13 February 2008

Why the hell you'd go and make things so complicated?

Okay. Not you. It's me. Why the hell I'd go and make things so fucking complicated??

*screams and pulls hair*

AHHHHHH.

Tomorrow, is going to be the first day I ever attend a tuition class. In my whole life. So?? Tuition, no biggie.

But ... the problem is, I don't know where the teacher's house is, and there are some transportation problems. I can go to the place, I can't go back from the place. I'm going to the place from school with my friends by bus.

But, how am I supposed to go home???!

Because, I don't know where the teacher's house is, I can't very well ask my mother to go to the Land of Nowhere and take me home, can I?? And, I don't know whether the place is far from our school or not. If it's not, I can walk, risking the chance of being kidnapped and getting tricked by a stranger with a strawberry lolly. If it is far from school ... I'll ... fly.

If I'm brave enough to do things alone like walk alone in an area I don't even know well then no problems. Come to think of it, I don't know a single area in Penang well. But then Penang is only an island, I can walk around and not get lost, uh, if I can actually walk around the whole Penang without fainting. If I was in Butterworth, I'd walk, walk and walk and I'd end up in Kuala Lumpur.

I was planning to go out with my friends for a Valentine's Day celebration after tuition ... You know, the saddos that never receive any Valentine's gifts, and have no one to celebrate with ... so we decided to go out together and celebrate ourselves.

But how can I do that when I don't even know where the hell I'm supposed to go for the tuition???! The only thing I know is that the place is quite near to Gurney.

But hello the whole Gurney drive and the surrounding area is like the whole fucking planet okay how am I supposed to know where and where and where the hell is the place if it is near Gurney then I can walk to GP and meet my friends and celebrate for never receiving any Valentine gifts like the poor things we are.

Now I cannot meet my friends. I really feel like going out but then I cannot ......

Fuck.

But then the most important problem is not the I-can't-go-out-thing it's the ...

And I'd never have the guts to ........

Damn damn damn damn damn it.

To make things worse, I don't know what make things worse, and I don't know what the fuck I'm talking about.

Why, why, why must I sign up for the beastly tuition?? If I didn't, now I would be the normal, happy girl I was, and the only result is failing my science. Now the result is because I'm so stressed, I'd fail my Science, waste money, become a maniac, waste time ....

T_T

Best valentine present ever, don't you think??

Scream, at the top of your lungs, everybody's feeling right.

Except for me.

Okay fine I don't know what I'm worried about because really there's nothing much to worry about and that's it but that's not it who says there's nothing to worry about there is and a terrible thing to worry about because you see a person like me have absolutely zero clue how to take a bus because I have never taken a bus before except for when I was in Singapore and I wasn't alone anyway and I don't want to take a cab because I'm scared that the taxi driver will kidnap me this is PENANG you know not Singapore it's not as safe and it's more expensive and if I took a bus I don't even know where to stop and I don't even know if I'm even taking the right bus who knows I might end up in the other end of Penang.

Happy Valentine's Day.

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