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THE MUSHROOM



name : tan juan
age : 18
hometown : malaysia


PIECES OF ME

LOVES

MUSHROOMS
shopping
drawing
TURQUOISE
MUSIC
rainbows
chocolates
chinese orchestra
fairy tales

HATES

CICAK WTF
creepy crawlies
homework
COPY CATS
chinese




GREAT ESCAPES

*chelsea*
*chia chia*
*crystal*
*ee leng*
*ee teng*
*jhing huey*
*jia lee*
*jo ying*
*jun fang*
*lee mei*
*mok mok*
*ning zhen*
*pei jia*
*pei qi*
*rui mei*
*su yin*
*teik hua*
*tict chyn*
*wen huey*
*wen yuan*
*xin yuan*
*xue yi*
*yi ching*





MEMOIRS

♥January 2007
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THANKS TO

ME. kynzgerl
CODES. manikka
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The 2 paper heart: moargh.de
♥ Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ♥
(can't think of a title)

29 December 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUN FANG!! ♥

I had a terrible dream last night. I was at school, staring at the 2010 class name lists and trying to find out what class I got into. The horror.

In the dream, I found out that I got into S5E (!!!), and worse still, Rui Mei is in S5B and Iris and Ning Zhen in S5D. The Little Blue Flower (and fan), separated. I was super devastated. (IT RHYMES AGAIN OMG FUTURE POET HERE!)

Ahem.

But then my mom told me (in reality) that two teachers told her that I got into S5B. SCARY. Maybe they got it wrong, because there's a person who has a similar name to mine in the same form, who is very smart. I THINK I failed my Physics. And maybe Malay, since I wrote such lousy essays.

I don't know. I just want to be with my friends. Although preferably not in the good classes. The pressure, the stress! :(

Anyway. Bought a new dress today. Ee Leng is such a bad influence on me. Bah. Haha. Gonna go watch Avatar (like finally) tomorrow. It's gonna be a busy day. School in the morning, Gurney in the afternoon, concert at night. Phew.

Ee Leng's going home soon, and school is also reopening. Gloomy thought. Form 5. Not some easy, carefree (wasn't supposed to be, actually) year like this year. No CO. Heavy workload. Gah.

And right! I have a whole bunch of photos to post. Sigh. Haven't edited them yet. Lazy. Haha.



craving chocolate kisses ..
11:07 PM


♥ Thursday, December 24, 2009 ♥
Merry X'mas!!

25 December 2009

Happy Christmas!!! :)

Will update about my Christmas celebration soon. AFTER I blog about the Farewell and our Christmas deco. Hah. Blog about Christmas deco after Christmas. Awesome.

Ee Leng is here, and in a totally crazy mood for shopping!! Haha. And no, you're not going home tomorrow. :P

Anyway. I'm very tired! Uh, physically and mentally. Mentally, because I'm pretty sick of repeating the same thing over and over again to someone who I think doesn't even care about what I said. Okay, I can't be sure about that, but still. It was kind of frustrating.

Some people just go way overboard sometimes. Better watch yourself and think before you speak if you don't want the whole world hating on you.

Okay. End of all this crap. It's CHRISTMAS. Should eat turkey and be happy OMG it rhymes!! =.=

Ahem.

Congratulations to all those who scored straight As in PMR!! And those who didn't too (but are still pleased with their results). Hmph. Just saying. Don't wanna get myself killed.





craving chocolate kisses ..
11:57 PM


♥ Monday, December 21, 2009 ♥
Random

21 December 2009

Ah. What should I say.

First, I'm updating my blog this often because I have absolutely nothing else to do. I slept after breakfast (FAT!), and I slept after lunch (FAT FAT FAT!) today.

Went to play - actually, practise is the better word - Frisbee just now. Saw a couple taking wedding photos there. Weddings. Made me think of all those performances. Good times, good times. Sigh.

I have no new songs to play on the piano.

I have no new books to read.

I have no movies to watch.

I am listening to KOREAN songs omg wtf. Hahahaha. Scary.

I MISS EVERYONE!!!!! Those familiar faces. Damn. One week to go.






craving chocolate kisses ..
8:00 PM


♥ Saturday, December 19, 2009 ♥
Emptiness

19 December 2009

I feel empty.

After all the endless days of practising for the CO Farewell, which is now over, I have nothing else to do, nothing else to ... anticipate. Yes, you heard it right.

I know it's pretty pathetic, the way my whole holidays revolved around CO and ONLY CO.

There is no CO practice for next week, and I have totally no idea what to do then. When I told my mom about it, she said I was just a lazy ass, and I could always wash the clothes, dishes, underwear, kill caterpillars, mow the lawn, BLAH BLAH BLAH.

(Of course she didn't say all that. I made it up. For EMPHASIS.)

AND she complained about the many (to her) times I went out with my friends. It was like ... what, two freaking times?!

She said I went out more often than her. Of course. She didn't really go out at all. And she doesn't even like going out, I think. Even if she does, she STILL doesn't go out.

AND I'm a teenager. Of course I go out a lot (not that much though). What am I supposed to do, kill, chop, slice, mince caterpillars into pieces to prepare a stew at home? *rolls eyes*

Anyway. I'm just saying. I'm feeling exactly like the way I did last year, after the CO competition at KL. Empty. I missed everyone a lot. And I miss everyone now. And our last practice was just today morning. Gosh, how I'm going to get past next week, I don't know.

How do I say it? I'm sure you know the feeling. Let's see. Hmm. You have been eating caterpillar pies for a whole month, and suddenly, you realise that there are no more caterpillar pies at home.

That feeling! I have been seeing all these people for weeks and weeks. And suddenly, I won't be seeing them anymore. It's only for a short week, merely seven days, but still. It feels strange. I've gotten used to being around them.

I even wish Christmas would pass quickly, so I could see them all, on the 28th. And that is not normal. I love Christmas. :(

Damn.

Boo. I'll be posting up some photos soon! Either of the Farewell or of our Christmas decorations at home.

I have put up the small Christmas tree in my room!

And I dare not open the windows anymore, because it's pretty windy around here, especially at night, and I'm terrified that my Christmas tree would topple over, crash to the floor, ruin the ornaments, damage the lights etc.

Blah blah blah. I'm babbling again. Time to (prepare to) sleep now, and wait, patiently, until the 28th of December.

Yes, I'm pathetic. Can't help it if I love all of the CO members so much, right. Hahaha.

And WTF. I forgot to mention. I STEPPED on a fucking lizard's dried, hardened CARCASS that day on the stairs at school. Made such loud "CRACK", I thought I'd stepped on a dry twig. Turned out to be a fucking LIZARD. My absolute worst nightmare. The sticky, half-transparent, beady-eyed creatures. EEW. *vomits*

OH! And. Although there are still a few days ... BEST OF LUCK to the people who are going to be getting their PMR results on the 24th (if I'm not mistaken)!! And don't worry too much!


craving chocolate kisses ..
10:46 PM


♥ Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ♥
Pain, and More Pain

15 December 2009

I swear, I wasn't planning on posting such a long entry. But ... some THINGS happened. Horrid things. Scroll down for details.

And I do not believe it. I sound like ... well, from the way I talk, it sounds like nothing bad happened at all. Wtf.

It'll be Christmas in 10 days. And we still haven't started setting up our Christmas trees!

Plural, because we have two trees, a big one for the living room downstairs, and a small one, specially for my room.

No idea what I want a tree in my room for. To collect dust I suppose. Haha. Like everything in my room aren't coated with dust already. Guess I'm comfortable living in a dust-ridden environment! Ahem.

I'm celebrating Christmas with my cousins on the 24th! Sort of excited. I want to see what presents I'm going to get! Haha. But of course, as the saying goes : "Low expectations are the key to happiness" or something like that, I shouldn't expect too much.

You know, too much, being a RM1000 cheque, which is what a certain someone will be (might be, if she doesn't refuse) getting for Christmas and her birthday, together. Or a pair (or 5 pairs) of new shoes from Aldo. Choo. Louboutin. ZANOTTI.

WTF. No, no. Wait. No. That's all wrong. Ahem. All I want for Christmas, is you. *glances skyward*

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OMG. OMG. OMG.

My sister just told me that Mok Mok had an accident while learning how to ride a motorbike just now. And based on my sister's description of how exactly she fell (headlong onto the road? I don't know.) I think she scraped half the skin off her palms. ARGHH.

My sister said Mok just sat there and after getting her wounds tended to and bandaged, she continued riding the motorbike. How very typical of Mok Mok. KIND OF. I can picture the scene perfectly. Kind of.

If it was me, I'm sure I would have let loose a torrid string of vulgarities. Or burst into tears like a baby. Curse whoever it was that made me suffer from such bad luck. Blame it on other people. Jump off the bridge. Ask God why he didn't just let me die. HAHAHA.

Or I'd rejoice, and hope that I wouldn't recover so soon, so that when school reopened I'd have an excuse not to write. Awesome. LOL. Kidding. Wouldn't want anything like that happening to me. Not in a thousand years. *shudders*

Gosh. I just saw her, just talked to her this morning. It's scary, isn't it, how unpredictable things are?

I mean, a meteor or something could crash right through the window and hit me after 2 minutes. The whole house could collapse when we are in a deep slumber tonight. Anyway. Hopefully Mok Mok will recuperate from her wounds soon! She said it wouldn't affect her playing the erhu, but still. Couldn't be sure.

And! Listened to how Chiew Na suffered while going through her eye surgery last year. LAST YEAR. I'm such an ignorant, mean bastard. Was eating lunch when she told us, and arrgh. Horrible. PAINFUL. Made me wince.

Imagine! A knife, poking at your eye. Okay, not directly at your eye. Beneath your eye. Err. Eye sockets. She said the anesthetic injections didn't work, and it hurt a hell lot. And you know, when I asked her, again, if it really, REALLY hurt (I was imagining awful period cramps at the moment =.=), and she said yes. Gulp.

Then I was playing with makeup just now, and I kept dabbing at my eye with the makeup remover tissues and cottons. I got so scared. So scared that I'd get a swollen ... something in my eye that has to be surgically removed.

No idea how Chiew Na got hers the last time. On her right eye. AND WORSE STILL, she has one of those things on her left eye now. Hopefully it's just a nasty bug bite or something minor. Eeeeek.

My brother went to the dentist's just now. (Sorry, I swear I'm not doing this - you know, talking about all the frightening, worst-nightmare sort of stuff - on purpose) Okay, I don't know what happened to him.

(IGNORANT, MEAN, UNCARING, STUPID BASTARD)(I meant me)

But how??! How does it feel to get your tooth plucked out, just like THAT?! Yes, I'm lucky enough to not have experienced it before. Although I'm thinking that my time is ... uh, coming soon. No. Do not want to think about that. Shut up. Shut up.

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On to the good stuff. Where was I? Christmas!

Actually I've got nothing much to say anymore. Hmmph. Performance at school today, for the orientation thingy. It was hot, but way better than the last time I performed for the same occasion, two years ago I think. The songs we played today are awesome! And heard a comment from a certain parent. Am so happy I could burst. HAHAHA. For once! TRIUMPHANT LEH!

Saw someone I did not expect. Gotta talk to Uncle Lee. NOW!

Hmm. I'm feeling pretty happy these days. In a brilliant mood. Haha. I have been feeling great since the holidays started. Well, except for the tiny pangs of sadness I keep feeling whenever I think about the fact that THERE IS ONLY A FORTNIGHT LEFT OF THE HOLIDAYS WTF!

What have I done except go to school? Nothing much. Haha. But I'm happy! :D

I'm keeping my fingers crossed. There could be another performance on the 27th of December. And a concert to go to on the 28th. Jun Fang's birthday is on the 29th, to which I'm not invited. Primary school class reunion. HAHA. She said I could go if I don't mind being around a whole bunch of strangers. Just the sort of thing I like! Ahem.

Okay. Ending the post here.

Good wishes to Mok and Chiew Na and all the other people who hurt themselves, have swollen body parts, damaged genitals etc!!!

(Copied that from somewhere. Ignore it. Hahahaha.)

(I have always wondered who actually reads my blog. As in read it, paragraph to paragraph, line to line, word to word, letter to letter. I wouldn't read my own blog, because all the posts are so long. Pooo.)





craving chocolate kisses ..
9:22 PM


♥ Thursday, December 10, 2009 ♥
Rasa Sayang ♥

10 December 2009

SCROLL DOOOOOWN FOR THE PHOTOS.
(like you don't know that already *yawns*)

I know, I know. This post is way overdue. The performance was last Saturday. Yes, I already uploaded most of the photos in Facebook. And yes, I know you are probably aware of that.

And you know I'm going to say "oh, it doesn't matter, you can admire our pretty faces again".

And you'd be right! :D

Hmm. What to say about the wedding? It was an interracial marriage. Guy was an angmoh from God knows where, couldn't quite place all those heavy accents, and the girl a Chinese, I think.

The room was ornately decorated in white and gold, softly illuminated by glittering chandeliers and flickering candles. On the table were small white pots overflowing with pale pink roses, boxes tied with pink ribbons as gifts to the guests (or it could just be cake *shrugs*), and rosy beige napkins shaped into ... well, shapes.

Our performance was pretty horrible, compared to our first performance at the Penang Fisherman's Wharf. I guess we were all exhausted, because we woke up early in the morning, and went to school for our ordinary CO practice.

We started playing quite early, at 7.30 p.m, when the guests started to arrive. And we ended at around 11 p.m, with only a short rest interval (15 minutes) in between. Of course we also rested for awhile during the speeches, food presentations and stuff, but that didn't exactly count. Right?

We had stiff necks and legs, our back and arms ached. Our minds turned blur. There was the time when we were supposed to repeat a certain part of the song, but all five of us erhu players stopped together and forgot to continue. Without planning to. It was hilarious, made us all crack up, even now, almost a week after the performance.

Hmm. The wedding couple was SUPPOSED to arrive at 8 p.m. But you know. They are always late.

And that, is part of the reason why I used to hate attending weddings. I haven't been to one (as a guest) for ... I don't know. Years, probably.

I was almost always starving, and couldn't wait until the food arrived. But the wedding couples were always late, so dinner was ALWAYS delayed. That pissed me off, so I stopped attending weddings with my parents.

(Not that my company was specially requested or my presence very important or anything lah ha-ha)

Well, I'm older now! More ... err, mature, to care about the other stuff than just food (you know. Like the bride's wedding gown and the ballroom decorations *coughs*). BUT I am sure many of you went to/go to weddings just for the food. Hahaha.

Eh actually I'm not making sense. This isn't the actual wedding I'm talking about right. Just the reception, so of course it's about the food. Cheh. Stupid.

BUT! I have always loved the YAMMMMM~ SENGGGGGGGG! part of a wedding. Hahaha. Us performers also yelled and screamed along with the guests like mad, like we actually knew the couple or something. Boooo. But it was fun! :D

Okay. Here are the photos! Sorry, couldn't help babbling. It's in my nature.


Wedding couple







So pretty!

EXCEPT for the ugly, practically blinding green light at the corners of the room, right where the plants are. Blargh.


Chiew Na & I

I love this photo! Sort of ... vintage-y? I don't know the word. Like how the chandeliers stand out! Thank you, editing program!


Hsieh Ying, Chiew Na & I

WTF I am so short. SO SHORT. Unfair.

I was wearing 3.5 inches high heels okay? And Chiew Na, who would still be taller than me in her bare feet, also wore bloody 3.5 inches heels.

Are they purposely trying to make me feel short, reduce my self-esteem, become less confident, etc? Booooo. Hahaha. Kidding.



Chiew Na seemed to be pretty fond of those (in my opinion, hideous) red shells, because she kept camwhoring with them. Haha. Sort of unusual, seeing her being such a narcissist.

Everyone said that her sudden self-love was influenced by me. MOI.

WHY NOT HSIEH YING HUH?! Unfair. She's easily (maybe even more so) as self-loving as me. Hrrumph.





Exquisite snowflake paintings, hung all the way down the hall.

Coincidence or what! There are zhun3 zhun3 12 snowflakes in each painting. And including Lai Sheng, there are 12 of us in total! Wheeeee.



The simple, but pretty nevertheless, wedding cake.



Do we look like we are standing in a sea of writhing snakes/worms/TAPEWORMS omfg?

Hmm. Guess not.




Yi Ling & I

MY HAIR. T__T

Anyway. I have said it before and I'll say it 10 thousand times again : I LOVE MY PURPLE BAG! Such a gorgeous, regal colour.

Wahaha. Suitable for royalty. Ahem.



One and only proper group (and not even all of us are in the photo*sad*) photo with Lai Sheng!!

Psst. He looks short. HAHAHA.




Pei Jia

Munching happily (I guess) on tuna bread.

PEI JIA, IF YOU SEE THIS, DO NOT KILL ME. DO NOT KILL ME. DO NOT KILL MEEE.


Swimming pool


Wei-ying & I

Her lips are painted such a startling shade of red. Haha.

(EH. How cool is her name? Got dash in the middle somemore! Imagine. Tan-juan. SO COOL!!!!)



Chiew Na looks nice here!





Here Lai Sheng was, trying to tell us what to do and what not to do during the performance, and we camwhored with him. Hahaha.

*rolls eyes*



He looks like he's trying to escape from us, so cute! xD



I LOVE THIS PHOTO!!!! ♥

Love how everyone was smiling at the camera, and Lai Sheng kept on talking anyway, completely oblivious (or he purposely ignored it) to the fact that Jhing Huey was taking a photo of all of us. Haha.





Yi Ling, without a speck of makeup on. Except a thin layer of blue mascara. Which didn't really count.



Photo stolen GRABBED from Pei Jia's blog.

She said it's a nice photo (if I am not mistaken). She looks nice, no denying that. BUT OMG look at me. HAHAHA. My eyebags! Gosh, I look OLD.

AND. I just promised myself I'd sleep early today. But since it's 11.57 p.m. now, and I still have a lot of photos to upload ... guess it's not going to happen. Again. Fuck.

Yeah, I'll probably look 4 times older than I actually am in a few weeks. Boo.







Look at the sunset, how breathtaking! Sort of romantic, actually. Hahaha. And the beach is pretty nice, for ... err, for our normal standards. Heh.

Second photo reminds me of the shadows and flames of Mordor, looming over the mountains, watched from Minas Tirith. Only less threatening and scary.

(Those who watched Lord of the Rings 1000 times should know)


Shiwei & I






Me & Ah Sam No.2

I love the four photos above too! Why? Because I look nice, no other reason why. LOL.

I think the left side of my face looks better. Kind of thinner. Maybe.

BUT! It's a bit hard when I take self-shots (if that's what they're called), because I have to use my right hand. My left hand is ... uh, sort of ... unstable and wobbly, prone to trembling, and thus resulting in blurry photos (sometimes).


Mummy & I


Me & Ah Sam No.3


Richard & I

I look horrible here. Hahaha. But she looks nicer here, compared to the other one which I uploaded in Facebook.

(Yes, I am implying that you should take a look at the other photo in which I LOOK A BIT BETTER.)



The mighty Richard! :)



HAHAHA. Sorry.





I (and my family) have very, very, very broad shoulders. Yi Ling, no way you can compete with me. Shoo.





I like the toilet, it's pretty! :)

But not a good place to camwhore in because of the low lighting. Sigh. I suppose that was the reason why I found the toilet pretty. Maybe it was too dark for me to ... err, detect its ... flaws?




My eye!

Green contact lenses. Not very ... conspicuous eh. Oh, and ignore my lousily-curled lashes and equally-lousily-applied mascara. Bah.

Sauron's eye!! Hahaha.

(Those who watch Lord of the Rings should know.)



Couldn't resist camwhoring a bit more when I got home. Haha. Typical.

And don't laugh, I know I look horrible without the fringe to cover my enormous forehead (shows that I have big brains and am clever! Yes!), but honestly. My fringe SUCKS. Too long, and messy. Arrgh.

I feel sorely tempted to cut them off with the scissors, sometimes. EERRGH. Irritating.



Here's everyone's favourite tortoise Lai Lai! I drew him, in MSN. Not an easy feat, I tell you.

Yi Ling and Jhing Huey drew him too. Won't post it up here, as I feel too lazy (and sleepy) to copy them from Facebook. Zzzz.

Okay. Time for bed. Goodnight! :D


craving chocolate kisses ..
10:04 PM


♥ Wednesday, December 02, 2009 ♥
My Birthday and Random Stuff

2 December 2009

(Eh, please don't expect anything glorious and fun like parties, celebrations etc when you see the title)

And as usual, scroll to the bottom of the post if you just want to see the photos and not listen to my endless babble. Rightoooo.

So! In case you are curious about what I did on my birthday!

Well. I went to school in the morning (YES, I KNOW!!), slept at home for the whole afternoon, had a scrumptious dinner at home, and went out to Coffee Bean later WITH MY PARENTS.

Hahaha.

But it was still pretty awesome. :D

I'd like to say thanks again (although chances that they are going to see this are like ... zero) to :

♥ All those people who sent me sweet and funny messages.
(which I INSIST on telling you, no matter what you say. Haha. Later.)
♥ All my awesome CO friends and the other members!!!
♥ Ning Zhen and Ning Hui for the customised card. So touched! =S
♥ My sister, for stealing my soft toys, wrapping them up and giving them back to me. Haha.
♥ My dad, who, for once, typed a message which doesn't only consist of the word "Ok".
♥ My mom for the presents and treats.
♥ All those people who gave me presents, mwahaha.


I apologize, if I left out any.

THANKS A BUNCH, I LOVE YOU ALL!

Actually I was planning to go out with a few friends on the day of my birthday, but in the end I chose to sleep at home. I was out the whole day before my birthday, for a performance, and was exhausted. Yet I had to wake up at the crack of dawn to go to school. So I just slept in the afternoon. Phew.

*RAMBLE STARTS*

AND there was this person who kept putting a dampener on my birthday mood. (Birthday mood being bored, tired, and the slightest bit upset) Like I wanted all that to happen? OR rather, didn't want all that to happen? It was my BIRTHDAY for fuck's sake. Who wouldn't want to go out and have fun on their birthdays? And she had to bloody accuse me of letting her down and making her disappointed, as she said I was the second person who let her down that day.

WHAT? Did I left you all alone there? I didn't. I canceled the plans, and TOLD you about it beforehand. That, is not considered as what you called "put aeroplane". Neh. I 've said it. So if YOU are, by any chance, reading this, well, there is no way you won't know I'm talking about you. Be mad if you want. But I was really pissed. Argh.

Maybe I was expecting too much. Because when I told the other people that I wanted to rest at home and canceled the plans (if you call not-exactly-100%-confirmed-plans PLANS), they just said, "oh, okay, up to you, we'll go out some other time, rest well, and happy birthday again". And SHE said I "put her aeroplane". Awesome or what?

But that's all over now, and I prefer not to dwell on that. And we're okay, I guess. Unless if she sees this and gets mad. But if she does ... I don't think I care anymore. I didn't do anything wrong, it's her own problem.

*RAMBLE ENDS*

Whew. Glad to get that out of my system. It has been so many days! Pfft.

So, the performance the night before my birthday was brilliant! It went perfectly smooth and well. And we took quite a lot of photos, which I already uploaded in Facebook, and will PROBABLY upload here again. AND each of us (11 of us in total) got RM100 for performing! Whoopeee!

Even better, we're going to perform at yet another wedding this Saturday! We don't have the time to practise anymore, but ... I'm sure - I HOPE - we'll do fine. I totally screamed like a maniac when I saw Chiew Na's message, hahaha.

Oh, and something happened today. It made me so scared. I don't really know what happened, or what she thought happened. I don't know! I just know I don't want anything like that to happen ever again. I mean, it's nothing serious, and things are fine, but I'm still ... scared. I don't even know if it was my fault. But ... sorry anyway. Sorry. I don't want to make her upset. Was she? I couldn't even tell, I didn't dare look at her. *wails*

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Okay, here are the photos! I think I already uploaded most of them in Facebook, but who cares. You can admire our MY our pretty faces again! Heh. xD





OMG, my hair. And my eyebags. Rumi looks nice here though!



And THAT, is exactly why I love Rui Mei. Look at her expression! Hilarious. Hahaha.

(If she sees this, she's going to kill me.)


Our superb PE teacher!

We adoreeee her, she has a great sense of humour, which I think I have mentioned before.


Little Blue Flower!!!

Oh, and those are our trademark poses! If you don't know about Little Blue Flower, then ... I guess it's better that way! Hahaha.

Hsieh Ying took this photo for us. I remember her mentioning something about pretty coconut trees as the background. Typical.


PRETZELS! *drools*

And the skinny Yi Ling. Like I'm not fat enough, I had to stand and walk next to a skinny person, wearing a DRESS. Pffft.




Thomas Jack

Hmm, truth be told I had no idea who these guys are, until Iris bought the ... uhm, educational? magazine sold in the school bookstore. Hahaha. I remember how Rumi and I imitated their awkward poses. They were modelling watches, I think. Ahem. Sorry.

And I have a lot more of their photos, all taken for Iris! AND a video of them dancing, which is ... uh. Well.

Hui Min got their signatures, and a 'happy birthday' scribbled beside as well, lucky bastard. Pooo.



Hahaha. Temporary moment of vainness. Paiseh. Waaaa my right eye is smaller than my left eye! So gorgeous.





I drew that on my Chinese exam paper! Because I was too bored, there was still time, and I didn't want to strain/kill my brain cells by thinking about the tough questions too much, so I drew! Nice or not? Haha.




Angel and Devil.

Drew this ages ago at school.



Photo from ten thousand years ago. August 23rd, a memorable night. One of the happiest, and also one of the most upsetting. Blaaaah.





What I'm currently reading! I don't have the first book, so I borrowed the whole three-in-one collection from Juan Wen! I'm gonna get the first book at the Popular Sales! The covers are so GORGEOUS.

The Lord of the Rings!!! ♥

Oh. I saw the whole collection of Harry Potter books (adult version of course, the children's version is just ... eew) at Popular. RM285 something. Dropped some subtle (or maybe not) hints to my mother that I wannnnnnt it but ... don't know what she said actually. Pfft.

Okay. This post is very long. Wee. You know what? I'm BACK. Wahahaha. Back with the long-ass, annoying posts. Phew.

It's Iris' birthday tomorrow! Sigh. Poor thing. She wants to go out, but unfortunately Rumi doesn't want to as she wants to STUDY FOR HER JAPANESE EXAM, and I can't as I have to go to school from 1 pm to 4 pm, and her two other closer friends have tuition classes until 3.30 pm.

(Which ... come to think of it, I have too. Same class - Add Math - IF I AM NOT WRONG. But of course, I'm not going. Tuition classes in the hols should be BANNED BANNED BANNED.)

I told her I can make it after four, but she said it's too late, she has to go home at six, so what's the point of going out then?

Sooooooo. I guess she's, in a way, like me. Pfft. I hope things go well for her!! I'll send a blue flower over to her house, maybe. Haha.

Oh, it's the cute cute Wee Nee's birthday tomorrow too! Hahahaha. :D

AND! I'm totally in love with Candice Swanepoel. She's so gorgeous!! The NFL Today video!!! *faints* She's got such a nice accent. And she got discovered and sent to Europe just like that??!!

There's no Adriana in this year's VS fashion show. Pooo. Candice and Miranda are my favourites for this year!!!


Miranda Kerr.

Love her wings!! She always gets the nicest wings. Remember her butterfly wings last year?




Candice Swanepoel

Isn't she gorgeous? Look at that body. Woooooo. And her hair in the NFL Today video is to die for.

Okay. I should shut up now. Haha.

Ta! :)


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