♥ Friday, February 26, 2010 ♥
26 February 2010
It's past midnight now, and I'm very hungry!
Ate the tiniest amount of food during dinner. My own fault, I know. Didn't like what was for dinner, lalala.
I have to go to school LATER in the morning, to paint stuff. And I don't mean the watercolour/colour pencil/crayola type of painting. I mean real, stinky, have-to-wash-off-with-thinner (WHICH HURTS) paint.
We have to paint the arrows, signs, parking lots and stuff on the road. Shucks. Awful job.
Anyway. Have to meet up with my classmates later too, to discuss about the Civics project (which is due on ... one of the days during the first week of March? Awesome.).
And my dear father just said he won't be able to send me to the place we're meeting because he already made plans with his friends and that's what I get for making last minute plans and telling him about it at the last possible moment yadda yadda yadda.
I was going to say a lot of crap too but in the end I didn't. Not worth it, it's a waste of time, energy, and saliva. AND I'd probably have to endure his shouting for many more torturous minutes if I said anything. So. Great.
Now I have no idea if my mom can fetch me from school and send me to the meeting place. If not, well. I'll find a way to go home. Be it by bus, by cabs ($), on foot, whatever.
Shit I'm really very hungry. But no way am I going downstairs. First, I feel lazy. Second, it's unhealthy to eat food this late and before bed. Third, it's dark downstairs and ... I don't want to waste electricity by turning on the lights and off again.
And I am STILL editing the photos. Sigh.
My blog is really very boring. Compared to how it was in the past. Haha. Well, I was more free at that time. But still. I promised myself I wouldn't post anything else about LAME (this post is totally not lame, hahaha) and immature stuff.
But. Damn, the urge is so strong. Never mind. You don't get it, and you probably never will because I won't be posting anything about it on my blog anymore. Go figure.
Wednesday was a very very happy day for meee! Talked a lot and laughed a lot. Uh, I meant after school. NO WAY I'd feel happy at school when the first class of the day was Physics. PHYSICS. Hate the subject, hate the teacher, lalala.
Tuition was kind of boring, and as usual we (Jun Fang, Crystal and I) ... uh.
Did not pay attention, kept talking, counted the number of moles (real moles. Not the Chemistry moles, LOL) on each others' arms, drew on each other's notes, ETC. The three of us really shouldn't sit together if we want to improve our BM. Hahahaha. We're SO bad for each other.
I swear Rumi and I are bad for each other too. =.=
Okay. Gotta go to bed. Sorry for the rambling. Can't help it. Goodnight! :)
SHUT UP STUPID TUMMY YOU BASTARD WITHOUT FOOD WILL DIE HOR!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX HEARTS!
It's past midnight now, and I'm very hungry!
Ate the tiniest amount of food during dinner. My own fault, I know. Didn't like what was for dinner, lalala.
I have to go to school LATER in the morning, to paint stuff. And I don't mean the watercolour/colour pencil/crayola type of painting. I mean real, stinky, have-to-wash-off-with-thinner (WHICH HURTS) paint.
We have to paint the arrows, signs, parking lots and stuff on the road. Shucks. Awful job.
Anyway. Have to meet up with my classmates later too, to discuss about the Civics project (which is due on ... one of the days during the first week of March? Awesome.).
And my dear father just said he won't be able to send me to the place we're meeting because he already made plans with his friends and that's what I get for making last minute plans and telling him about it at the last possible moment yadda yadda yadda.
I was going to say a lot of crap too but in the end I didn't. Not worth it, it's a waste of time, energy, and saliva. AND I'd probably have to endure his shouting for many more torturous minutes if I said anything. So. Great.
Now I have no idea if my mom can fetch me from school and send me to the meeting place. If not, well. I'll find a way to go home. Be it by bus, by cabs ($), on foot, whatever.
Shit I'm really very hungry. But no way am I going downstairs. First, I feel lazy. Second, it's unhealthy to eat food this late and before bed. Third, it's dark downstairs and ... I don't want to waste electricity by turning on the lights and off again.
And I am STILL editing the photos. Sigh.
My blog is really very boring. Compared to how it was in the past. Haha. Well, I was more free at that time. But still. I promised myself I wouldn't post anything else about LAME (this post is totally not lame, hahaha) and immature stuff.
But. Damn, the urge is so strong. Never mind. You don't get it, and you probably never will because I won't be posting anything about it on my blog anymore. Go figure.
Wednesday was a very very happy day for meee! Talked a lot and laughed a lot. Uh, I meant after school. NO WAY I'd feel happy at school when the first class of the day was Physics. PHYSICS. Hate the subject, hate the teacher, lalala.
Tuition was kind of boring, and as usual we (Jun Fang, Crystal and I) ... uh.
Did not pay attention, kept talking, counted the number of moles (real moles. Not the Chemistry moles, LOL) on each others' arms, drew on each other's notes, ETC. The three of us really shouldn't sit together if we want to improve our BM. Hahahaha. We're SO bad for each other.
I swear Rumi and I are bad for each other too. =.=
Okay. Gotta go to bed. Sorry for the rambling. Can't help it. Goodnight! :)
SHUT UP STUPID TUMMY YOU BASTARD WITHOUT FOOD WILL DIE HOR!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX HEARTS!
And I still want to hold your hand. :(
Sigh. Heard so many things recently. ZzzzZ.
Sigh. Heard so many things recently. ZzzzZ.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
12:06 AM
12:06 AM
♥ Tuesday, February 23, 2010 ♥
Half-Dead Blog
23 February 2010
Sorry for the lack of updates!
I have been kind of busy. You know, lazing around doing nothing, taking overlong naps, snacking on unhealthy traditional CNY food, etc, are also considered as busy!
The weather nowadays is UNBEARABLE. So hot. I keep sweating everywhere I go. A few short seconds under the sun and my neck starts to perspire. Scary eh. I can feel the occasional breezes, but I don't feel any cooler. I'm sitting right beside the fan, and I still feel HOT.
Arrgh. When is it going to start raining? Better yet, when is it going to start snowing in Malaysia? LOL.
I have many photos to upload! Editing them now, will upload as soon as possible. School has reopened, got to finish my homework no matter what method I use - do it myself, copy from friends, or ask friends to complete for me. Sigh.
And the first school test is approaching. Okay. Not really. A month to go! It's just a test, I wasn't that bothered about it, but dear Chiew Na made me sort of worried by saying : "I'm going to study because I'm scared I won't have the time to finish everything during the mid-year exam."
True, true. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO STUDY.
The GREAT news is, our test is, again, after the holidays. Fuck x100. Thanks for ruining my holidays, AGAIN! As if sitting for SPM (which is during the end-of-year holidays) isn't bad enough! Grrrr.
Still. I have many things to look forward to! The school's 90th anniversary celebrations! Funfairs and stuff. I'm not sure whether it would actually be fun, but still. Not too bad. At least it's better than nothing. Performance during the 90th anniversary concert. Boring, BUT STILL BETTER THAN NOTHING. At least I can spend time with my awesome friends. :)
Performance at E&O next Wednesday. Whoopeeee.
Fundraising activities at school starting from next Thursday. Shouldn't be too bad, if only all the classes are canceled for those few days! Hmpph.
I want to watch Percy Jackson! Logan Lerman, HAHA. I think he's kind of hot. KIND OF. I like his face from certain angles ONLY. He looks kind of weird sometimes. But still hot!
Went to the cultural whatever-it's-called event last Saturday! Met a lot of people, saw a lot of intriguing things, took some lousy photos, stalked a lot of super hot angmohs (KIDS), ogled some super hot angmohs (OLDER KIDS), ate a lot of scrumptious food, gained lots of weight, sprouted 5 pimples on my face, walked for so long that blisters appeared on my feet ...
Hahaha. Exaggerated version.
But really, there were a lot of very adorable angmoh kids over there! There was this particular one I fell in love with at first sight. He has the type of hairstyle I LOVE (on angmohs). His hair is a sort of sandy blond colour, and he has the bluest eyes! Can't imagine how he would look like when he's old. Hahahaha. Stalkeresque! :P
Okay. Ending the post here. Gonna take a bath now. And after I bathe, I'd probably SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT again. Stupid weather. Argh.
Sorry for the lack of updates!
I have been kind of busy. You know, lazing around doing nothing, taking overlong naps, snacking on unhealthy traditional CNY food, etc, are also considered as busy!
The weather nowadays is UNBEARABLE. So hot. I keep sweating everywhere I go. A few short seconds under the sun and my neck starts to perspire. Scary eh. I can feel the occasional breezes, but I don't feel any cooler. I'm sitting right beside the fan, and I still feel HOT.
Arrgh. When is it going to start raining? Better yet, when is it going to start snowing in Malaysia? LOL.
I have many photos to upload! Editing them now, will upload as soon as possible. School has reopened, got to finish my homework no matter what method I use - do it myself, copy from friends, or ask friends to complete for me. Sigh.
And the first school test is approaching. Okay. Not really. A month to go! It's just a test, I wasn't that bothered about it, but dear Chiew Na made me sort of worried by saying : "I'm going to study because I'm scared I won't have the time to finish everything during the mid-year exam."
True, true. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO STUDY.
The GREAT news is, our test is, again, after the holidays. Fuck x100. Thanks for ruining my holidays, AGAIN! As if sitting for SPM (which is during the end-of-year holidays) isn't bad enough! Grrrr.
Still. I have many things to look forward to! The school's 90th anniversary celebrations! Funfairs and stuff. I'm not sure whether it would actually be fun, but still. Not too bad. At least it's better than nothing. Performance during the 90th anniversary concert. Boring, BUT STILL BETTER THAN NOTHING. At least I can spend time with my awesome friends. :)
Performance at E&O next Wednesday. Whoopeeee.
Fundraising activities at school starting from next Thursday. Shouldn't be too bad, if only all the classes are canceled for those few days! Hmpph.
I want to watch Percy Jackson! Logan Lerman, HAHA. I think he's kind of hot. KIND OF. I like his face from certain angles ONLY. He looks kind of weird sometimes. But still hot!
Went to the cultural whatever-it's-called event last Saturday! Met a lot of people, saw a lot of intriguing things, took some lousy photos, stalked a lot of super hot angmohs (KIDS), ogled some super hot angmohs (OLDER KIDS), ate a lot of scrumptious food, gained lots of weight, sprouted 5 pimples on my face, walked for so long that blisters appeared on my feet ...
Hahaha. Exaggerated version.
But really, there were a lot of very adorable angmoh kids over there! There was this particular one I fell in love with at first sight. He has the type of hairstyle I LOVE (on angmohs). His hair is a sort of sandy blond colour, and he has the bluest eyes! Can't imagine how he would look like when he's old. Hahahaha. Stalkeresque! :P
Okay. Ending the post here. Gonna take a bath now. And after I bathe, I'd probably SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT again. Stupid weather. Argh.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
10:03 PM
10:03 PM
♥ Tuesday, February 09, 2010 ♥
I See You
9 February 2010
The song "I See You" from Avatar is so awesome! As in the instrumental version. Don't really like the one with Leona Lewis singing.
The piano version is super nice!!!
TRYING (unsuccessfully) to learn the song. It's not that hard actually, the sheets I downloaded. A minor. I'm having difficulties with the freaking 拍子. Whatever it's called in English. SHUCKS.
I shall try playing it again tomorrow. Err. Not tomorrow. No time. SIGH. I'm freaking busy. Maybe I'll ask my pro cousins to teach me when they come over during CNY.
Gotta prepare for my stupid Malay oral test. Fuccccck. I'm not even looking forward to CNY that much anymore. How is one supposed to enjoy one's holiday when one has homework to do? #%&*@($!^*
The song "I See You" from Avatar is so awesome! As in the instrumental version. Don't really like the one with Leona Lewis singing.
The piano version is super nice!!!
TRYING (unsuccessfully) to learn the song. It's not that hard actually, the sheets I downloaded. A minor. I'm having difficulties with the freaking 拍子. Whatever it's called in English. SHUCKS.
I shall try playing it again tomorrow. Err. Not tomorrow. No time. SIGH. I'm freaking busy. Maybe I'll ask my pro cousins to teach me when they come over during CNY.
Gotta prepare for my stupid Malay oral test. Fuccccck. I'm not even looking forward to CNY that much anymore. How is one supposed to enjoy one's holiday when one has homework to do? #%&*@($!^*
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
9:21 PM
9:21 PM
♥ Monday, February 08, 2010 ♥
Photos (At Last!)
8 February 2010
LONG POST AHEAD!
(Photos at the bottom)
Super pissed now. Have SO many reference books and stuff, all from my sister, and I have got nowhere to put them. I have temporarily shoved them out of my sight under the bed where there are plenty of dust.
I WANT A NEW SHELF/CUPBOARD!!!
I don't even have a place to put all my textbooks, and now there's this huge stack of reference books. Damn. And I so want my room to look all neat and tidy for Chinese New Year. Although I doubt anyone except Ee Leng would see it.
My mom asked my maid to change my curtains, and they are now this horrid shade of red that clashes with my pale pink walls. Damn x100. AND the darn curtains are too long, they mess up my belongings on the table. Damn x1000.
And I suddenly remembered that I have a whole pile of shit under my table. WTF.
Fine. I don't want to clear up my room anymore. Pigsty! Nono. I should say, I CAN'T clear up my room. Because I have no space. I don't want to put them in stacks on the floor. Don't like it. Unless if the book covers are nice, which, of course, they aren't.
Here are some random photos! :)
HERSHEY'S - love at first bite!
The nicest dark chocolate I have ever eaten. Not too bitter, not overly sweet either. Yum!
This was a present from my sixth aunt, for my birthday.
My mom, sister and Mok baked pineapple tarts at my house that day, and I decided to make one for Lai Sheng. In the shape of a tortoise!
Modeled after Lai Lai aka the cutest tortoise in the world. Meetoto ... uh, doesn't exist. Or he's a giraffe, not a tortoise.
And guess whose fat tummy this cute tortoise ended up in? Loool. Not Lai Sheng. Bah.
Eyeshadow from Shiseido! (Rhymes. Haha.)
My mom loves this brand, so. Uh. No chance to try out other brands. LOL. Not with her money anyway.
First photo I took after having my haircut(s) since the start of January. Cut by school teachers, cut by friends, cut by myself.
I know it sucks. Sigh. I look like a freaking mushroom! My hair is flat at places, and the shape is really ... WTF leh. My fringe is so ... arrgh. ARGH.
And you know what, we're gonna take class photos on Thursday. For the graduation magazine. Hooray.
Jit Nee's sauce and wasabi which looked like ... vomit and shit. Arggggh.
Jun Fang's, not any better. LOL.
Guess nothing will change! :)
Our favourite dish. Yummmm.
WTF Jit Nee still owes me money! Crap. I'm so broke. T.T
Went to Prangin' with Jit Nee & Jun Fang, but, as predicted, didn't buy anything. Couldn't find anything I wanted, and there just wasn't enough time. Shucks. So basically this means I don't have any new Chinese New Year clothes, except for the three dresses bought last year that I haven't worn.
I think I spent more money on food and drinks than on clothes. Daaaaaaaaa. Fat. The pearl milk teas at Prangin' are to die for. Something you can't find in Gurney or Queensbay. Something worth going to Prangin' for, haha.
Went to the I-don't-know-what-it's-called-in-English Chinese New Year event at ... I don't know what the place is called. Somewhere opposite the UMNO building.
Hmm, Jun Fang said it was fun, but personally, I found it very boring. Not my kind of thing, I guess. Hot, crowded, smelly, etc. Arrgh. With loud (WEIRD) music, weird games, weird performances. Okay, there were some things worth seeing there, but overall ... *shrugs*
That was why my sister, Mok and I went back to Prangin', to SHOP. Hahaha. Still didn't manage to buy anything. Sigh.
Saw Shi Yin there, so shocked. Hahaha.
Loved the lanterns! Looked like oranges on a tree the longer I stared at them. Hmm. :D
Don't know what mode I accidentally set the camera to. The sky wasn't that bright and blue at the time, it was pretty dark. Auto? I don't know.
I like this photo!! Don't know why. I just like it.
This leh. Looked like ...a thousand three splendid suns? Looooool. =.=||
This is totally lame. The names of the drinks were so ... weird. Hahahaha. Cracked us up.
Okay. That's all, for now! There will be a great deluge of photos AFTER Chinese New year, I promise. Hahaha.
Sigh, can't stop thinking about the stupid books in my room. Can't even see the cute Twiggy pig because of the piles of books blocking him/her. WTF.
Ooh. You know what? This is lame, and totally FAKE. We can't win in this situation. And we don't think we care anymore. :)
Goodnight, people!
P.S./ OMG, got our school individual photos. LOL. I look very .. uh, stim. Like I just woke up. And my face senget one. My mouth also senget one. But overall I think I still look OKAY, acceptable, not too bad. Nicest out of all the five photos I have taken since Form 1 until now.
(Can you imagine how I look like in my other photos? Since the description of this one is already enough to make you grimace, I think. Hahahaha.)
LONG POST AHEAD!
(Photos at the bottom)
Super pissed now. Have SO many reference books and stuff, all from my sister, and I have got nowhere to put them. I have temporarily shoved them out of my sight under the bed where there are plenty of dust.
I WANT A NEW SHELF/CUPBOARD!!!
I don't even have a place to put all my textbooks, and now there's this huge stack of reference books. Damn. And I so want my room to look all neat and tidy for Chinese New Year. Although I doubt anyone except Ee Leng would see it.
My mom asked my maid to change my curtains, and they are now this horrid shade of red that clashes with my pale pink walls. Damn x100. AND the darn curtains are too long, they mess up my belongings on the table. Damn x1000.
And I suddenly remembered that I have a whole pile of shit under my table. WTF.
Fine. I don't want to clear up my room anymore. Pigsty! Nono. I should say, I CAN'T clear up my room. Because I have no space. I don't want to put them in stacks on the floor. Don't like it. Unless if the book covers are nice, which, of course, they aren't.
Here are some random photos! :)
HERSHEY'S - love at first bite!
The nicest dark chocolate I have ever eaten. Not too bitter, not overly sweet either. Yum!
This was a present from my sixth aunt, for my birthday.
My mom, sister and Mok baked pineapple tarts at my house that day, and I decided to make one for Lai Sheng. In the shape of a tortoise!
Modeled after Lai Lai aka the cutest tortoise in the world. Meetoto ... uh, doesn't exist. Or he's a giraffe, not a tortoise.
And guess whose fat tummy this cute tortoise ended up in? Loool. Not Lai Sheng. Bah.
Eyeshadow from Shiseido! (Rhymes. Haha.)
My mom loves this brand, so. Uh. No chance to try out other brands. LOL. Not with her money anyway.
First photo I took after having my haircut(s) since the start of January. Cut by school teachers, cut by friends, cut by myself.
I know it sucks. Sigh. I look like a freaking mushroom! My hair is flat at places, and the shape is really ... WTF leh. My fringe is so ... arrgh. ARGH.
And you know what, we're gonna take class photos on Thursday. For the graduation magazine. Hooray.
Jit Nee's sauce and wasabi which looked like ... vomit and shit. Arggggh.
Jun Fang's, not any better. LOL.
Guess nothing will change! :)
Our favourite dish. Yummmm.
WTF Jit Nee still owes me money! Crap. I'm so broke. T.T
Went to Prangin' with Jit Nee & Jun Fang, but, as predicted, didn't buy anything. Couldn't find anything I wanted, and there just wasn't enough time. Shucks. So basically this means I don't have any new Chinese New Year clothes, except for the three dresses bought last year that I haven't worn.
I think I spent more money on food and drinks than on clothes. Daaaaaaaaa. Fat. The pearl milk teas at Prangin' are to die for. Something you can't find in Gurney or Queensbay. Something worth going to Prangin' for, haha.
Went to the I-don't-know-what-it's-called-in-English Chinese New Year event at ... I don't know what the place is called. Somewhere opposite the UMNO building.
Hmm, Jun Fang said it was fun, but personally, I found it very boring. Not my kind of thing, I guess. Hot, crowded, smelly, etc. Arrgh. With loud (WEIRD) music, weird games, weird performances. Okay, there were some things worth seeing there, but overall ... *shrugs*
That was why my sister, Mok and I went back to Prangin', to SHOP. Hahaha. Still didn't manage to buy anything. Sigh.
Saw Shi Yin there, so shocked. Hahaha.
Loved the lanterns! Looked like oranges on a tree the longer I stared at them. Hmm. :D
Don't know what mode I accidentally set the camera to. The sky wasn't that bright and blue at the time, it was pretty dark. Auto? I don't know.
I like this photo!! Don't know why. I just like it.
This leh. Looked like ...
This is totally lame. The names of the drinks were so ... weird. Hahahaha. Cracked us up.
Okay. That's all, for now! There will be a great deluge of photos AFTER Chinese New year, I promise. Hahaha.
Sigh, can't stop thinking about the stupid books in my room. Can't even see the cute Twiggy pig because of the piles of books blocking him/her. WTF.
Ooh. You know what? This is lame, and totally FAKE. We can't win in this situation. And we don't think we care anymore. :)
Goodnight, people!
P.S./ OMG, got our school individual photos. LOL. I look very .. uh, stim. Like I just woke up. And my face senget one. My mouth also senget one. But overall I think I still look OKAY, acceptable, not too bad. Nicest out of all the five photos I have taken since Form 1 until now.
(Can you imagine how I look like in my other photos? Since the description of this one is already enough to make you grimace, I think. Hahahaha.)
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
10:00 PM
10:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, February 02, 2010 ♥
Impatience
2 February 2010
Hair was cut by the discipline teacher(S) today. Brilliant. Another discipline teacher who was in the room said that I should feel proud and honoured because I had two discipline teachers TENDING TO my hair at the same time.
Yep.
Hahaha. Not much difference, and it WAS a free haircut mah, should be happy.
Sorry to Rumi for getting impatient with her today! Don't know what was wrong with me. Too stressed, I guess. Haha. Not.
My crazy ass of a dad said he didn't know why he had a lousy daughter like me, and he didn't want a daughter like me. And his tone wasn't all teasing and humourous, nope. He was shouting like a maniac. As usual. No surprises there. *rolls eyes*
Well, too bad. I'm not exactly loving him as my father either.
What's wrong with a few "I don't knows"? He of all people should understand how easy it is to get impatient. Who is the one who always shouts at home? He always has lacked patience, and now when I got a bit impatient, he freaking screamed at me. Well, FINE. Not like I haven't experienced it before.
I wasn't the one who kept changing the plans and complaining about things. I was the one sitting there, doing my Chemistry PEKA. I couldn't concentrate, with his voice complaining about this and that in my head, so I got impatient. Big deal.
Freaking threatened me somemore, said he won't allow me to go for practice tomorrow. Shucks. I don't care if he screams at me. Like I said, I'm used to it by now. Since I'm such a rude, impolite, lousy daughter, and got shouted at many times. But CO?
Okay. Maybe I'm too naive and dumb. No, wait. I AM naive and dumb. I don't understand him, and he will never understand me. I guess I like it like that. I'm gonna lock myself in my room 24/7 from now on, except for mealtimes. Anything to avoid seeing him and talking to him. Gotta be in the same freaking CAR with him tomorrow night. God, I am so looking forward to it.
I must smile more! I feel the corners of my mouth turning downwards all the time. Not all the time. Just ... a lot of times. Like when I heard the super annoying, act-cute Chinese singer crooning some dumb song on the radio. Ugggh. Vomit.
Gotta sleep now. AND it's 11:28 PM!! :)
Smile!
I'll post random photos (of truffles, makeup, food, etc) the next time! Haven't taken any photos for ages. Poo.
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Sorry. I know I'm supposed to SMILE. Kinda pissed now. Bad day.
Hair was cut by the discipline teacher(S) today. Brilliant. Another discipline teacher who was in the room said that I should feel proud and honoured because I had two discipline teachers TENDING TO my hair at the same time.
Yep.
Hahaha. Not much difference, and it WAS a free haircut mah, should be happy.
Sorry to Rumi for getting impatient with her today! Don't know what was wrong with me. Too stressed, I guess. Haha. Not.
My crazy ass of a dad said he didn't know why he had a lousy daughter like me, and he didn't want a daughter like me. And his tone wasn't all teasing and humourous, nope. He was shouting like a maniac. As usual. No surprises there. *rolls eyes*
Well, too bad. I'm not exactly loving him as my father either.
What's wrong with a few "I don't knows"? He of all people should understand how easy it is to get impatient. Who is the one who always shouts at home? He always has lacked patience, and now when I got a bit impatient, he freaking screamed at me. Well, FINE. Not like I haven't experienced it before.
I wasn't the one who kept changing the plans and complaining about things. I was the one sitting there, doing my Chemistry PEKA. I couldn't concentrate, with his voice complaining about this and that in my head, so I got impatient. Big deal.
Freaking threatened me somemore, said he won't allow me to go for practice tomorrow. Shucks. I don't care if he screams at me. Like I said, I'm used to it by now. Since I'm such a rude, impolite, lousy daughter, and got shouted at many times. But CO?
Okay. Maybe I'm too naive and dumb. No, wait. I AM naive and dumb. I don't understand him, and he will never understand me. I guess I like it like that. I'm gonna lock myself in my room 24/7 from now on, except for mealtimes. Anything to avoid seeing him and talking to him. Gotta be in the same freaking CAR with him tomorrow night. God, I am so looking forward to it.
I must smile more! I feel the corners of my mouth turning downwards all the time. Not all the time. Just ... a lot of times. Like when I heard the super annoying, act-cute Chinese singer crooning some dumb song on the radio. Ugggh. Vomit.
Gotta sleep now. AND it's 11:28 PM!! :)
Smile!
I'll post random photos (of truffles, makeup, food, etc) the next time! Haven't taken any photos for ages. Poo.
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Sorry. I know I'm supposed to SMILE. Kinda pissed now. Bad day.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
11:07 PM
11:07 PM