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THE MUSHROOM



name : tan juan
age : 18
hometown : malaysia


PIECES OF ME

LOVES

MUSHROOMS
shopping
drawing
TURQUOISE
MUSIC
rainbows
chocolates
chinese orchestra
fairy tales

HATES

CICAK WTF
creepy crawlies
homework
COPY CATS
chinese




GREAT ESCAPES

*chelsea*
*chia chia*
*crystal*
*ee leng*
*ee teng*
*jhing huey*
*jia lee*
*jo ying*
*jun fang*
*lee mei*
*mok mok*
*ning zhen*
*pei jia*
*pei qi*
*rui mei*
*su yin*
*teik hua*
*tict chyn*
*wen huey*
*wen yuan*
*xin yuan*
*xue yi*
*yi ching*





MEMOIRS

♥January 2007
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♥January 2011
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♥November 2011
♥January 2012
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THANKS TO

ME. kynzgerl
CODES. manikka
BRUSHES. 1 2
IMAGES. 1 2
The 2 paper heart: moargh.de
♥ Sunday, May 30, 2010 ♥
FUCK x10000000000

30 May 2010

I lost my handphone. I FUCKING LOST MY HANDPHONE. People, don't call me or message me okay.

I don't know if I dropped it, or someone took it, or what. I can't find it at home, I can't find it on my dad's car.

I was hoping that it's somewhere around the house. But it's pretty unlikely since I went upstairs the first thing when I came home from Gurney, and I can't find it anywhere in my room.

AND when my dad tried calling my phone just now, it said "person is unavailable". Great. GREAT. What the fuck. Confirmed my worst fears already.

ARGH. HOW COME!!!! I called my dad like, 10 minutes before he arrived to fetch me home. Then we went to Beads Zone. I didn't touch anything. Then we went to the toilet. I probably dumped my phone into my bag or something. I didn't leave it there.

Then we went home. Maybe I dropped it while I was running to my dad's car. I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. Or someone took it while we were going down the escalator. EVERY SINGLE THING in my bag is still there. Except my phone. Even if I held the phone in my hand, it's still supposed to be there/here/whatever, because I held it with my Guardian voucher, and my Guardian voucher is still with me now.

Shit. Now I don't have a phone. The holidays. Oh God.

Thank God my phone isn't new or a particularly good phone. It's pretty lousy, in fact. BUT there's a great deal of money inside. Not a GREAT deal, but not little. RM50+ I think. THANK THANK THANK GOD I sent RM25 to my sister recently, and RM50 to Chiew Na earlier. Or else.

WHAT THE FUCK.

Maybe my phone is under my bed. And it ran out of battery. Hence the "unavailability". FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.


craving chocolate kisses ..
9:55 PM


♥ Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ♥
My Favourite Things :P

26 May 2010

The exam is finallyyyyy over!

Two weeks. Two whole weeks of suffering, two whole weeks without touching the computer. I am SO proud of myself.

Now if only all the exam papers would get burnt or something. We'd never get our results and everyone would be happy.

Anyway. Our school started our exam earlier than most schools, and we ended earlier too! Teehee. Not that I'm ... err, how do you say, trying to stuff it in your face? If you are one of those who are still having their mid-year exam.

I think I have mentioned this before : my parents are going off to France in June, and I'll be alone at home.

But WORSE STILL. Now my sister has gone to study in Pahang, I really will be all alone during the holidays. Err, I don't exactly consider my grandmother and my maid as ... company, since I don't talk to them. As in, really talk, about random stuff like how I'm in love with some certain guys (TOP!!!! GD!!!)(yeah, just like that), etc. So, basically I'd have to talk to the wall or my soft toys every day. And blog.

AND WORSE STILL!! If it could get any worse than that. My parents are taking the camera with them. Just like how they took it with them when they went to China last September. GARN. I'd have to use the old, lousy (lousier) camera to snap photos of stupid stuff like pretty food, unusual insects, something funny, and so on.

AND. I have to eat the food my maid cooks every day. Her cooking is not bad actually, but still. two weeks. *wails* Of course, I can easily walk to McDonald's or order some pizza but it's no fun eating those alone. Crap.

AND AND AND. I have to go to school on certain days and I have absolutely no means of transportation. I mean, yeah, I can always tumpang other people's cars but still, I think it's slightly awkward. If I have to tumpang a person's car too many times. I'm a total dummy when it comes to taking buses. And of course cabs are out.

So, what to do, what to do?

I can't even go out shopping! That's the worst part of it all!

All right, maybe I'm exaggerating a bit. JUST A BIT. My cousins will be here during the first week of the holidays. So I won't be completely alone. During the first week. But the second week! ARGH! Maybe God wants me to be a good girl and study for the trial exams and SPM at home. :(

Okay. Never mind. I shall just think of happier things.

You know. Like Big Bang stuff. Which never fails to put a smile on my face because they're too cute. And funny. Makes me crack up. Can't stop watching their videos. Hahahaha. Hilarious. *grins idiotically* There's just something, I don't know what, about them that makes it hard for people not to like them. Gah.

I'm in love with GD's smile. I'm a sucker for pretty smiles, no matter on boys or on girls. Haha. I think he looks pretty ... average? when he doesn't smile but when he DOES smile ... it's like ... it lights up his whole face! I don't know how to describe it. And the way he pouts, the way he bites his lower lip when he smiles! Soooo cute. Paiseh in manic-fan mode. HAHAHA.

And TOP. Uh. No comment. Not that I don't have any. I just don't wanna start. I'd be in superhypermanic-fan mode then. Hahahah.

See I'm happy already.

Rainbows. Twinkling stars. Turquoise waves crashing onto white sand. The feel of the warm sunshine on wet skin. The smell of suntan lotion. Freshly baked bread. Gorgeous, sparkly high heels. Pastel colours. Coloured sprinkles. Unhealthy ice blended mocha with whipped cream and a dose of chocolate powder on top.

Flowers in full bloom. Bursts of colour against plain gray or white backgrounds. Glossy magazines. Silk and chiffon. Big Bang. Mushrooms. Sequins and diamonds. Victoria's Secret models. Mermaids. Swirls and spirals. Hearts. Glitter and matte. Toned, shapely legs. Candice Swanepoel's tummy. And her hair. Adriana Lima. (Okay I know they're all VS models.) Lalalala.

Singing in the shower. Doodling on my exam papers. WHOOPEE THE EXAM IS OVER! :D

What elseeeee! Gosh, it's fun, listing out things you like. Never ending list. And I'm aware that I sound like a pervert. Hahaha.

Okay. Going to edit some photos, and going to watch more videos. Wheee.






craving chocolate kisses ..
8:08 PM