm in love with the movie. Soooo in love with the movie.
There might be spoilers below. Might.
(And you not might want to read the rest, because they're all about the movie)
Why do I like the movie so much?
First, the history of the ancient Greece intrigue me. It intrigues me so, so much more than the boring history we have here. And! You just look (listen) to how nice their names of "races" (whatever it is) are! Trojans. Spartans. No Malays. No Chinese. No Indians. Can you see the difference? They just sound different. Much cooler. Like, there's an air of bravery and greatness about them. I don't know. So different.
(Shit I actually sound like a racist bastard)
Second, the sceneries are magnificent. The seas are blue and turquoise, not like the dull grayish-green colour it is here. The buildings, the castles, everything, are just nicer than it is here. Even the buildings which are left from the olden days are nicer. More mysterious. I like mysterious things.
(Actually I don't recall seeing a castle in the movie. Just a palace. But they're the same. Almost.)
Wait. We don't really have castles here do we? I mean, not real ones. Not those tall, built-centuries-ago, stone-made, intimidating castles with thick walls, secret passages, and a high tower looming up against the sky.
Oh I have never mentioned this before! I LOVE SECRET PASSAGES! Not that I've been into any. But I just think they're cool. A bit scary if you're alone though.
AND! The most important of all. The deadly combination of Brad Pitt (Achilles) and Orlando Bloom (Paris) as the main characters are .... well, deadly. And you get to see them half-naked. Or is it completely naked? I can't tell. Either way, I like it. Nice. =P
(They've got gorgeous abs, especially Brad Pitt. I like guys with abs. But not tooo muscly. Like I've said thousands of times before.)
I think Brad Pitt looks hotter with his long blond hair in the movie! Actually I think that's why I like him so much. In real life, when he has short hair, I don't really find him that hot.
Well of course, there's the Prince Hector. (forgot the actor's name, but of course! When there's Brad Pitt or Orlando Bloom, you don't really care about things like that do you?) He's so brave, so fair, so just, so honourable .....
Looook at Brad Pitt's muscles. Ooh. =P
You know, I actually enjoyed watching them fight. Their wars.
Okay, I'm not saying I like wars, but still, I admired the sight. Such bravery, such courage. Such sacrifice. And the poor women whose husbands/boyfriends/brothers/etc are fighting to death in the war ... *sniffs*
But I only like the wars in the movie. I probably will faint if I ever see a real war. (If I don't die first that is) But then it won't be the same anymore, right? There are all these modern weapons nowadays, and probably there won't even be blood anymore, just bodies. It really was interesting, watching how the people wayyyy back in the early days fight.
There are also gorgeous girls in the movie! Helen of Troy (Diane Kruger) of course. And Briseis. I'm so jealous of the two girls. They get to kiss (and more) Orlando and Brad. Unfair. LOL.
I can't help but wonder how the real Helen looks like! She's supposedly so beautiful that she caused war, caused the launching of thousands of ships, et cetera. You get the picture.
And Briseis is the cousin of Hector and Paris. Looks kind of innocent. So cute! And she and Achilles (I love the name! Pronounced as Ah-Kee-Less, something like that) are in loveee!! Aww.
I sort of hate Orlando Bloom (Paris) in the movie, yet his good looks excused him from all his other flaws. Sort of.
He's the one who started the war. He brought Helen, no, more like stole Helen from her husband Menelaus of Sparta back to Troy. And Menelaus wanted revenge. He asked his brother Agamemnon (damn, their names are so cool) to help him out, and since Agamemnon was so power-hungry, they agreed to attack Troy.
Then Paris was so cowardly! While fighting with Menelaus one on one, after he was hurt, he crawled back to his brother Hector and clung to his legs. But still, I supposed he was too young and Menelaus too strong and menacing. (See? Excused.)
AND STUPID PARIS KILLED ACHILLES. Fuck. That was where I cried. And that was exactly where I felt the strong loathing toward Paris. GRARRR. (No excuses for this I really hate him here)
Briseis was almost killed, and Achilles saved her in time. But Paris thought he was trying to kidnap her or something, and shot him with an arrow. Okay. Understatement. Four or five arrows. Even when Briseis was screaming for him to stop.
Maybe Paris wanted revenge as well, as Achilles killed Hector and tied his body to his chariot and dragged him all the way back to his "tent".
The only good thing Paris did was advising his father to burn the wooden horse. Which his father and his followers, priests, whoever they are, ignored. Pooo. The one and only time he did good, he was ignored. WTF.
So sad! SO SAD!! Damn. I don't want Achilles to die. Stupid Paris. Stupid, stupid Paris. Imagine watching your true love being killed by your own cousin. When your true love didn't even do anything wrong.
Well, not really nothing, since Achilles did killed Hector. But he's still a good guy! He didn't join the war to help Agamemnon! And he didn't kill Briseis! And he's fair and honourable! And he did feel sorry toward Priam, King of Troy!
Okay. I'm babbling nonsense. Unless you watched the movie, you won't know what I'm talking about.
Oh, there's also the movie Helen of Troy which I vaguely remember myself watching. A long time ago. I know the Helen and Paris in that movie are also hot. =P
**********
Anyway, now PMR is over, everything feels a little empty. =(
I can't watch movies and play piano everyday. I can't. Sigh. Maybe I'll watch Troy again. Hahaha. Ogle at the hot people. Marvel at the beauty of the setting.
Eh I do so like those old stories, legends and mysteries! Like King Arthur and his Round Table. Interesting, don't you think?
Obviously, King Arthur is the next movie I'm going to watch. And Keira Knightley is in it! I've always liked her since I watched Pirates of Caribbean. I watched this movie before, too, but I couldn't remember a thing.
And I DO think hot actors and actresses are very very important in a movie. =D Of course a good storyline is a must, too.
Fish, I'm so ... dumb. I'm stating the obvious. Who'd like a movie with a bad storyline? WHO?!
Okay, I'm going towatch Troy again do something else. I don't know what. Read Twilight again. Play games. I'll find something.
Toodles!
So. I had my movie marathon!!
I've only watched about five movies though, but still, for my standards, I suppose that's quite ... impressive already.
I watched (or re-watched) Princess Diaries 1 & 2, The Brothers Grimm, Memoirs of A Geisha, and TROY!!!! Dang, I'm in love with the movie. Soooo in love with the movie.
There might be spoilers below. Might.
(And you not might want to read the rest, because they're all about the movie)
Why do I like the movie so much?
First, the history of the ancient Greece intrigue me. It intrigues me so, so much more than the boring history we have here. And! You just look (listen) to how nice their names of "races" (whatever it is) are! Trojans. Spartans. No Malays. No Chinese. No Indians. Can you see the difference? They just sound different. Much cooler. Like, there's an air of bravery and greatness about them. I don't know. So different.
(Shit I actually sound like a racist bastard)
Second, the sceneries are magnificent. The seas are blue and turquoise, not like the dull grayish-green colour it is here. The buildings, the castles, everything, are just nicer than it is here. Even the buildings which are left from the olden days are nicer. More mysterious. I like mysterious things.
(Actually I don't recall seeing a castle in the movie. Just a palace. But they're the same. Almost.)
Wait. We don't really have castles here do we? I mean, not real ones. Not those tall, built-centuries-ago, stone-made, intimidating castles with thick walls, secret passages, and a high tower looming up against the sky.
Oh I have never mentioned this before! I LOVE SECRET PASSAGES! Not that I've been into any. But I just think they're cool. A bit scary if you're alone though.
AND! The most important of all. The deadly combination of Brad Pitt (Achilles) and Orlando Bloom (Paris) as the main characters are .... well, deadly. And you get to see them half-naked. Or is it completely naked? I can't tell. Either way, I like it. Nice. =P
(They've got gorgeous abs, especially Brad Pitt. I like guys with abs. But not tooo muscly. Like I've said thousands of times before.)
I think Brad Pitt looks hotter with his long blond hair in the movie! Actually I think that's why I like him so much. In real life, when he has short hair, I don't really find him that hot.
Well of course, there's the Prince Hector. (forgot the actor's name, but of course! When there's Brad Pitt or Orlando Bloom, you don't really care about things like that do you?) He's so brave, so fair, so just, so honourable .....
Looook at Brad Pitt's muscles. Ooh. =P
You know, I actually enjoyed watching them fight. Their wars.
Okay, I'm not saying I like wars, but still, I admired the sight. Such bravery, such courage. Such sacrifice. And the poor women whose husbands/boyfriends/brothers/etc are fighting to death in the war ... *sniffs*
But I only like the wars in the movie. I probably will faint if I ever see a real war. (If I don't die first that is) But then it won't be the same anymore, right? There are all these modern weapons nowadays, and probably there won't even be blood anymore, just bodies. It really was interesting, watching how the people wayyyy back in the early days fight.
There are also gorgeous girls in the movie! Helen of Troy (Diane Kruger) of course. And Briseis. I'm so jealous of the two girls. They get to kiss (and more) Orlando and Brad. Unfair. LOL.
I can't help but wonder how the real Helen looks like! She's supposedly so beautiful that she caused war, caused the launching of thousands of ships, et cetera. You get the picture.
And Briseis is the cousin of Hector and Paris. Looks kind of innocent. So cute! And she and Achilles (I love the name! Pronounced as Ah-Kee-Less, something like that) are in loveee!! Aww.
I sort of hate Orlando Bloom (Paris) in the movie, yet his good looks excused him from all his other flaws. Sort of.
He's the one who started the war. He brought Helen, no, more like stole Helen from her husband Menelaus of Sparta back to Troy. And Menelaus wanted revenge. He asked his brother Agamemnon (damn, their names are so cool) to help him out, and since Agamemnon was so power-hungry, they agreed to attack Troy.
Then Paris was so cowardly! While fighting with Menelaus one on one, after he was hurt, he crawled back to his brother Hector and clung to his legs. But still, I supposed he was too young and Menelaus too strong and menacing. (See? Excused.)
AND STUPID PARIS KILLED ACHILLES. Fuck. That was where I cried. And that was exactly where I felt the strong loathing toward Paris. GRARRR. (No excuses for this I really hate him here)
Briseis was almost killed, and Achilles saved her in time. But Paris thought he was trying to kidnap her or something, and shot him with an arrow. Okay. Understatement. Four or five arrows. Even when Briseis was screaming for him to stop.
Maybe Paris wanted revenge as well, as Achilles killed Hector and tied his body to his chariot and dragged him all the way back to his "tent".
The only good thing Paris did was advising his father to burn the wooden horse. Which his father and his followers, priests, whoever they are, ignored. Pooo. The one and only time he did good, he was ignored. WTF.
So sad! SO SAD!! Damn. I don't want Achilles to die. Stupid Paris. Stupid, stupid Paris. Imagine watching your true love being killed by your own cousin. When your true love didn't even do anything wrong.
Well, not really nothing, since Achilles did killed Hector. But he's still a good guy! He didn't join the war to help Agamemnon! And he didn't kill Briseis! And he's fair and honourable! And he did feel sorry toward Priam, King of Troy!
Okay. I'm babbling nonsense. Unless you watched the movie, you won't know what I'm talking about.
Oh, there's also the movie Helen of Troy which I vaguely remember myself watching. A long time ago. I know the Helen and Paris in that movie are also hot. =P
**********
Anyway, now PMR is over, everything feels a little empty. =(
I can't watch movies and play piano everyday. I can't. Sigh. Maybe I'll watch Troy again. Hahaha. Ogle at the hot people. Marvel at the beauty of the setting.
Eh I do so like those old stories, legends and mysteries! Like King Arthur and his Round Table. Interesting, don't you think?
Obviously, King Arthur is the next movie I'm going to watch. And Keira Knightley is in it! I've always liked her since I watched Pirates of Caribbean. I watched this movie before, too, but I couldn't remember a thing.
And I DO think hot actors and actresses are very very important in a movie. =D Of course a good storyline is a must, too.
Fish, I'm so ... dumb. I'm stating the obvious. Who'd like a movie with a bad storyline? WHO?!
Okay, I'm going to
Toodles!
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:45 PM
8:45 PM
♥ Friday, October 17, 2008 ♥
PISSED!!!!
17 October 2008
Right. I seem to have A LOT to say today. Which is true.
I AM FUCKING PISSED AT A CERTAIN SOMEONE WHO QUITE POSSIBLY DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH.
(sorry I know it's annoying, typing in capitals but still I'm damn furious)
She was telling me something about Twilight, and of course the topic went on to the other books. I haven't read them yet, because of the exams, and I asked her to stop telling me about the content of the books.
She didn't stop.
I politely told her to stop, again.
And yet she didn't.
For the third time (or was it the fourth? *blinks warily*), she said, okay, that's all.
But she still continued, telling me about how she likes James more than Edward, hates Jacob, yadda yadda. How who and who did what, became what, blah blah. I almost typed shut the fuck up and sent it to her but I made do with a shut up. In capital, of course.
I don't like spoilers unless I asked for it. I didn't ask her for it. Now I accidentally knew about some things I'm pretty sure I would get a thrill from if I actually found out from the books. But then, she ruined it for me. Damn. No. FUCK.
I wonder what type or "stop telling me/don't tell me anymore" does she understand. And yet, she knows the meaning of the word nymphomaniac. Yet she doesn't understand the three or four simple words even a child understands.
I'm fucking pissed. All the excitement, thrills, gone in a poof. And I very well didn't ask her opinions. And she kept telling me "don't read the 2nd and 3rd book, you'll regret it", and she proceeded to telling me how boring it is.
And I told her that I'll read it no matter what, it's part of the story, I'll read it anyway, I'll read the whole collection, I'll read it no matter what you say, I'll still read it, never mind ....
And she still continued.
And she told me "not to watch the Twilight trailer, it's extremely boring"~ Extremely boring? Fine. I'll be watching. I won't be happy if I hear you enthuse about the Twilight movie or anything. If you do, you deserve the title "HYPOCRITE"~
Jane wasn't that bad! She just told me one thing (which I was actually glad to know), and I told her to stop, and she did.
Damn. DAMN. DAMN.
I HATEEEEE!!! ARRGH.
And what's more I hate it that she's acting like a damned pro about the books. Just talk, just chat, just discuss, okay? No need to act like you know everything.
Right. I seem to have A LOT to say today. Which is true.
I AM FUCKING PISSED AT A CERTAIN SOMEONE WHO QUITE POSSIBLY DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH.
(sorry I know it's annoying, typing in capitals but still I'm damn furious)
She was telling me something about Twilight, and of course the topic went on to the other books. I haven't read them yet, because of the exams, and I asked her to stop telling me about the content of the books.
She didn't stop.
I politely told her to stop, again.
And yet she didn't.
For the third time (or was it the fourth? *blinks warily*), she said, okay, that's all.
But she still continued, telling me about how she likes James more than Edward, hates Jacob, yadda yadda. How who and who did what, became what, blah blah. I almost typed shut the fuck up and sent it to her but I made do with a shut up. In capital, of course.
I don't like spoilers unless I asked for it. I didn't ask her for it. Now I accidentally knew about some things I'm pretty sure I would get a thrill from if I actually found out from the books. But then, she ruined it for me. Damn. No. FUCK.
I wonder what type or "stop telling me/don't tell me anymore" does she understand. And yet, she knows the meaning of the word nymphomaniac. Yet she doesn't understand the three or four simple words even a child understands.
I'm fucking pissed. All the excitement, thrills, gone in a poof. And I very well didn't ask her opinions. And she kept telling me "don't read the 2nd and 3rd book, you'll regret it", and she proceeded to telling me how boring it is.
And I told her that I'll read it no matter what, it's part of the story, I'll read it anyway, I'll read the whole collection, I'll read it no matter what you say, I'll still read it, never mind ....
And she still continued.
And she told me "not to watch the Twilight trailer, it's extremely boring"~ Extremely boring? Fine. I'll be watching. I won't be happy if I hear you enthuse about the Twilight movie or anything. If you do, you deserve the title "HYPOCRITE"~
Jane wasn't that bad! She just told me one thing (which I was actually glad to know), and I told her to stop, and she did.
Damn. DAMN. DAMN.
I HATEEEEE!!! ARRGH.
And what's more I hate it that she's acting like a damned pro about the books. Just talk, just chat, just discuss, okay? No need to act like you know everything.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:50 PM
8:50 PM
TWILIGHT!!!!
17 October 2008
UPDATE :
I JUST LISTENED TO THE "BELLA'S LULLABY"!!
(a few hours ago)
And now I've got it completely stuck in my head. It's so sweet, so soothing, so gentle, so ... nice. It makes me want to cry when I imagine Edward and Bella together, with this song playing ... This song is supposedly created by Edward for Bella and Bella alone. Damn. I can only say, she's one ass of a lucky girl. =P No one did that for me before. And no one will ever do that for me. Poo.
I'm learning how to play it now! Wheee!!
I JUST WATCHED THE NEW TWILIGHT TRAILER!!!
Ahhh!! I can't wait~
And Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson) is SOOOO hot. (Sorry have I mentioned it before?) His eyes are so pretty. His eyelashes are so long and curly. His chiseled jaw. His ... everything.
I WANT!!!
Mine. Mine. Mine.
Stupid Rui Mei (with her Japanese obsessions) actually wanted to steal him from me! I'll ask her to stick with her handsome (not) L. Shoo.
And Bella Swan is quite pretty! First time I saw her I thought she looked somewhat ... mediocre. Average. But in this new video, she looks quite pretty! =D
And the setting is perfect! What are those trees called? Conifer? So pretty! Don't know where the movie was shot, but in the books it's Forks.
AND PMR IS OVER!
And I'm home. My mother sent me home early. Aww. Thanks so much. Maybe she can't stand watching me sulk, scowl, swear, sigh, if I'm left at school.
Oh my God. Edward. Robert. Edward. Robert.
My dream guy. Totally. Uh, actually, ONE of my dream guys. I have a few more. Just not as many as Rui Mei.
Can't wait to watch the movie! In the cinemas on November 21~ At first I thought it was 27 November, just a day before my birthday, which means that I can't watch it on my birthday because thousands of people will be fighting to watch it. But if it comes out on November 21, then I might be able to watch it, because it will be after a week already!
(UPDATE : Shit I forgot, I'm in Malaysia! So I think it's 27 November. Shucks.)
Hot. HOT.
I love! *swoon*
And I'm still in the blues. Sort of. A bit depressed and a bit of a headache, God knows why.
Ee Leng's having her exams (I think) soon, so GOOD LUCK!!!
I might still go out later, but only with my mum. Alone. So ... maybe not. My sister, my typical dorky A-class sister says : "Exams coming. Can't go out." Damn. But still, her exams really are imminent, only 12 days. Less than two weeks.
Before my exams, my parents, my sister and I went to the Botanical Garden. My sister and I were planning to play badminton, and we did, but only for a while, and we went off for a paddle in the river.
I saw Wendy when we were going into the Botanical Garden! And she was going out. =(
And Hui Jing went there in the morning. *sigh* Bad timing, indeed.
I hate our camera. Lousy. Bah.
A random photo. So stupid. And cute. =P
UPDATE :
I JUST LISTENED TO THE "BELLA'S LULLABY"!!
(a few hours ago)
And now I've got it completely stuck in my head. It's so sweet, so soothing, so gentle, so ... nice. It makes me want to cry when I imagine Edward and Bella together, with this song playing ... This song is supposedly created by Edward for Bella and Bella alone. Damn. I can only say, she's one ass of a lucky girl. =P No one did that for me before. And no one will ever do that for me. Poo.
I'm learning how to play it now! Wheee!!
I JUST WATCHED THE NEW TWILIGHT TRAILER!!!
Ahhh!! I can't wait~
And Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson) is SOOOO hot. (Sorry have I mentioned it before?) His eyes are so pretty. His eyelashes are so long and curly. His chiseled jaw. His ... everything.
I WANT!!!
Mine. Mine. Mine.
Stupid Rui Mei (with her Japanese obsessions) actually wanted to steal him from me! I'll ask her to stick with her handsome (not) L. Shoo.
And Bella Swan is quite pretty! First time I saw her I thought she looked somewhat ... mediocre. Average. But in this new video, she looks quite pretty! =D
And the setting is perfect! What are those trees called? Conifer? So pretty! Don't know where the movie was shot, but in the books it's Forks.
AND PMR IS OVER!
And I'm home. My mother sent me home early. Aww. Thanks so much. Maybe she can't stand watching me sulk, scowl, swear, sigh, if I'm left at school.
Oh my God. Edward. Robert. Edward. Robert.
My dream guy. Totally. Uh, actually, ONE of my dream guys. I have a few more. Just not as many as Rui Mei.
Can't wait to watch the movie! In the cinemas on November 21~ At first I thought it was 27 November, just a day before my birthday, which means that I can't watch it on my birthday because thousands of people will be fighting to watch it. But if it comes out on November 21, then I might be able to watch it, because it will be after a week already!
(UPDATE : Shit I forgot, I'm in Malaysia! So I think it's 27 November. Shucks.)
Hot. HOT.
I love! *swoon*
And I'm still in the blues. Sort of. A bit depressed and a bit of a headache, God knows why.
Ee Leng's having her exams (I think) soon, so GOOD LUCK!!!
I might still go out later, but only with my mum. Alone. So ... maybe not. My sister, my typical dorky A-class sister says : "Exams coming. Can't go out." Damn. But still, her exams really are imminent, only 12 days. Less than two weeks.
Before my exams, my parents, my sister and I went to the Botanical Garden. My sister and I were planning to play badminton, and we did, but only for a while, and we went off for a paddle in the river.
I saw Wendy when we were going into the Botanical Garden! And she was going out. =(
And Hui Jing went there in the morning. *sigh* Bad timing, indeed.
I hate our camera. Lousy. Bah.
A random photo. So stupid. And cute. =P
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
1:02 PM
1:02 PM
♥ Thursday, October 16, 2008 ♥
Tomorrow, Tomorrow, I Hate You, Tomorrow ....
16 October 2008
PMR is almost over!
We had Chinese and KH today. And Chinese sucked.
Okie I'm not gonna dwell over the stupid Chinese paper and the fucking Chinese essay I wrote this morning. GRARRR!!!
Why oh why am I born a Chinese? *sigh*
Last paper tomorrow (Geography). I don't want to care anymore. So that's why I'm updating my blog and not studying.
But my mom forbade me to hang out with my friends. Even after the exams. She said a few girls going out is too dangerous ... I say poo to that. It really IS dangerous but if it is that bad there won't be any girls left in this world anymore.
I'm exactly like a bird inside a cage. Trapped inside forever. Why?? Almost all my classmates get to go out. Yi Han even gets to sleep over at friends' houses. WHAT'S UP WITH MY MOM!??!? Why can't I go out as well? Can't she see? I can't stay home forever, can I? I'll have to learn to stand on my toes, haven't I? People will already know about all those stuff in "the real world" now, and I'll only have learned it a few years later.
When people get to let go, scream, enjoy and have fun after the exams, and what will I do?
Maybe I'm going to Gurney tomorrow night, but only maybe, and it's with my family. It's a big difference, going out with your friends and your family. Put me and my mom together to a shopping trip to .... New York even, I'll refuse. Or maybe I won't refuse. I will go to New York but I won't go anywhere with her. I'll walk around myself.
But oh, I forgot, she doesn't allow me to walk alone, or even around 5 people, does she? Did I mention when my sister wanted to go to her class reunion, and there's 20+ people, and it's not only girls, and my mom forbade her to go?? "The number of people is not an issue..." Oh, so someone's gonna kidnap 20+ people all in one go? Gee, unless that person is using a net, I don't see how he/she can do that.
Oh yeah, the toilets! *slaps forehead* How can I forget?!
I don't know why I'm feeling so crabby and gloomy when the exams are going to end tomorrow. OK, fine, I know exactly why. I want to get out of this hell of a prison. I want to go somewhere which is not the school and not our house. I haven't gone out of this house in God knows how long. A month?
Sigh. I'm supposed to feel very happy! I'm supposed to have a lot of fun! But I SUPPOSE none of that is going to happen. Fine. I really don't get it. But still, fine.
If nobody can fetch me home tomorrow after the exams, I'll have to stay in school. What can I do? I can't very well study when the exams are over, right? I mean, I can, but I shan't. I don't want to. Who would?
And I can't do homework, because there aren't any. Not that I will do it even if there are. Exams are over, for fuck's sake.
There won't be anyone to accompany me to even TALK anymore, because everyone will be going home or flying off to the fun world I have never REALLY stepped into before. The fun world I stepped into before always has this tiny nagging, worrying voice in the back of my head. I can't completely .... have fun. At least, not now. Not these years. Of course I entered that world when I was young, plenty of times. Completely carefree, completely naive, completely stupid, I had nothing to worry about.
If someone can fetch me home tomorrow, I can only do three things : online (*yawn*), bury my head under the duvet (*snore*) or have a movie marathon. I guess it's option 3 for me. But I don't want to watch it on TV! I don't want my crazy maid to sit there and stare, and suddenly giggle or something. I want to watch it in my mom's laptop. She'll be at school at that time. My sister will never lend me her laptop in a million years. And I don't have a laptop. This, THIS computer I'm using suck so much I doubt that I can even watch a DVD here.
So, WHAT CAN I DO? Sigh. People ask : "WHAT SHOULD I DO FIRST?" and I ask what I can do.
Play piano? BORING. I can't very well play it for 5 hours until my mom comes home right?
Clean my room? BORING.
Bake? Nice but unfortunately I don't know how to.
Read books? But I don't have any books to read! I finished Twilight twice already (I wouldn't mind reading it again) but I'd prefer to read something new.
I can't do anything at school, I can't do anything at home. Ooh, there's the library but honestly I'll puke if I see so many books. Like the piles of books and notes scattered on my bedroom floor right now isn't enough.
I WANNA GO OUT!!! *sigh*
Okay, I just asked my father if he can fetch me home, and the answer is ......
YES!!!
As if.
He has some sort of meeting. FUCK. What am I supposed to do in school? I never was a person who can sleep easily just slumping on the table. Besides, you'll drool when you sleep on the table. And you'll have to kiss the table. Uncomfortable position and all that. And you'll wake up with hand, leg, muscle cramps or whatever. I'd rather stay awake and do something else. (Like what? Wash the school toilet and count blackbirds?)
Shit, tell me, what should I do? I won't mind so much if someone can accompany me. I doubt anyone will stay in school after the exams. And I doubt my afternoon session friends will be at school so early.
Damn I wish tomorrow never comes.
Oh, Rui Mei brought an Big Apple Donut to school for me today! Thanks a lot! Chocolate donut, my favorite! =)
PMR is almost over!
We had Chinese and KH today. And Chinese sucked.
Okie I'm not gonna dwell over the stupid Chinese paper and the fucking Chinese essay I wrote this morning. GRARRR!!!
Why oh why am I born a Chinese? *sigh*
Last paper tomorrow (Geography). I don't want to care anymore. So that's why I'm updating my blog and not studying.
But my mom forbade me to hang out with my friends. Even after the exams. She said a few girls going out is too dangerous ... I say poo to that. It really IS dangerous but if it is that bad there won't be any girls left in this world anymore.
I'm exactly like a bird inside a cage. Trapped inside forever. Why?? Almost all my classmates get to go out. Yi Han even gets to sleep over at friends' houses. WHAT'S UP WITH MY MOM!??!? Why can't I go out as well? Can't she see? I can't stay home forever, can I? I'll have to learn to stand on my toes, haven't I? People will already know about all those stuff in "the real world" now, and I'll only have learned it a few years later.
When people get to let go, scream, enjoy and have fun after the exams, and what will I do?
Maybe I'm going to Gurney tomorrow night, but only maybe, and it's with my family. It's a big difference, going out with your friends and your family. Put me and my mom together to a shopping trip to .... New York even, I'll refuse. Or maybe I won't refuse. I will go to New York but I won't go anywhere with her. I'll walk around myself.
But oh, I forgot, she doesn't allow me to walk alone, or even around 5 people, does she? Did I mention when my sister wanted to go to her class reunion, and there's 20+ people, and it's not only girls, and my mom forbade her to go?? "The number of people is not an issue..." Oh, so someone's gonna kidnap 20+ people all in one go? Gee, unless that person is using a net, I don't see how he/she can do that.
Oh yeah, the toilets! *slaps forehead* How can I forget?!
I don't know why I'm feeling so crabby and gloomy when the exams are going to end tomorrow. OK, fine, I know exactly why. I want to get out of this hell of a prison. I want to go somewhere which is not the school and not our house. I haven't gone out of this house in God knows how long. A month?
Sigh. I'm supposed to feel very happy! I'm supposed to have a lot of fun! But I SUPPOSE none of that is going to happen. Fine. I really don't get it. But still, fine.
If nobody can fetch me home tomorrow after the exams, I'll have to stay in school. What can I do? I can't very well study when the exams are over, right? I mean, I can, but I shan't. I don't want to. Who would?
And I can't do homework, because there aren't any. Not that I will do it even if there are. Exams are over, for fuck's sake.
There won't be anyone to accompany me to even TALK anymore, because everyone will be going home or flying off to the fun world I have never REALLY stepped into before. The fun world I stepped into before always has this tiny nagging, worrying voice in the back of my head. I can't completely .... have fun. At least, not now. Not these years. Of course I entered that world when I was young, plenty of times. Completely carefree, completely naive, completely stupid, I had nothing to worry about.
If someone can fetch me home tomorrow, I can only do three things : online (*yawn*), bury my head under the duvet (*snore*) or have a movie marathon. I guess it's option 3 for me. But I don't want to watch it on TV! I don't want my crazy maid to sit there and stare, and suddenly giggle or something. I want to watch it in my mom's laptop. She'll be at school at that time. My sister will never lend me her laptop in a million years. And I don't have a laptop. This, THIS computer I'm using suck so much I doubt that I can even watch a DVD here.
So, WHAT CAN I DO? Sigh. People ask : "WHAT SHOULD I DO FIRST?" and I ask what I can do.
Play piano? BORING. I can't very well play it for 5 hours until my mom comes home right?
Clean my room? BORING.
Bake? Nice but unfortunately I don't know how to.
Read books? But I don't have any books to read! I finished Twilight twice already (I wouldn't mind reading it again) but I'd prefer to read something new.
I can't do anything at school, I can't do anything at home. Ooh, there's the library but honestly I'll puke if I see so many books. Like the piles of books and notes scattered on my bedroom floor right now isn't enough.
I WANNA GO OUT!!! *sigh*
Okay, I just asked my father if he can fetch me home, and the answer is ......
YES!!!
As if.
He has some sort of meeting. FUCK. What am I supposed to do in school? I never was a person who can sleep easily just slumping on the table. Besides, you'll drool when you sleep on the table. And you'll have to kiss the table. Uncomfortable position and all that. And you'll wake up with hand, leg, muscle cramps or whatever. I'd rather stay awake and do something else. (Like what? Wash the school toilet and count blackbirds?)
Shit, tell me, what should I do? I won't mind so much if someone can accompany me. I doubt anyone will stay in school after the exams. And I doubt my afternoon session friends will be at school so early.
Damn I wish tomorrow never comes.
Oh, Rui Mei brought an Big Apple Donut to school for me today! Thanks a lot! Chocolate donut, my favorite! =)
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
4:57 PM
4:57 PM
♥ Monday, October 13, 2008 ♥
PMR (1)
13 October 2008
First day of exams.
ONE DAY DOWN, THREE AND A HALF DAYS TO GO!!!
ONE SUBJECT DOWN ...... seven more to go, damn it.
Bahasa Malaysia SUCKED!!! Pooo. I got the first question wrong. A bad omen. Sigh.
First day of exams.
ONE DAY DOWN, THREE AND A HALF DAYS TO GO!!!
ONE SUBJECT DOWN ...... seven more to go, damn it.
Bahasa Malaysia SUCKED!!! Pooo. I got the first question wrong. A bad omen. Sigh.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
7:18 PM
7:18 PM
♥ Sunday, October 12, 2008 ♥
PMR
12 October 2008
PMR is officially here.
OK, in around 10 hours.
And over in four days and a couple of hours.
Wish me luck!
(Surprisingly I don't feel very nervous. Yet.)
PMR is officially here.
OK, in around 10 hours.
And over in four days and a couple of hours.
Wish me luck!
(Surprisingly I don't feel very nervous. Yet.)
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
10:48 PM
10:48 PM
♥ Friday, October 03, 2008 ♥
Hot N' Cold
3 October 2008
Hot N' Cold - Katy Perry
Came out recently. I love this song!
And Katy has gorgeous eyes. =)
Yes, I AM studying. Righto.
Hot N' Cold - Katy Perry
Came out recently. I love this song!
And Katy has gorgeous eyes. =)
Yes, I AM studying. Righto.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
2:03 PM
2:03 PM
♥ Thursday, October 02, 2008 ♥
Serena & Aaron
2 October 2008
I already missed an episode of Gossip Girl! *sigh*
Never mind, I'm planning to wait until PMR is over and watch it all in one go.
Serena and Aaron Rose, who's supposedly Blair's stepbrother in the books. Don't know about the movie, but Aaron is going to be Serena's new love interest in the coming episodes! Wheee. To be honest I'm a bit sick of the on-and-off thing between Serena and Dan. Time for new loves!
Stubble aside (a bit weird I think), I think Aaron is very cute! Yum. =P
But the Aaron in the show is said to be an artist, which he definitely ISN'T in the books! Pooo. And he doesn't have dreadlocks. Which is probably a good thing, come to think of it. I don't really like dreadlocks.
But depends, really, on whose head the dreadlocks are on. I probably wouldn't mind if Adriana Lima gets dreadlocks one day. Even though she's a girl.
Anyway, time for dinner, and more studying afterwards! *yawn*
Ta!
I already missed an episode of Gossip Girl! *sigh*
Never mind, I'm planning to wait until PMR is over and watch it all in one go.
Serena and Aaron Rose, who's supposedly Blair's stepbrother in the books. Don't know about the movie, but Aaron is going to be Serena's new love interest in the coming episodes! Wheee. To be honest I'm a bit sick of the on-and-off thing between Serena and Dan. Time for new loves!
Stubble aside (a bit weird I think), I think Aaron is very cute! Yum. =P
But the Aaron in the show is said to be an artist, which he definitely ISN'T in the books! Pooo. And he doesn't have dreadlocks. Which is probably a good thing, come to think of it. I don't really like dreadlocks.
But depends, really, on whose head the dreadlocks are on. I probably wouldn't mind if Adriana Lima gets dreadlocks one day. Even though she's a girl.
Anyway, time for dinner, and more studying afterwards! *yawn*
Ta!
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
7:10 PM
7:10 PM