♥ Wednesday, October 31, 2007 ♥
Queen of . . . What now???!
31 October 2007
Has she become a Kind-Hearted Queen now?? Has she???
Yep. The same HER from my previous post, the HER a.k.a. Queen of All Bitches.
And yeah, yesterday she was all about craziness, madness and meanness, deducting our marks and stuff, therefore making us all hate her like MAD, but today, surprise, surprise.
What did she do?
Lots of my classmates failed History, but they were really close to passing, like 46%, 48%, and so on. So, the Queen of the Bitch (Is she still qualified as a bitch?? I guess. One day of . . . kindness doesn't make a bitch better) added marks until they passed. Isn't that . . . bizarre?? I mean, she was about deducting seven or eight marks from our exam yesterday, and today she's like, oh, I don't want you all to fail, and added four or five marks for the others to pass??! Weird. Of course, she added marks for us too, but not as much as the amount of marks she added for the ones who failed, she only added two or three marks for us "normal" people.
Ning Ee was so happy she even shouted "I LOVE HER" at one point. My God. At least, I think it was her anyway. xP Yesterday on MSN, most of my classmate's personal messages were like, "Hate Buffy, the bitch", "She's from hell and she dragged us all to hell with her" sort of stuff. And there was my story of my dream! And now it all changed.
So am I going to change my mind about her?
No. I don't think so.
Only because she added marks for us in our exam doesn't make her better in my eyes. No way. But I hope she'll be better in the future, change herself (I think I sound like the headmistress in my previous post story) and stop being such a crazy teacher.
*
Speaking of Crazy Teachers, I seem to have the luck to keep meeting and meeting all of them. Hurray!!
Buffy's one mad woman, the SPBT teacher's another crazy one, our PE teacher (f-ck!!) is no exception, and now, our CO teacher has joined the Crazy Teachers Club.
Hellooo?? She's so rude. Who the hell talk to people like that?? Like, when she's asking people to go back to their class, or to leave, and instead of saying "Okay, you can go back to your class now", she said, "Ok. GO." It doesn't sound so bad, but it is bad if you heard it, and if you're the one she's talking to. It sounds so much ruder in Chinese than in English (that's the first time for me! I've always thought that fuck or SOAB is so much more ruder than the ones in Hokkien and Chinese, and I've always thought that English rude words are so much more nicer to scold) I mean, GO isn't a rude word (that kind of rude word), but her manner and tone is rude. What the f-ck?? Thank goodness she wasn't talking to me. Or else . . .
Okay. No more stories and fantasies of mine in here, since this teacher is like, much older than the Queen of Whatever-She-Is, and she might be retiring soon. Oh, the JOY!!! *dreamy smile*
But she kind of shouted at me all the same. She asked me to stand in line, at the first place, for WHAT??! I was trying to get out of her way in case I blocked her way or something, but instead she shouted at me to stand in line with the Form 1s. WEIRD. I'm like the only Form 2 in the line, and I already got my uniform, and the whole line behind me hasn't got theirs. And it's not like it matters if I stand in the other corner of the room, right?? She's right crazy, she is. =.= So, since I stood there like a statue (ohh, and *roooll eyes* in the teacher's direction), with nothing to do, and she didn't ask me to do anything, so I moved away in case I was standing at the wrong place again, and once more she shouted at me. What the FUCK is she thinking about?? Other Form 2 people who had gotten their uniforms weren't lining up or shouted at!! GRRRR.
Damn!
I'm hoping I won't meet any more crazy teachers tomorrow and the day after. Oh, forget it. I don't want to see any crazy people, teacher or student or whatever, from now on until the holidays!!! Madness. *shakes head*
Anyway, there's a pimple on my NOSE!!! Fuck. Go away. Shoo!! Stop spoiling my face!! Like I'm not ugly enough?? And I've got to be cursed with a pimple on my nose. I don't mind if there's a pimple on my forehead, my bangs covered it all, but on my NOSE?? That's like the most obvious place ever. Shit. But at least there's only one. Or two. Whew.
HEADLINES TODAY : TAN JUAN, NEW-BORN 14 YEAR OLD ROBBER
" . . . She's broke, so she stole RM 25 from Jit Nee, her classmate. At first she stole RM 50, but then she decided to give it back to her out of the kindness of her heart, and Jit Nee asked her to keep the RM 25, because Tan Juan's in a serious need of money with the damn huge pile of presents she needs to buy for her dearest friends and classmates. Or so she says. Who knows? She might use the money to invest for her future, she might use it to fulfill her own little desires (or big ones) . . . "
=D
Yep. I robbed Jit Nee. I have witnesses!!
Ha ha.
I guess I can join the Crazy Teenagers Club.
xD
*
Oh!!! I finally . . . reunited with the clay mirror I made!! It's in the hall for the exhibition, and miraculously it's still in one piece. =D Ha ha. I love it!! (since I'm a sucker for mirrors as I love myself so much, only not those midnight mirrors, you should know what I mean) Hope it won't break. I want it back!! :]
*
Oh. And remember the expandable caterpillar?
Well, it's more than 72 hours now, and it's so . . . eew. It kind of lost all it's colors though.
=P
You can't see how much it expanded in the photos though, because every time I took with different angles and different distances . . .
Before.
The after.
Not much difference, but I took it with different distances! So they look kind of the same.
Whatever.
* Go Back *
Has she become a Kind-Hearted Queen now?? Has she???
Yep. The same HER from my previous post, the HER a.k.a. Queen of All Bitches.
And yeah, yesterday she was all about craziness, madness and meanness, deducting our marks and stuff, therefore making us all hate her like MAD, but today, surprise, surprise.
What did she do?
Lots of my classmates failed History, but they were really close to passing, like 46%, 48%, and so on. So, the Queen of the Bitch (Is she still qualified as a bitch?? I guess. One day of . . . kindness doesn't make a bitch better) added marks until they passed. Isn't that . . . bizarre?? I mean, she was about deducting seven or eight marks from our exam yesterday, and today she's like, oh, I don't want you all to fail, and added four or five marks for the others to pass??! Weird. Of course, she added marks for us too, but not as much as the amount of marks she added for the ones who failed, she only added two or three marks for us "normal" people.
Ning Ee was so happy she even shouted "I LOVE HER" at one point. My God. At least, I think it was her anyway. xP Yesterday on MSN, most of my classmate's personal messages were like, "Hate Buffy, the bitch", "She's from hell and she dragged us all to hell with her" sort of stuff. And there was my story of my dream! And now it all changed.
So am I going to change my mind about her?
No. I don't think so.
Only because she added marks for us in our exam doesn't make her better in my eyes. No way. But I hope she'll be better in the future, change herself (I think I sound like the headmistress in my previous post story) and stop being such a crazy teacher.
*
Speaking of Crazy Teachers, I seem to have the luck to keep meeting and meeting all of them. Hurray!!
Buffy's one mad woman, the SPBT teacher's another crazy one, our PE teacher (f-ck!!) is no exception, and now, our CO teacher has joined the Crazy Teachers Club.
Hellooo?? She's so rude. Who the hell talk to people like that?? Like, when she's asking people to go back to their class, or to leave, and instead of saying "Okay, you can go back to your class now", she said, "Ok. GO." It doesn't sound so bad, but it is bad if you heard it, and if you're the one she's talking to. It sounds so much ruder in Chinese than in English (that's the first time for me! I've always thought that fuck or SOAB is so much more ruder than the ones in Hokkien and Chinese, and I've always thought that English rude words are so much more nicer to scold) I mean, GO isn't a rude word (that kind of rude word), but her manner and tone is rude. What the f-ck?? Thank goodness she wasn't talking to me. Or else . . .
Okay. No more stories and fantasies of mine in here, since this teacher is like, much older than the Queen of Whatever-She-Is, and she might be retiring soon. Oh, the JOY!!! *dreamy smile*
But she kind of shouted at me all the same. She asked me to stand in line, at the first place, for WHAT??! I was trying to get out of her way in case I blocked her way or something, but instead she shouted at me to stand in line with the Form 1s. WEIRD. I'm like the only Form 2 in the line, and I already got my uniform, and the whole line behind me hasn't got theirs. And it's not like it matters if I stand in the other corner of the room, right?? She's right crazy, she is. =.= So, since I stood there like a statue (ohh, and *roooll eyes* in the teacher's direction), with nothing to do, and she didn't ask me to do anything, so I moved away in case I was standing at the wrong place again, and once more she shouted at me. What the FUCK is she thinking about?? Other Form 2 people who had gotten their uniforms weren't lining up or shouted at!! GRRRR.
Damn!
I'm hoping I won't meet any more crazy teachers tomorrow and the day after. Oh, forget it. I don't want to see any crazy people, teacher or student or whatever, from now on until the holidays!!! Madness. *shakes head*
Anyway, there's a pimple on my NOSE!!! Fuck. Go away. Shoo!! Stop spoiling my face!! Like I'm not ugly enough?? And I've got to be cursed with a pimple on my nose. I don't mind if there's a pimple on my forehead, my bangs covered it all, but on my NOSE?? That's like the most obvious place ever. Shit. But at least there's only one. Or two. Whew.
HEADLINES TODAY : TAN JUAN, NEW-BORN 14 YEAR OLD ROBBER
" . . . She's broke, so she stole RM 25 from Jit Nee, her classmate. At first she stole RM 50, but then she decided to give it back to her out of the kindness of her heart, and Jit Nee asked her to keep the RM 25, because Tan Juan's in a serious need of money with the damn huge pile of presents she needs to buy for her dearest friends and classmates. Or so she says. Who knows? She might use the money to invest for her future, she might use it to fulfill her own little desires (or big ones) . . . "
=D
Yep. I robbed Jit Nee. I have witnesses!!
Ha ha.
I guess I can join the Crazy Teenagers Club.
xD
*
Oh!!! I finally . . . reunited with the clay mirror I made!! It's in the hall for the exhibition, and miraculously it's still in one piece. =D Ha ha. I love it!! (since I'm a sucker for mirrors as I love myself so much, only not those midnight mirrors, you should know what I mean) Hope it won't break. I want it back!! :]
*
Oh. And remember the expandable caterpillar?
Well, it's more than 72 hours now, and it's so . . . eew. It kind of lost all it's colors though.
=P
You can't see how much it expanded in the photos though, because every time I took with different angles and different distances . . .
Before.
The after.
Not much difference, but I took it with different distances! So they look kind of the same.
Whatever.
* Go Back *
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:00 PM
8:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, October 30, 2007 ♥
Queen Of All Bitches
30 October 2007
"Mirror mirror on the wall,
Please can you tell me,
Who's the bitchiest of all??"
Not to mention the ugliest and the fattest.
Um. Not really the fattest but still fat nevertheless.
And not really the ugliest but still ugly anyway.
And to think I'd thought that the tsunamis and huge waves are finally over and it's PEACE. Yeah, right. Rigggght.
No outbursts, no disturbances, no craziness, no madness, no insanity, no nothing from her for kind of a long time.
Her - Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
Vampire Slayer??! No. That's too cool for her. Vampires should slay her. Really.
Her - Queen of Craziness / Queen of Emotions / Queen of All Bitches (new nickname)
She's totally mad, did everything according to her mood, good, and you're fine ; bad, then you die, and now, she's become such a BITCH, not that she wasn't a bitch earlier, she just is so totally . . . abominable today?! Yes, she is. I mean she always has been, just she went a little overboard today. Did she f-cking THREATENED us??
Yes, she did.
So, it happened when our class monitor burst into class, and shouted herself hoarse for our attention (failing at first because we were . . . absorbed in our own things) and told us that Her Highness, the Honourable Miss Buffy, the Queen of Loveliness and Beauty (*puke and splutters*), deducted our marks for our History exam paper. Like our marks aren't low enough??! Naturally, everyone was furious. Duh. Come on. She did ask us to do the presentation, but she didn't even told us what to do, I mean, she did ask us to do something from the text book, but, she didn't say whether she wants us to present it in class, to stick the presentation up her ass or what??! She didn't say. And she didn't tell us when she wants us to pass up the f-cking thing. So we all thought, no hurries, right?? Wrong. So, not a single person in class can pass up the beastly presentation. Our monitor asked us to sign the paper, to . . . prove that the marks are correct, to say that yes, we agree with the marks. Well, the marks aren't correct! She deducted our marks without reason. Well, there IS a reason, but it's her who didn't tell us when she's expecting the presentation.
Okay.
So, our assistant monitor went downstairs and told the teacher that we didn't agree to her deducting our marks, that we didn't sign the paper, and Her Highness lost her temper. Oh dear. Hurry up!! Get a glass of wine, get some royal goodies to calm her down, someone!! And after that, she threatened to deduct another mark if we didn't sign the paper in 15 minutes. What the f-ck. Is that even legal?! I mean, it's not so terrible, not until the point of legal-ness and illegal-ness, but . . . that's so not fair. Poo.
What else can we do?
We signed the paper. I feel like those stuff we learned from the textbook, about those agreements our country signed with British and other countries in the olden days. Some were forced, some were just trying to be friends, all sorts of other agreements. I feel like SHE forced us to sign the agreement or else we'd all be sent to prison. Uh-huh. By that time most of the whole class were buzzing with anger. Aww. I feel sorry for Sue Yi!! She . . . "went through a lot". Of course, it's not as terrible as it sounds like (it sounds like, she was broke, she has no place to live, no food to eat . . . and of course that's not her "went through a lot") I mean, it must be hard to have to tell the teacher that the whole class disagreed with her craziness (who'd ever agree with craziness?? I mean the crazy crazy, not the funny crazy), and who knows?? Maybe SHE lost her temper, and shouted at Sue Yi, or shrieked (she always shriek, and it ain't no pleasant thing, as her voice has kind of a problem, always like . . . um . . . out of tune??!) Sue Yi's face was so red and sweaty when she came back to our class.
And, that's not all.
The Evil Queen then threatened to deduct 5 marks if we didn't pass up the presentation tomorrow. Come ON??! One night to finish everything. I guess it isn't really a lot, but, I still don't think it's fair. It's her own fault for goodness sake. Why didn't she tell us when she wanted us to pass up? Why did she kept quiet? Is she trying to get us into trouble?
We all felt like complaining about her to the . . . AUTHORITIES!!!! Nope. Just joking. xP Complain her to someone, a teacher, I guess, then eventually the news will spread, and spread, and spread, just like the hottest gossip of the hottest celebrity in Hollywood.
And then . . .
*
"Will the Honourable Miss Buffy (HMB) please come to the Headmistress's Room right now?? At once." The voice sounded out loud over the speakers. Clearly the voice belonged to the Headmistress, which was a rare occasion, because the Headmistress is always so busy with her own work.
HMB perked up her ears in her teacher's seat in E2B. Her heart started beating non-stop, and getting faster and faster. Am I about to get the promotion now?? HMB thought. Then, my salary will be raised, and I'll be even more richer than I am now. What will I do with all the money?? Hmm . . . I must get one of those gorgeous Chanel high heel sandals. Oh! And I must get that newest Nokia handphone, pink in color!! And I must, must get that cute pink transparent Hello Kitty bag I saw at the Hello Kitty shop yesterday. It's just so adorable!! Ah. And the hundred-inch Christian Louboutin peep-toe shoes, and the limited edition Gucci handbag. Oh!!!! I totally forgotten about that pink colored . . . . . . .
"Will the HNB please come to the Headmistress's Room right now?? Immediately," the Headmistress repeated once more, getting impatient.
HNB jerked out of her delicious day dream, and hurriedly kept her laptop, picked up her three bags, one huge green one with sequins and flowers, another light blue transparent one that looks like a Louis Vuitton design, and another tote bag to carry her stuff. She adjusted her outfit, and then set off out of class E2B without a word, anxious for her promotion. Oh, the things she would buy!! HNB thought while smiling a secret radiant smile to herself.
When she reached the ground floor of the school, she stopped a while to recover herself. Why can't the school build escalators or something? HNB thought. Isn't teaching a bunch of wild students (referring to E2B students) enough?? And they still want us to climb up and down four whole floors. Then she continued her journey, panting slightly.
Knock knock!!!! Finally I'm at the Headmistress's Room, HNB thought. Whew.
"Come in!!!" The Headmistress shouted with her kindly low voice.
"Good afternoon, Headmistress. You asked to see me??" HNB said sweetly, smiling.
"Good afternoon, Miss HNB. I want to tell you something important." The Headmistress said.
This is it, HNB thought. This is the start of a new and glamorous life, a luxury life. "Yes??"
"Well, I received a lot of reports about you."
"Really?? And I'm getting my promotion???" HNB blurted out.
"Huh??!" The Head shot a quizzical look at HNB.
"I mean, since you got a lot reports about me, I must be promoting!!" HNB said proudly.
"Promote?? HNB . . . "
"Stop keeping me in the suspense any longer! After this I'm off to get those limited edition handbags."
"God, HNB, you're really self-obsessed. And, I never said that your reports were good, did I?? And promote?? No way. Even Teacher XXX haven't promoted yet, and she's in front of you in the line."
"????!" HNB started to blush.
"No. What I was going to say is, I received a lot of reports about you, bad reports, just to say, from parents to students. I must say I'm not pleased with you. Often I have received complaints about you, and every time I forgave you and gave you a new chance to start over. But every time you got worse and worse."
HNB gulped. No promotion. What is happening? I must be in a dream. "Wha - whad - whadddt??"
"I've given you chance after chance to turn over a new leaf, but after months I still haven't see a change in you. So, I'm sorry to say . . . "
"WHAT??"
"You've got to leave the school. You don't deserve to be here. The students detest you, and even some of the teachers. Even I couldn't like you after those reports I had about you, and the way you act, and how you obsessed over shoes and accessories when you should be focusing on teaching your students, especially students from E2B. I heard that their History marks all fell from around 90% to 40%. That's terrible."
"But they didn't study!! You couldn't blame me. You couldn't." HNB's voice was starting to tremble.
"No. Besides that, the reports I had from you was really terrible. Day after day you were absent, day after day you sat in class and let the students do their own things without teaching. (to the joy of the students, of course)"
" . . . "
"So, this is the last week you're coming back to the school. I can't afford to give you another chance, and ruin the students' studies."
"But, the children are so naughty and cheeky!! They were always so noisy in class. They are crazy monkeys that doesn't know how to behave."
"HNB," The Headmistress said kindly, "The students are people who're supposed to be your friends, who're supposed to look up to you, and you're supposed to set an example for them. They're not your enemies, not a burden, and they're certainly not your shouting-mates, since every time I walked pass your class you were always shouting at the students."
" . . . " Tears were starting to roll in HNB's eyes.
"I'm sorry . . . I really have to sack you. You don't deserve another chance."
"Please, please!! Give me another chance!!!! Please!! I promise I'll do better. I promise I'll change. Seriously."
"It's too late, HNB. You should have realized that long ago. Now, leave. I have an important phone call to do."
What else could HNB do other than to leave?? The crestfallen Queen left the room in tears, and . . .
*
BAH.
Snapped out of the dream . . .
What a sweet, sweet, dream I had. I WISH that would happen.
Oh, oh, OH!! How I wish our headmistress sees the true colors of HNB. *sigh* She really shouldn't be here. She's like, one of those rich-arses. What the hell is she doing in our school?? Go somewhere else, it's better for you. Seriously. See?? We care about you. You can be happier, you won't get older by scolding us every day, you won't need to climb four or five floors to go to a class . . .
*
Oh yeah. And I totally forgot to mention that I've been cutting my hair for two or three days straight. Yeeep. Not a good feeling. It's not fun to have hair all over your neck in school. And it's not fun to have to hide at our secret hide-out to cut it. The place's so stuffy and hot. Garn!!! I hate it. And the prefect actually said she's going to demerit me 4 marks. What the F-CK??! At least Yann Ying (thanks a lot, mwahhs) helped me argue with her and she decided to close one eye. Hah! Probably let me go just because it's Yann Ying who argued with her. They're friends, you see. If I argued with her she probably just . . . close one eye and pretend not to see me. And, I will lose my temper, really. Oucch. So damn pissed just now I kicked the chair and . . . it hurts. Grrar! Anyway, I'm still cutting my hair tomorrow. Yay me. NOT.
* Go Back *
"Mirror mirror on the wall,
Please can you tell me,
Who's the bitchiest of all??"
Not to mention the ugliest and the fattest.
Um. Not really the fattest but still fat nevertheless.
And not really the ugliest but still ugly anyway.
And to think I'd thought that the tsunamis and huge waves are finally over and it's PEACE. Yeah, right. Rigggght.
No outbursts, no disturbances, no craziness, no madness, no insanity, no nothing from her for kind of a long time.
Her - Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
Vampire Slayer??! No. That's too cool for her. Vampires should slay her. Really.
Her - Queen of Craziness / Queen of Emotions / Queen of All Bitches (new nickname)
She's totally mad, did everything according to her mood, good, and you're fine ; bad, then you die, and now, she's become such a BITCH, not that she wasn't a bitch earlier, she just is so totally . . . abominable today?! Yes, she is. I mean she always has been, just she went a little overboard today. Did she f-cking THREATENED us??
Yes, she did.
So, it happened when our class monitor burst into class, and shouted herself hoarse for our attention (failing at first because we were . . . absorbed in our own things) and told us that Her Highness, the Honourable Miss Buffy, the Queen of Loveliness and Beauty (*puke and splutters*), deducted our marks for our History exam paper. Like our marks aren't low enough??! Naturally, everyone was furious. Duh. Come on. She did ask us to do the presentation, but she didn't even told us what to do, I mean, she did ask us to do something from the text book, but, she didn't say whether she wants us to present it in class, to stick the presentation up her ass or what??! She didn't say. And she didn't tell us when she wants us to pass up the f-cking thing. So we all thought, no hurries, right?? Wrong. So, not a single person in class can pass up the beastly presentation. Our monitor asked us to sign the paper, to . . . prove that the marks are correct, to say that yes, we agree with the marks. Well, the marks aren't correct! She deducted our marks without reason. Well, there IS a reason, but it's her who didn't tell us when she's expecting the presentation.
Okay.
So, our assistant monitor went downstairs and told the teacher that we didn't agree to her deducting our marks, that we didn't sign the paper, and Her Highness lost her temper. Oh dear. Hurry up!! Get a glass of wine, get some royal goodies to calm her down, someone!! And after that, she threatened to deduct another mark if we didn't sign the paper in 15 minutes. What the f-ck. Is that even legal?! I mean, it's not so terrible, not until the point of legal-ness and illegal-ness, but . . . that's so not fair. Poo.
What else can we do?
We signed the paper. I feel like those stuff we learned from the textbook, about those agreements our country signed with British and other countries in the olden days. Some were forced, some were just trying to be friends, all sorts of other agreements. I feel like SHE forced us to sign the agreement or else we'd all be sent to prison. Uh-huh. By that time most of the whole class were buzzing with anger. Aww. I feel sorry for Sue Yi!! She . . . "went through a lot". Of course, it's not as terrible as it sounds like (it sounds like, she was broke, she has no place to live, no food to eat . . . and of course that's not her "went through a lot") I mean, it must be hard to have to tell the teacher that the whole class disagreed with her craziness (who'd ever agree with craziness?? I mean the crazy crazy, not the funny crazy), and who knows?? Maybe SHE lost her temper, and shouted at Sue Yi, or shrieked (she always shriek, and it ain't no pleasant thing, as her voice has kind of a problem, always like . . . um . . . out of tune??!) Sue Yi's face was so red and sweaty when she came back to our class.
And, that's not all.
The Evil Queen then threatened to deduct 5 marks if we didn't pass up the presentation tomorrow. Come ON??! One night to finish everything. I guess it isn't really a lot, but, I still don't think it's fair. It's her own fault for goodness sake. Why didn't she tell us when she wanted us to pass up? Why did she kept quiet? Is she trying to get us into trouble?
We all felt like complaining about her to the . . . AUTHORITIES!!!! Nope. Just joking. xP Complain her to someone, a teacher, I guess, then eventually the news will spread, and spread, and spread, just like the hottest gossip of the hottest celebrity in Hollywood.
And then . . .
*
"Will the Honourable Miss Buffy (HMB) please come to the Headmistress's Room right now?? At once." The voice sounded out loud over the speakers. Clearly the voice belonged to the Headmistress, which was a rare occasion, because the Headmistress is always so busy with her own work.
HMB perked up her ears in her teacher's seat in E2B. Her heart started beating non-stop, and getting faster and faster. Am I about to get the promotion now?? HMB thought. Then, my salary will be raised, and I'll be even more richer than I am now. What will I do with all the money?? Hmm . . . I must get one of those gorgeous Chanel high heel sandals. Oh! And I must get that newest Nokia handphone, pink in color!! And I must, must get that cute pink transparent Hello Kitty bag I saw at the Hello Kitty shop yesterday. It's just so adorable!! Ah. And the hundred-inch Christian Louboutin peep-toe shoes, and the limited edition Gucci handbag. Oh!!!! I totally forgotten about that pink colored . . . . . . .
"Will the HNB please come to the Headmistress's Room right now?? Immediately," the Headmistress repeated once more, getting impatient.
HNB jerked out of her delicious day dream, and hurriedly kept her laptop, picked up her three bags, one huge green one with sequins and flowers, another light blue transparent one that looks like a Louis Vuitton design, and another tote bag to carry her stuff. She adjusted her outfit, and then set off out of class E2B without a word, anxious for her promotion. Oh, the things she would buy!! HNB thought while smiling a secret radiant smile to herself.
When she reached the ground floor of the school, she stopped a while to recover herself. Why can't the school build escalators or something? HNB thought. Isn't teaching a bunch of wild students (referring to E2B students) enough?? And they still want us to climb up and down four whole floors. Then she continued her journey, panting slightly.
Knock knock!!!! Finally I'm at the Headmistress's Room, HNB thought. Whew.
"Come in!!!" The Headmistress shouted with her kindly low voice.
"Good afternoon, Headmistress. You asked to see me??" HNB said sweetly, smiling.
"Good afternoon, Miss HNB. I want to tell you something important." The Headmistress said.
This is it, HNB thought. This is the start of a new and glamorous life, a luxury life. "Yes??"
"Well, I received a lot of reports about you."
"Really?? And I'm getting my promotion???" HNB blurted out.
"Huh??!" The Head shot a quizzical look at HNB.
"I mean, since you got a lot reports about me, I must be promoting!!" HNB said proudly.
"Promote?? HNB . . . "
"Stop keeping me in the suspense any longer! After this I'm off to get those limited edition handbags."
"God, HNB, you're really self-obsessed. And, I never said that your reports were good, did I?? And promote?? No way. Even Teacher XXX haven't promoted yet, and she's in front of you in the line."
"????!" HNB started to blush.
"No. What I was going to say is, I received a lot of reports about you, bad reports, just to say, from parents to students. I must say I'm not pleased with you. Often I have received complaints about you, and every time I forgave you and gave you a new chance to start over. But every time you got worse and worse."
HNB gulped. No promotion. What is happening? I must be in a dream. "Wha - whad - whadddt??"
"I've given you chance after chance to turn over a new leaf, but after months I still haven't see a change in you. So, I'm sorry to say . . . "
"WHAT??"
"You've got to leave the school. You don't deserve to be here. The students detest you, and even some of the teachers. Even I couldn't like you after those reports I had about you, and the way you act, and how you obsessed over shoes and accessories when you should be focusing on teaching your students, especially students from E2B. I heard that their History marks all fell from around 90% to 40%. That's terrible."
"But they didn't study!! You couldn't blame me. You couldn't." HNB's voice was starting to tremble.
"No. Besides that, the reports I had from you was really terrible. Day after day you were absent, day after day you sat in class and let the students do their own things without teaching. (to the joy of the students, of course)"
" . . . "
"So, this is the last week you're coming back to the school. I can't afford to give you another chance, and ruin the students' studies."
"But, the children are so naughty and cheeky!! They were always so noisy in class. They are crazy monkeys that doesn't know how to behave."
"HNB," The Headmistress said kindly, "The students are people who're supposed to be your friends, who're supposed to look up to you, and you're supposed to set an example for them. They're not your enemies, not a burden, and they're certainly not your shouting-mates, since every time I walked pass your class you were always shouting at the students."
" . . . " Tears were starting to roll in HNB's eyes.
"I'm sorry . . . I really have to sack you. You don't deserve another chance."
"Please, please!! Give me another chance!!!! Please!! I promise I'll do better. I promise I'll change. Seriously."
"It's too late, HNB. You should have realized that long ago. Now, leave. I have an important phone call to do."
What else could HNB do other than to leave?? The crestfallen Queen left the room in tears, and . . .
*
BAH.
Snapped out of the dream . . .
What a sweet, sweet, dream I had. I WISH that would happen.
Oh, oh, OH!! How I wish our headmistress sees the true colors of HNB. *sigh* She really shouldn't be here. She's like, one of those rich-arses. What the hell is she doing in our school?? Go somewhere else, it's better for you. Seriously. See?? We care about you. You can be happier, you won't get older by scolding us every day, you won't need to climb four or five floors to go to a class . . .
*
Oh yeah. And I totally forgot to mention that I've been cutting my hair for two or three days straight. Yeeep. Not a good feeling. It's not fun to have hair all over your neck in school. And it's not fun to have to hide at our secret hide-out to cut it. The place's so stuffy and hot. Garn!!! I hate it. And the prefect actually said she's going to demerit me 4 marks. What the F-CK??! At least Yann Ying (thanks a lot, mwahhs) helped me argue with her and she decided to close one eye. Hah! Probably let me go just because it's Yann Ying who argued with her. They're friends, you see. If I argued with her she probably just . . . close one eye and pretend not to see me. And, I will lose my temper, really. Oucch. So damn pissed just now I kicked the chair and . . . it hurts. Grrar! Anyway, I'm still cutting my hair tomorrow. Yay me. NOT.
* Go Back *
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:07 PM
8:07 PM
♥ Monday, October 29, 2007 ♥
Life is Hell (kind of?)
29 October 2007
Warning : Quite a boring post ahead!!
I'm positively dying.
*sigh*
What a day!!!! Phew.
Went to school early in the morning at 7 a.m. I promised myself not to sleep at school, but of course, I broke the promise. I don't want to fall asleep because if I do, my eyes, when I woke up, will be like, "heavy-lidded", and I probably couldn't get it open again unless I splash my face with lots and lots of water, which means, spoiling my hair too because my hair will become wet and flat and in other words, ugly. Poo. But I did fell asleep (couldn't help it), and of course, I felt so sleepy so I slept on and on, until I finally told myself to wake up and do something else. Splashed my face with water, and of course, my hair was spoiled! Kind of, because when I slept, I kind of messed it up, and I lost my comb, so . . . *sigh* But whatever, who cares how I look like?? I'm at SCHOOL, for goodness' sake. Oops.
Anyway, finally dragged myself up to Chinese Orchestra practice at 11 a.m. (Hmmph. Came to school so early just for it), then dashed off downstairs at 12.30 p.m. Ohh!!! So many things to do, so damn little time. Got to ask my friend to help me cut my hair, or else I'd probably get demerit 4 marks. So, spent the whole half hour running around looking for Tict Chyn and failing, so, I simply asked Catherine to help me cut my hair. In the end, Hui Min and Jun Fang all helped to cut my hair. Thanks a lot, guys!!! Although, I still haven't "pass" yet, and the prefect's still gonna check my hair tomorrow. *scowls* But she's better today, at least she didn't demerit me today although my hair is still a bit over-long. (*siggggh*) Why would our school want us to have so short hair?? Maybe they want us to be tomboys. Come on. FIVE centimeters from your earlobe. I mean, what's the difference with TEN centimeters and FIVE centimeters? Even the dogs' and cats' hair are longer than ours. Our school, apparently, set a false alarm, or it's not a false alarm, just something, to say that we're allowed to have long hair, long, as in ten centimeters, which isn't really anything but still better than five centimeters, but, nothing happened, so maybe it's just a fake trick our stupid school played. Thanks a bunch for reminding us that our hair are sooo short, to "allow" us to have ten centimeters long hair.
Before I cut my hair, I ran to take my huge pile of borrowed text books from school, today's the return date, so I got to tie everything up. It was so damn heavy. =.= And later I found out that bringing all of it was a terrible waste of time, and strength, because, I forgot to bring the darn CDs that came with the books which are of no use to us at all, just as a decoration for my table from the start of the year until now. And I guess it's a good thing I haven't returned the books, because, the green paper that Chia Chia gave to my sister to give it to me is still in one of the books. Whew.
Realized that I haven't finish my History Exercise (actually, um, no, not that I haven't finish yet, its, didn't do a single thing), so I was in such a state!!! Our teacher could get pretty crazy sometimes, I guess. Yeeep. Buffalo, Queen of Craziness a.k.a Queen of Emotions. If she's in a good mood, you're lucky. If she's in a bad mood, you're dead. If she's in a good mood, you'd get high marks for your presentations or tests. If she's in a bad mood, you'd get everything wrong. Haven't photocopied the exercises I was supposed to photocopy, so were going to the book shop right after we "report ourselves to the prefects", but didn't want to risk it after that horrible "encounter" with our lovely afternoon-session-whatever-she-is last time during recess (I mean ten minutes after recess, which means cutting class) Went back to class in a sweaty state, and found out that today's Chinese Orchestra practice is until 3 o'clock in the afternoon. Oh thank you God. Not. How am I supposed to do my History if I'm expected at the practice??! I sometimes wish I have a clone. Sometimes.
At first when I found out that I didn't brought the CDs with me I didn't care, but then, later, I ran back to class and told the teacher, and in the end I just decided to throw everything back into my car (I mean my mum's), just in case that the in-charge-of-the-borrowed-books-teacher doesn't want to keep the whole big pile of books without the darn CDs. Ran from the fourth floor back to the first, then finally, back to the cool air-conditioned Chinese Orchestra room. No. Actually it's not only for CO. But whatever, that's not important. =P And finally, things got better, because they didn't practice anything at all, everyone just sat there and discussed animatedly (not me) about the CO farewell this December, while I was busy copying the History from Hui Jing, and thinking how I can manage to skip the farewell. I know it's bad, but, CO farewells are seriously boring, from the sound of it, compared with last year's music camp (the discussions this year sounds a whole lot better, but still, I'm in doubt) Hope I'm still in Singapore by that time, but, it doesn't really sound . . . appealing??! To stay in Singapore for around 14 days. Think about it, a fortnight!! I know it's not too long, but, I don't want to come back too late!! There's a lot of birthdays to celebrate!! Most of my friends' birthdays are at the end of the year (just like mine).
Oh! And found out that we got marching on . . . guess when?? 28 and 29 of November. My birthday!!!! But, I don't think I can go, because, I'm probably in Singapore by that time. *aww* I was thinking about celebrating with my friends, but, that won't happen (with my kind of parents who doesn't allow me to go out unless there's an ADULT), unless one of my parent is coming along, which would spoil the entire day, so, it's better to stay at home, really. Hope I can celebrate my birthday in Singapore, if I'm in Singapore!! (I don't know why, I have a feeling I'm gonna get fat when I'm in Singapore, not that I'm not fat enough) And the cruise thing, I'm already dreaming about it. Sounds fab. Superstar Virgo, or something like that.
Got our Moral, Maths and PE exam papers today.
Moral : 83% (Pleased. As long as it starts with a 7 or 8, I'm happy)
Maths : 79% (Happy enough!!)
PE : 68% (I think so. NO clue, because . . .)
HA!
That bitch finally showed her fat face in class today. Rejoice! We missed her so much. Yeah, we did. Right. After years (okay. exaggerated) of absence (no clue where she went, maybe a trip to heaven), she finally appeared in class today. And probably just for today. I guess we won't be having any more PE lessons (practical or theory) this year. Fuck. Pei En asked me, "Can we sue her??" Yes, yes, YESSS!!! She deserves it. The bitch. We haven't done the high jump, long jump, and for many other people, 400 meters and 100 meters. (yeah, you know) So, she simply took our old marks from the first term. How clever. Solving the problem like that when we were all stuck in class every time she's absent. *groans* Hate her!! I asked if I can slap her face or just poke a hole on her face (I wish), and Pei En said, it would be totally worth it!! So it would. I wish I could. And the only reason she came into class today was to give back our PE exam paper, or else she'd probably disappear into thin air again. After she collected back the papers, she just like, sat there and look at all of us. We know we're pretty (*aherm, ahermm*) but couldn't she just let us do something than just sit there and waste time?? She could at least take us to the stadium (since it's kind of raining outside) to play badminton or something. *scowls* Hrrrmph. And we wasted like 15 minutes of her class, because, our class monitor was running everywhere just to look for her, and to ask if we're going down to the field or not, and when she came back all puffing and sweaty, she announced that the teacher couldn't be found anywhere. Hiding, maybe. I'm surprised none of our classmates . . . um, said anything to her about her continuous absence. But I guess nobody dared to, since she IS a teacher after all (not in our opinions, no), all superior and great, and holding the . . . um, great . . . power to demerit and scold us and whatever. *grrr* When she came into the class today, I said to Yann Ying in Chinese (so she wouldn't understand), "So! She finally showed her face in our class!!" Damn. I hate her. Like Jit Nee said, all those . . . PEOPLE (I can't really say it out, it might be a little offensive) are LAZY. Yep. Quite true.
Brought pasta to school with me today!! Honestly, it tasted nicer than when I had it last night. Last night there's just something weird about it. Today it tasted yummy! Jit Nee brought cheese and scrambled egg sandwich. Nice!! Yum. Exchanged with her, because I totally loved her sandwich, and she liked my pasta! I love my pasta too, but, well, whatever, it makes a . . . um, change to eat different food. Yeeep. Actually Yann Ying brought a slice of cake today, and it smells . . . hmmm, nice, but, it looks horrible, because it's kind of all squashed and . . . deformed with all the shaking and stuff in her bag. Oh! And Yann Ying cut her hair. Aww. Not so cute anymore!! =( *sigh* The way she described her barber was so hilarious! She told the barber that she was from our school, and her barber said, oh, that school! Well, aren't you supposed to have those "mushroom" hair cuts, the all straight, like a bowl, and no layers hair style like the good-little-girl hairstyle, all prim and proper (YUCK! Is it prim and proper? I used to have that kind of hair . . . YUCK.), so, the barber cut Yann Ying's hair into a "that-kind-of-hairstyle", sort of, just a bit better but not as cute as her previous one when she cut with me. =(
Okay. And I was totally crazy today. Was at Chinese Orchestra practice when someone gave me 22 small sheets of pink paper, to leave comments for the graduating Form 5 seniors. Just what I wanted. NOT. Was hurrying like anything over my stupid History, and I was kind of rude to that someone. Oops. Sorry!! Foul mood, really. So sweaty, so hot, so sticky. Not nice. And I asked Wei to help me keep the sheets of pink paper first, so she did, in her song-scores-file. And she borrowed it to me because I wanted to photocopy the scores. So, all the sheets of paper went with me, and down to recess in the file (because I planned to go to the bookshop to photocopy it, but later decided against it because I have a lot of things to do). In the end I asked Hui Jing to photocopy the History stuff for me, and later when I was going to take it from her, all the 44 sheets of paper (including Wei's, white in color) fell out from the file and flew onto the floor. Shit. Well, at least nothing happened to them. Whew.
Later, after I "finished my business", I walked back to the class with Jun Fang and Jit Nee. I don't know why, I sort of threw my hands up (I was holding the file, and I must be happy), and guess what happened. My 22 small sheets of pink paper all flew out from the file and "PLOP"!! Fell into the drain. Fuck. Lucky the drain wasn't too wet but it still was a bit wet at the bottom, and, there were lots of those green velvety plant stuff (forgotten the name) in the drain. Lovely. Got to reach into the drain and pick up the papers. Thank goodness only a few of them are spoiled. Lost one. Actually no I didn't lost it, it was in a terrible state : wet, and full of those green stuff, so I just left it there on the floor. Oops. Sorry to Jun Fang for having to reach your hand into the drain with me!!! Sorrry. =( Eew.
Anyway, this laptop is killing me. Those electric-shock thingies, I don't understand why, are killing my hands. Ouch. Uh-oh. And going to school early tomorrow for the Graduation day rehearsal. *sigh* Early-birds, we are.
OUCH.
* Go Back *
Warning : Quite a boring post ahead!!
I'm positively dying.
*sigh*
What a day!!!! Phew.
Went to school early in the morning at 7 a.m. I promised myself not to sleep at school, but of course, I broke the promise. I don't want to fall asleep because if I do, my eyes, when I woke up, will be like, "heavy-lidded", and I probably couldn't get it open again unless I splash my face with lots and lots of water, which means, spoiling my hair too because my hair will become wet and flat and in other words, ugly. Poo. But I did fell asleep (couldn't help it), and of course, I felt so sleepy so I slept on and on, until I finally told myself to wake up and do something else. Splashed my face with water, and of course, my hair was spoiled! Kind of, because when I slept, I kind of messed it up, and I lost my comb, so . . . *sigh* But whatever, who cares how I look like?? I'm at SCHOOL, for goodness' sake. Oops.
Anyway, finally dragged myself up to Chinese Orchestra practice at 11 a.m. (Hmmph. Came to school so early just for it), then dashed off downstairs at 12.30 p.m. Ohh!!! So many things to do, so damn little time. Got to ask my friend to help me cut my hair, or else I'd probably get demerit 4 marks. So, spent the whole half hour running around looking for Tict Chyn and failing, so, I simply asked Catherine to help me cut my hair. In the end, Hui Min and Jun Fang all helped to cut my hair. Thanks a lot, guys!!! Although, I still haven't "pass" yet, and the prefect's still gonna check my hair tomorrow. *scowls* But she's better today, at least she didn't demerit me today although my hair is still a bit over-long. (*siggggh*) Why would our school want us to have so short hair?? Maybe they want us to be tomboys. Come on. FIVE centimeters from your earlobe. I mean, what's the difference with TEN centimeters and FIVE centimeters? Even the dogs' and cats' hair are longer than ours. Our school, apparently, set a false alarm, or it's not a false alarm, just something, to say that we're allowed to have long hair, long, as in ten centimeters, which isn't really anything but still better than five centimeters, but, nothing happened, so maybe it's just a fake trick our stupid school played. Thanks a bunch for reminding us that our hair are sooo short, to "allow" us to have ten centimeters long hair.
Before I cut my hair, I ran to take my huge pile of borrowed text books from school, today's the return date, so I got to tie everything up. It was so damn heavy. =.= And later I found out that bringing all of it was a terrible waste of time, and strength, because, I forgot to bring the darn CDs that came with the books which are of no use to us at all, just as a decoration for my table from the start of the year until now. And I guess it's a good thing I haven't returned the books, because, the green paper that Chia Chia gave to my sister to give it to me is still in one of the books. Whew.
Realized that I haven't finish my History Exercise (actually, um, no, not that I haven't finish yet, its, didn't do a single thing), so I was in such a state!!! Our teacher could get pretty crazy sometimes, I guess. Yeeep. Buffalo, Queen of Craziness a.k.a Queen of Emotions. If she's in a good mood, you're lucky. If she's in a bad mood, you're dead. If she's in a good mood, you'd get high marks for your presentations or tests. If she's in a bad mood, you'd get everything wrong. Haven't photocopied the exercises I was supposed to photocopy, so were going to the book shop right after we "report ourselves to the prefects", but didn't want to risk it after that horrible "encounter" with our lovely afternoon-session-whatever-she-is last time during recess (I mean ten minutes after recess, which means cutting class) Went back to class in a sweaty state, and found out that today's Chinese Orchestra practice is until 3 o'clock in the afternoon. Oh thank you God. Not. How am I supposed to do my History if I'm expected at the practice??! I sometimes wish I have a clone. Sometimes.
At first when I found out that I didn't brought the CDs with me I didn't care, but then, later, I ran back to class and told the teacher, and in the end I just decided to throw everything back into my car (I mean my mum's), just in case that the in-charge-of-the-borrowed-books-teacher doesn't want to keep the whole big pile of books without the darn CDs. Ran from the fourth floor back to the first, then finally, back to the cool air-conditioned Chinese Orchestra room. No. Actually it's not only for CO. But whatever, that's not important. =P And finally, things got better, because they didn't practice anything at all, everyone just sat there and discussed animatedly (not me) about the CO farewell this December, while I was busy copying the History from Hui Jing, and thinking how I can manage to skip the farewell. I know it's bad, but, CO farewells are seriously boring, from the sound of it, compared with last year's music camp (the discussions this year sounds a whole lot better, but still, I'm in doubt) Hope I'm still in Singapore by that time, but, it doesn't really sound . . . appealing??! To stay in Singapore for around 14 days. Think about it, a fortnight!! I know it's not too long, but, I don't want to come back too late!! There's a lot of birthdays to celebrate!! Most of my friends' birthdays are at the end of the year (just like mine).
Oh! And found out that we got marching on . . . guess when?? 28 and 29 of November. My birthday!!!! But, I don't think I can go, because, I'm probably in Singapore by that time. *aww* I was thinking about celebrating with my friends, but, that won't happen (with my kind of parents who doesn't allow me to go out unless there's an ADULT), unless one of my parent is coming along, which would spoil the entire day, so, it's better to stay at home, really. Hope I can celebrate my birthday in Singapore, if I'm in Singapore!! (I don't know why, I have a feeling I'm gonna get fat when I'm in Singapore, not that I'm not fat enough) And the cruise thing, I'm already dreaming about it. Sounds fab. Superstar Virgo, or something like that.
Got our Moral, Maths and PE exam papers today.
Moral : 83% (Pleased. As long as it starts with a 7 or 8, I'm happy)
Maths : 79% (Happy enough!!)
PE : 68% (I think so. NO clue, because . . .)
HA!
That bitch finally showed her fat face in class today. Rejoice! We missed her so much. Yeah, we did. Right. After years (okay. exaggerated) of absence (no clue where she went, maybe a trip to heaven), she finally appeared in class today. And probably just for today. I guess we won't be having any more PE lessons (practical or theory) this year. Fuck. Pei En asked me, "Can we sue her??" Yes, yes, YESSS!!! She deserves it. The bitch. We haven't done the high jump, long jump, and for many other people, 400 meters and 100 meters. (yeah, you know) So, she simply took our old marks from the first term. How clever. Solving the problem like that when we were all stuck in class every time she's absent. *groans* Hate her!! I asked if I can slap her face or just poke a hole on her face (I wish), and Pei En said, it would be totally worth it!! So it would. I wish I could. And the only reason she came into class today was to give back our PE exam paper, or else she'd probably disappear into thin air again. After she collected back the papers, she just like, sat there and look at all of us. We know we're pretty (*aherm, ahermm*) but couldn't she just let us do something than just sit there and waste time?? She could at least take us to the stadium (since it's kind of raining outside) to play badminton or something. *scowls* Hrrrmph. And we wasted like 15 minutes of her class, because, our class monitor was running everywhere just to look for her, and to ask if we're going down to the field or not, and when she came back all puffing and sweaty, she announced that the teacher couldn't be found anywhere. Hiding, maybe. I'm surprised none of our classmates . . . um, said anything to her about her continuous absence. But I guess nobody dared to, since she IS a teacher after all (not in our opinions, no), all superior and great, and holding the . . . um, great . . . power to demerit and scold us and whatever. *grrr* When she came into the class today, I said to Yann Ying in Chinese (so she wouldn't understand), "So! She finally showed her face in our class!!" Damn. I hate her. Like Jit Nee said, all those . . . PEOPLE (I can't really say it out, it might be a little offensive) are LAZY. Yep. Quite true.
Brought pasta to school with me today!! Honestly, it tasted nicer than when I had it last night. Last night there's just something weird about it. Today it tasted yummy! Jit Nee brought cheese and scrambled egg sandwich. Nice!! Yum. Exchanged with her, because I totally loved her sandwich, and she liked my pasta! I love my pasta too, but, well, whatever, it makes a . . . um, change to eat different food. Yeeep. Actually Yann Ying brought a slice of cake today, and it smells . . . hmmm, nice, but, it looks horrible, because it's kind of all squashed and . . . deformed with all the shaking and stuff in her bag. Oh! And Yann Ying cut her hair. Aww. Not so cute anymore!! =( *sigh* The way she described her barber was so hilarious! She told the barber that she was from our school, and her barber said, oh, that school! Well, aren't you supposed to have those "mushroom" hair cuts, the all straight, like a bowl, and no layers hair style like the good-little-girl hairstyle, all prim and proper (YUCK! Is it prim and proper? I used to have that kind of hair . . . YUCK.), so, the barber cut Yann Ying's hair into a "that-kind-of-hairstyle", sort of, just a bit better but not as cute as her previous one when she cut with me. =(
Okay. And I was totally crazy today. Was at Chinese Orchestra practice when someone gave me 22 small sheets of pink paper, to leave comments for the graduating Form 5 seniors. Just what I wanted. NOT. Was hurrying like anything over my stupid History, and I was kind of rude to that someone. Oops. Sorry!! Foul mood, really. So sweaty, so hot, so sticky. Not nice. And I asked Wei to help me keep the sheets of pink paper first, so she did, in her song-scores-file. And she borrowed it to me because I wanted to photocopy the scores. So, all the sheets of paper went with me, and down to recess in the file (because I planned to go to the bookshop to photocopy it, but later decided against it because I have a lot of things to do). In the end I asked Hui Jing to photocopy the History stuff for me, and later when I was going to take it from her, all the 44 sheets of paper (including Wei's, white in color) fell out from the file and flew onto the floor. Shit. Well, at least nothing happened to them. Whew.
Later, after I "finished my business", I walked back to the class with Jun Fang and Jit Nee. I don't know why, I sort of threw my hands up (I was holding the file, and I must be happy), and guess what happened. My 22 small sheets of pink paper all flew out from the file and "PLOP"!! Fell into the drain. Fuck. Lucky the drain wasn't too wet but it still was a bit wet at the bottom, and, there were lots of those green velvety plant stuff (forgotten the name) in the drain. Lovely. Got to reach into the drain and pick up the papers. Thank goodness only a few of them are spoiled. Lost one. Actually no I didn't lost it, it was in a terrible state : wet, and full of those green stuff, so I just left it there on the floor. Oops. Sorry to Jun Fang for having to reach your hand into the drain with me!!! Sorrry. =( Eew.
Anyway, this laptop is killing me. Those electric-shock thingies, I don't understand why, are killing my hands. Ouch. Uh-oh. And going to school early tomorrow for the Graduation day rehearsal. *sigh* Early-birds, we are.
OUCH.
* Go Back *
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:06 PM
8:06 PM
♥ Saturday, October 27, 2007 ♥
The Handmaiden's Tale
27 October 2007
Warning : Weird post of ... descriptions ahead!!
Gossip Girl!!!
Thanks to tvshowsuploader for uploading the Episode 6!! I'm so happy I could burst. I was so sad when all the videos were banned. I missed the Episode 5 - Dare Devil!! Oh well. But at least I get to watch the Episode 6 - The Handmaiden's Tale.
UPDATE : People who don't get to watch Gossip Girl on YouTube, go to www.tudou.com!!! I'm sure you can find it there... =)
It was SO nice!! Definitely one of the best episodes (not that there are many) out of the six episodes. It's about a masquerade ball. I loveee masquerade balls!! It's so mysterious, and so gorgeous!! There's a masquerade ball in the Phantom Of The Opera movie, too!! I love the beautiful masks with feathers and sequins that sparkles and glitters, I love the gorgeous dresses, I love how . . . secretive they all seem!! *dreamy look*
That's your cue to invite me to a masquerade, whoever you are!!!
NOW. =P
Serena's mask is the most gorgeous one, I think. Gold, with swirl patterns. I don't know how to describe it, it's just so pretty!! But I do NOT like Serena's dark lipstick, I don't know why, it looks weird on her. And her hair is too curly. But she's still so gorgeous. I wonder how it would be like to be like her . . .
Blair's outfit is cool, too!! Her mask is silver, with glitters or diamonds I have no clue, and it isn't tied at the back of the head like Serena's and the other people's, hers was the hold-in-the-hand mask. Nice!! It totally matched her hair, outfit and accessories. She's so gorgeous, too!! Damn. A show full of hot girls (and some guys), who could resist? :P
Jenny doesn't look too bad either!! I don't like her dress, but from the neck upwards, she looks pretty!! I especially love her big blue eyes. Her mask is cute too. Pale blue in color with feathers at the side. =] I love what she did to Chuck!! Go on, girl!! Ha ha.
Nate!! He's like the cooler and cuter version of the Phantom Of The Opera, just not quite as . . . strong and . . . strong (?!) like the real Phantom??! His mask is exactly the same, just silver in color.
Chuck looks . . . evil. Kind of. Weird mask!!
Vanessa finally appeared in this episode!! And she doesn't look like how she was described in the book. SO not the same!! The Vanessa in the show is like, so happy and cheerful, wears nice clothes in bright colors, and with hair. The one in the book is like dark and different, wears black all the time, and without hair. And the Vanessa in the show wore silver dangly earrings which is even weirder since in the books she always has a "silver snake clipped to her ear" or something like that. Oh well. I guess Jenny isn't a brunette or has huge boobs either.
Vanessa.
And guess what??!
CariDee English, the winner of the America's Next Top Model Cycle 7 was in the show too!! I knew for a long time she would be in the show, but I don't know who she's playing. Turns out that she's . . . see for yourself. She looks weird here!! I prefer her when she's in the ANTM show. She somehow looks prettier there.
Dan and Serena kissed so many times in this episode!! Kind of. =P But I wish it was Nate Serena's kissing because I prefer them together. And Nate wasn't over Serena?? I was so happy to hear that, but so sad that Nate talked to the wrong person because Serena and Jenny swapped their masks and Serena's coat, and Jenny lets her blond (supposed to be brown) hair down, looking like Serena (just not as gorgeous) when she wears Serena's mask. And Nate kissed Jenny because he thought she was Serena. Shit. NO!! I don't want that. No. Nope. No way. Damn it.
Warning : Weird post of ... descriptions ahead!!
Gossip Girl!!!
Thanks to tvshowsuploader for uploading the Episode 6!! I'm so happy I could burst. I was so sad when all the videos were banned. I missed the Episode 5 - Dare Devil!! Oh well. But at least I get to watch the Episode 6 - The Handmaiden's Tale.
UPDATE : People who don't get to watch Gossip Girl on YouTube, go to www.tudou.com!!! I'm sure you can find it there... =)
It was SO nice!! Definitely one of the best episodes (not that there are many) out of the six episodes. It's about a masquerade ball. I loveee masquerade balls!! It's so mysterious, and so gorgeous!! There's a masquerade ball in the Phantom Of The Opera movie, too!! I love the beautiful masks with feathers and sequins that sparkles and glitters, I love the gorgeous dresses, I love how . . . secretive they all seem!! *dreamy look*
That's your cue to invite me to a masquerade, whoever you are!!!
NOW. =P
Serena's mask is the most gorgeous one, I think. Gold, with swirl patterns. I don't know how to describe it, it's just so pretty!! But I do NOT like Serena's dark lipstick, I don't know why, it looks weird on her. And her hair is too curly. But she's still so gorgeous. I wonder how it would be like to be like her . . .
Blair's outfit is cool, too!! Her mask is silver, with glitters or diamonds I have no clue, and it isn't tied at the back of the head like Serena's and the other people's, hers was the hold-in-the-hand mask. Nice!! It totally matched her hair, outfit and accessories. She's so gorgeous, too!! Damn. A show full of hot girls (and some guys), who could resist? :P
Jenny doesn't look too bad either!! I don't like her dress, but from the neck upwards, she looks pretty!! I especially love her big blue eyes. Her mask is cute too. Pale blue in color with feathers at the side. =] I love what she did to Chuck!! Go on, girl!! Ha ha.
Nate!! He's like the cooler and cuter version of the Phantom Of The Opera, just not quite as . . . strong and . . . strong (?!) like the real Phantom??! His mask is exactly the same, just silver in color.
Chuck looks . . . evil. Kind of. Weird mask!!
Vanessa finally appeared in this episode!! And she doesn't look like how she was described in the book. SO not the same!! The Vanessa in the show is like, so happy and cheerful, wears nice clothes in bright colors, and with hair. The one in the book is like dark and different, wears black all the time, and without hair. And the Vanessa in the show wore silver dangly earrings which is even weirder since in the books she always has a "silver snake clipped to her ear" or something like that. Oh well. I guess Jenny isn't a brunette or has huge boobs either.
Vanessa.
And guess what??!
CariDee English, the winner of the America's Next Top Model Cycle 7 was in the show too!! I knew for a long time she would be in the show, but I don't know who she's playing. Turns out that she's . . . see for yourself. She looks weird here!! I prefer her when she's in the ANTM show. She somehow looks prettier there.
Dan and Serena kissed so many times in this episode!! Kind of. =P But I wish it was Nate Serena's kissing because I prefer them together. And Nate wasn't over Serena?? I was so happy to hear that, but so sad that Nate talked to the wrong person because Serena and Jenny swapped their masks and Serena's coat, and Jenny lets her blond (supposed to be brown) hair down, looking like Serena (just not as gorgeous) when she wears Serena's mask. And Nate kissed Jenny because he thought she was Serena. Shit. NO!! I don't want that. No. Nope. No way. Damn it.
Nate and Jenny in Serena's mask. The mask is gorgeous, right?? But doesn't suit Jenny. ADD : The Stupid Wannabe. *sigh*
Dan and Serena. Sweet!!
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♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:56 PM
8:56 PM
♥ Friday, October 26, 2007 ♥
Unlucky Months
26 October 2007
Nope. I'm not talking about periods.
I think April and October are supposed to be my unlucky months this year . . .
April : Exams pressure, lost things, piles of homework and projects, and the list goes on and on.
October : Exams pressure, pure bad luck, end of story.
Although October isn't as bad as April, but still, so many make-me-soooo-angry things happened. Not exactly the best month of the year.
So. I'll tell you what happened today.
The prefects checked our nails and hair today, and guess what????
I GOT THROUGH!!! My goodness. What a narrow escape from getting our hair cut by the discipline teachers, what a narrow escape from being demerit 2 marks. Thanks a lot J!! You really saved my life, saved me from getting scolded by my parents, saved me from everything!! Gosh. I really can't express my token of gratitude, appreciation, blah, blah, blah that I feel towards you. And you saved me from getting another hair cut in like a week and a few days, and helped me save my precious money which I'm kind of short of right now.
*jerks out of day-dream*
I wish.
*scowls*
Hurray. Just my kind of luck, such a wonderful start of the day.
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BORING PART
Since it's boring, why don't I delete it??
Because I need to write down my marks somewhere. With a memory like this, I don't think I'll remember it, especially when it's exam marks that I'm trying to remember.
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Got Science (finally) today, and Malay. But at least I got lucky this time.
Science : Thought I failed, but luckily, I didn't, but I got 55% only, which is kind of near to the "fail-line", which is 50%. Lucky for me then.
Malay : Thought I got something like 60%, but instead I got 82%, thanks to the teacher!!! Even though 82% is already very low in our class, since that so many people got 97% or 98%, I was so, so, pleased with it because the Paper 1 I got like, so low marks. Our teacher wasn't too strict, so we all got very high marks for the Paper 2. Thanks!!! =DD
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Got three thick History exercises from Buffy, AFTER THE EXAMS. What the hell??! Why didn't she give it to us before the exams?? Then it would at least be of some use to us. Yeah, people would say its counted as preparing for PMR next year, but, come on, who can remember these things for one whole year until PMR?? Not me.
And we've got to pass up our History Exercise Book on Monday. NOOO!! So many things to do, so little time, and so much laziness. *sigh*
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Planning to go out with Sue Yi, Jit Nee, and Tict Chyn this Sunday, but somehow I couldn't pluck up the courage to ask my parents, since they don't allow me to go out unless there's an adult (I know, SUCKS a hell lot.) I really wish I can go, because I'm so bored at home, and, exams are over!! I want to enjoy myself. And it can be a belated-birthday-celebration for Sue Yi!! *sigh* I wish I can go. But, I don't think so, Luck kind of hates me at this moment.
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Anyway, I'm going to play games to make me happier!!! =)
Hee hee.
(I know lah. I don't sound unhappy at all. That's because I have a problem with using the right words to express my feelings.)
Hee hee.
(Who says unhappy people can't laugh??)
Hee hee.
* Go Back *
Nope. I'm not talking about periods.
I think April and October are supposed to be my unlucky months this year . . .
April : Exams pressure, lost things, piles of homework and projects, and the list goes on and on.
October : Exams pressure, pure bad luck, end of story.
Although October isn't as bad as April, but still, so many make-me-soooo-angry things happened. Not exactly the best month of the year.
So. I'll tell you what happened today.
The prefects checked our nails and hair today, and guess what????
I GOT THROUGH!!! My goodness. What a narrow escape from getting our hair cut by the discipline teachers, what a narrow escape from being demerit 2 marks. Thanks a lot J!! You really saved my life, saved me from getting scolded by my parents, saved me from everything!! Gosh. I really can't express my token of gratitude, appreciation, blah, blah, blah that I feel towards you. And you saved me from getting another hair cut in like a week and a few days, and helped me save my precious money which I'm kind of short of right now.
*jerks out of day-dream*
I wish.
*scowls*
Hurray. Just my kind of luck, such a wonderful start of the day.
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BORING PART
Since it's boring, why don't I delete it??
Because I need to write down my marks somewhere. With a memory like this, I don't think I'll remember it, especially when it's exam marks that I'm trying to remember.
*
Got Science (finally) today, and Malay. But at least I got lucky this time.
Science : Thought I failed, but luckily, I didn't, but I got 55% only, which is kind of near to the "fail-line", which is 50%. Lucky for me then.
Malay : Thought I got something like 60%, but instead I got 82%, thanks to the teacher!!! Even though 82% is already very low in our class, since that so many people got 97% or 98%, I was so, so, pleased with it because the Paper 1 I got like, so low marks. Our teacher wasn't too strict, so we all got very high marks for the Paper 2. Thanks!!! =DD
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Got three thick History exercises from Buffy, AFTER THE EXAMS. What the hell??! Why didn't she give it to us before the exams?? Then it would at least be of some use to us. Yeah, people would say its counted as preparing for PMR next year, but, come on, who can remember these things for one whole year until PMR?? Not me.
And we've got to pass up our History Exercise Book on Monday. NOOO!! So many things to do, so little time, and so much laziness. *sigh*
*
Planning to go out with Sue Yi, Jit Nee, and Tict Chyn this Sunday, but somehow I couldn't pluck up the courage to ask my parents, since they don't allow me to go out unless there's an adult (I know, SUCKS a hell lot.) I really wish I can go, because I'm so bored at home, and, exams are over!! I want to enjoy myself. And it can be a belated-birthday-celebration for Sue Yi!! *sigh* I wish I can go. But, I don't think so, Luck kind of hates me at this moment.
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Anyway, I'm going to play games to make me happier!!! =)
Hee hee.
(I know lah. I don't sound unhappy at all. That's because I have a problem with using the right words to express my feelings.)
Hee hee.
(Who says unhappy people can't laugh??)
Hee hee.
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♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
6:58 PM
6:58 PM
♥ Thursday, October 25, 2007 ♥
Boring School Stuff
25 October 2007
Warning : Boring and Fuck-You-All Post Ahead!!
If I keep on warning you all, no one will ever read my blogs again. Not that anyone actually reads it.
FUCK.
It was raining when I reached school, so we played under the rain for a bit (a bit is an understatement) until our shoes were soaked and there were water dripping from our hair. It was so fun *shhh*, and at the time I thought that this was definitely the best day of my life. (I always say that, but I'm always wrong) How damn wrong I was. (See?? I told you I was always wrong)
I went to Chinese Orchestra practice after that, and it was . . . FREEZING ASS COLD!! (said by Heather from ANTM Cycle 9) The room is air-conditioned, and being wet just isn't helping. My shoes were so wet, even now, after I came home from school. Uggh. But it's my own fault, so, I won't complain too much. Practice was until around 3.30 p.m, so we missed at least four periods. Not only us, the-whatever-that-is-going-on-in-the-hall and all those people who were there, which is like, the whole school except a few Form 2 pupils missed all those periods too. In our class, there were only like nine people left who didn't join the thing, so, yeah, it was so lonely (have I ever mentioned that loneliness kills me?) and freaking boring. Thank God when I came back from practice it was already recess. So I just had to go through recess, and Art period, which isn't too boring as the Art teacher chatted to Sue Yi and I, until everyone came back.
It was so funny!!! But . . . Arrgh. I wish our Art teacher would stop telling me (again and again) how every teacher says that my sister is so . . . good, nice, pleasant, polite, blah, blah, blah. I know, I know, she is, but I don't care, none of my concern, end of story. If she's trying to tell me I'm bad, not nice, unpleasant, impolite, blah, blah, blah then just tell me instead of keep repeating those stuff about my sister. But of course, that wasn't what she was trying to say (I don't think so). She keeps saying that I'm . . . lazy, cheeky, those kind of stuff, and how different I was compared to my sister, personality-wise anyway, and how I hated her because she said that I look like my sister (a statement which I really, really hate). She says I ought to make friends with his son because we're so alike in our ways, aka LAZINESS. And she said she likes to tease me. Tease ME??! She must be kidding.
It was duty after that, and I was damn pissed. Hello?? Where's everybody?? Fuck them. Fuck them ALL. Huh?! Had they died and gone to heavenly bliss? (Bad thing to say but I just couldn't care less) So I got the place at the traffic light instead of the gate, and I've got to tie and keep the red and white thingie and take it back home (Thanks a LOT.) I was nearly short of time. Fuck. I hate it. I hate it all. I don't think I ever want to touch the red and white thingie again. Now it's in an untidy bundle on the floor and I just don't wanna touch it. Let it be like that. Hopefully it broke. Got caught in fire and end up in flames and dust. Got torn into pieces and thrown in to the dustbin. Got blown away by the wind. Eaten by . . . something. Arrrgh.
Damn. I'm gonna chop off people's heads tomorrow. Fangs are bared. *growls* I know it's no big deal, these things happened a lot of times, but, I'm just not in the mood to cope with it all. And it's always so dark these days, and I mean from now on until goodness knows when, and it's not fun at all to be going home so late and dark. Only me. Although there were definitely other students, but I still don't like it.
And I know that if I'm on duty at the gate, then the other people who was on duty at the traffic light or the red and white thingie will be going home late (I'm selfish, whatever you say) but I hate to make the teacher and whoever-she-is go home late just because I'm on duty. That's not nice at all. Got to hurry back inside, because the teacher's car is always parked inside. *sigh*
Ohhhh.
So much for my happyending start of the day.
* Go Back *
Warning : Boring and Fuck-You-All Post Ahead!!
If I keep on warning you all, no one will ever read my blogs again. Not that anyone actually reads it.
FUCK.
It was raining when I reached school, so we played under the rain for a bit (a bit is an understatement) until our shoes were soaked and there were water dripping from our hair. It was so fun *shhh*, and at the time I thought that this was definitely the best day of my life. (I always say that, but I'm always wrong) How damn wrong I was. (See?? I told you I was always wrong)
I went to Chinese Orchestra practice after that, and it was . . . FREEZING ASS COLD!! (said by Heather from ANTM Cycle 9) The room is air-conditioned, and being wet just isn't helping. My shoes were so wet, even now, after I came home from school. Uggh. But it's my own fault, so, I won't complain too much. Practice was until around 3.30 p.m, so we missed at least four periods. Not only us, the-whatever-that-is-going-on-in-the-hall and all those people who were there, which is like, the whole school except a few Form 2 pupils missed all those periods too. In our class, there were only like nine people left who didn't join the thing, so, yeah, it was so lonely (have I ever mentioned that loneliness kills me?) and freaking boring. Thank God when I came back from practice it was already recess. So I just had to go through recess, and Art period, which isn't too boring as the Art teacher chatted to Sue Yi and I, until everyone came back.
It was so funny!!! But . . . Arrgh. I wish our Art teacher would stop telling me (again and again) how every teacher says that my sister is so . . . good, nice, pleasant, polite, blah, blah, blah. I know, I know, she is, but I don't care, none of my concern, end of story. If she's trying to tell me I'm bad, not nice, unpleasant, impolite, blah, blah, blah then just tell me instead of keep repeating those stuff about my sister. But of course, that wasn't what she was trying to say (I don't think so). She keeps saying that I'm . . . lazy, cheeky, those kind of stuff, and how different I was compared to my sister, personality-wise anyway, and how I hated her because she said that I look like my sister (a statement which I really, really hate). She says I ought to make friends with his son because we're so alike in our ways, aka LAZINESS. And she said she likes to tease me. Tease ME??! She must be kidding.
It was duty after that, and I was damn pissed. Hello?? Where's everybody?? Fuck them. Fuck them ALL. Huh?! Had they died and gone to heavenly bliss? (Bad thing to say but I just couldn't care less) So I got the place at the traffic light instead of the gate, and I've got to tie and keep the red and white thingie and take it back home (Thanks a LOT.) I was nearly short of time. Fuck. I hate it. I hate it all. I don't think I ever want to touch the red and white thingie again. Now it's in an untidy bundle on the floor and I just don't wanna touch it. Let it be like that. Hopefully it broke. Got caught in fire and end up in flames and dust. Got torn into pieces and thrown in to the dustbin. Got blown away by the wind. Eaten by . . . something. Arrrgh.
Damn. I'm gonna chop off people's heads tomorrow. Fangs are bared. *growls* I know it's no big deal, these things happened a lot of times, but, I'm just not in the mood to cope with it all. And it's always so dark these days, and I mean from now on until goodness knows when, and it's not fun at all to be going home so late and dark. Only me. Although there were definitely other students, but I still don't like it.
And I know that if I'm on duty at the gate, then the other people who was on duty at the traffic light or the red and white thingie will be going home late (I'm selfish, whatever you say) but I hate to make the teacher and whoever-she-is go home late just because I'm on duty. That's not nice at all. Got to hurry back inside, because the teacher's car is always parked inside. *sigh*
Ohhhh.
So much for my happy
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♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
7:46 PM
7:46 PM
♥ Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ♥
Bumble Bee, I Know You Love Me
23 October 2007
Hey!! My title rhymes.
:P
Nearly stung by a bee today. Not a bumble bee but a bee nevertheless. Was in the school's sewing room, chatting with everyone else when I felt something crawl up my socks then my legs. I looked down, saw something quite big and black, so at first I thought it was a beetle. A beetle is no big deal, it couldn't bite or sting, but when it holds on tight to you then it might hurt a little bit.
I tried to kick the bee away, and instead it flew to my right leg. *screams* That's when I realized it was a bee but not a beetle, because I saw the orange stripe on the bee's body. And I screamed. =.= I finally kicked it away, actually, no, I kind of stepped on it (I'm so sorry!!! T.T) and it flew away, making a stop on Ning Ee's shoes instead. That bee must be attracted to our shoes lovely smell. *nods*
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Anyway, got to wear the "bridal gown and princess tiara" (in case you don't know, read the previous entry) to school tomorrow. Actually just the gown or doctor's uniform or whatever, because ...
I managed to change my duty!!!!!
YAY!!!
Thanks Ming Hooi. =D
Look at the "tiara". Isn't it beautiful??!!?! =P
Gy modeling the hat . . . I mean tiara, for me.
Cute!!! xD
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Anyway, I was so bored at school today, and everyone was sewing the blouses that the teacher asked us to do, and I already finished, so I sewed things on my uniform. Yeah. My school uniform. Weird and mad thing to do, but, so what?? Give me something else to do in school. Go kiss the English teacher's oily face?? No thanks. Sweep the floor, wipe the windows and blackboard, no thank you either. I sewed a star at first, but then decided a snowflake would look better, so I sewed snowflakes on the hem of my school uniform. It looks cute, but the snowflakes are all a bit . . . deformed. :P
Deformed and recolored snowflakes!! =DD
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So my sister was back from Genting on Sunday, but today I only saw her photos at Genting. Sick with envy. The big "marigold-round" swing, the roller coasters, ferris wheels . . . *scowls* I miss Genting!! I wish I can go with my friends like my sister did. Although there were two teachers around them, but, better than staying at home right? And parent-free. Imagine. Not in the same room as the teachers either, so, a room with your friends in a hotel, playing games, playing in the theme park together . . . *sigh* I did went to Genting with my primary school friends before though, but I'd like to go with my secondary school friends!! That would be nice. =)
CATERPILLAR!!!! Omg. Run, run!!! =P
One of the things my sister bought at Genting or Kuala Lumpur (no idea which), fake dinosaurs and caterpillars which can expand 600% their size after 72 hours in the water. *shudders* It's so soft and . . . caterpillar-ish. Makes me squirm. Eew. I'm scared of caterpillars, honestly. This is the "BEFORE" picture of the caterpillar. It's now in the water, and we're waiting for the "AFTER" results. After 72 hours and we can see how big it is. :P
It's for three-year-olds. I see. xD
My sister bought it for me because she knows that I like strawberries. The keychain quite cute lah. :)
Thank you!!
And of course she knows that I like strawberries (and ladybirds : weird things to like, but, the soft toys are really cute) If she doesn't, she couldn't call herself my sister again.
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Gossip Girl collection!! Three more books to go. *sigh* I think I won't be buying anything in Singapore after all. =( I want, want, WANT the prequel book!!! [It Had To Be You]
Update : Two more books to go!!! Got the 10th book.
Yummy blueberry muffins my mum baked. Doesn't look appealing, no, but it tastes great, that's the main thing. =)
Anyway, off to play The Sims 2!! My character is just so gorgeous after I downloaded all those genetics, clothes, and stuff. Love it!! I called her . . . Guess what I called her?? I called her Serena van der Woodsen. From Gossip Girl!!! I so love Serena. And I named the other people in the neighborhood Blair Waldorf, Nate Archibald and stuff, all from the Gossip Girl series. =P Going to name the America's Next Top Model contestants next time. Renee!!! <3
* Go Back *
Hey!! My title rhymes.
:P
Nearly stung by a bee today. Not a bumble bee but a bee nevertheless. Was in the school's sewing room, chatting with everyone else when I felt something crawl up my socks then my legs. I looked down, saw something quite big and black, so at first I thought it was a beetle. A beetle is no big deal, it couldn't bite or sting, but when it holds on tight to you then it might hurt a little bit.
I tried to kick the bee away, and instead it flew to my right leg. *screams* That's when I realized it was a bee but not a beetle, because I saw the orange stripe on the bee's body. And I screamed. =.= I finally kicked it away, actually, no, I kind of stepped on it (I'm so sorry!!! T.T) and it flew away, making a stop on Ning Ee's shoes instead. That bee must be attracted to our shoes lovely smell. *nods*
*
Anyway, got to wear the "bridal gown and princess tiara" (in case you don't know, read the previous entry) to school tomorrow. Actually just the gown or doctor's uniform or whatever, because ...
I managed to change my duty!!!!!
YAY!!!
Thanks Ming Hooi. =D
Look at the "tiara". Isn't it beautiful??!!?! =P
Gy modeling the hat . . . I mean tiara, for me.
Cute!!! xD
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Anyway, I was so bored at school today, and everyone was sewing the blouses that the teacher asked us to do, and I already finished, so I sewed things on my uniform. Yeah. My school uniform. Weird and mad thing to do, but, so what?? Give me something else to do in school. Go kiss the English teacher's oily face?? No thanks. Sweep the floor, wipe the windows and blackboard, no thank you either. I sewed a star at first, but then decided a snowflake would look better, so I sewed snowflakes on the hem of my school uniform. It looks cute, but the snowflakes are all a bit . . . deformed. :P
Deformed and recolored snowflakes!! =DD
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So my sister was back from Genting on Sunday, but today I only saw her photos at Genting. Sick with envy. The big "marigold-round" swing, the roller coasters, ferris wheels . . . *scowls* I miss Genting!! I wish I can go with my friends like my sister did. Although there were two teachers around them, but, better than staying at home right? And parent-free. Imagine. Not in the same room as the teachers either, so, a room with your friends in a hotel, playing games, playing in the theme park together . . . *sigh* I did went to Genting with my primary school friends before though, but I'd like to go with my secondary school friends!! That would be nice. =)
CATERPILLAR!!!! Omg. Run, run!!! =P
One of the things my sister bought at Genting or Kuala Lumpur (no idea which), fake dinosaurs and caterpillars which can expand 600% their size after 72 hours in the water. *shudders* It's so soft and . . . caterpillar-ish. Makes me squirm. Eew. I'm scared of caterpillars, honestly. This is the "BEFORE" picture of the caterpillar. It's now in the water, and we're waiting for the "AFTER" results. After 72 hours and we can see how big it is. :P
It's for three-year-olds. I see. xD
My sister bought it for me because she knows that I like strawberries. The keychain quite cute lah. :)
Thank you!!
And of course she knows that I like strawberries (and ladybirds : weird things to like, but, the soft toys are really cute) If she doesn't, she couldn't call herself my sister again.
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Gossip Girl collection!! Three more books to go. *sigh* I think I won't be buying anything in Singapore after all. =( I want, want, WANT the prequel book!!! [It Had To Be You]
Update : Two more books to go!!! Got the 10th book.
Yummy blueberry muffins my mum baked. Doesn't look appealing, no, but it tastes great, that's the main thing. =)
Anyway, off to play The Sims 2!! My character is just so gorgeous after I downloaded all those genetics, clothes, and stuff. Love it!! I called her . . . Guess what I called her?? I called her Serena van der Woodsen. From Gossip Girl!!! I so love Serena. And I named the other people in the neighborhood Blair Waldorf, Nate Archibald and stuff, all from the Gossip Girl series. =P Going to name the America's Next Top Model contestants next time. Renee!!! <3
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♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
10:53 PM
10:53 PM
♥ Monday, October 22, 2007 ♥
Here She Goes AGAIN.
22 October 2007
Today's MONDAY.
And what does that mean?
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It means we have PE today.
Correction : It means we're supposed to have PE today.
Exams are over, and that bitch is still absent. Can't she see she's about to die? So many sports activities we haven't finish yet, when every other classes are now doing anything as they please, like play badminton, basketball, et cetera. And she still hasn't show her big fat face in our class. (Ouch. I know I'm mean but I just need to . . . release my "anger". Yep.) Come on. For how many weeks straight we were stuck in class, with double free periods?? I know double free periods to everyone is heaven, but PE is an even nicer heaven.
But at least it rained today, so even if she's present we couldn't do anything. But that still doesn't change my "feelings" towards her. If she didn't let us do our must-do sports activities, then how the FUCK is she going to give us our marks for PE?? If she even dared to give us all 6 marks without letting us do the activities, she's going to . . . die??! YEAH. Die. I wanna complain!! Freaking pissed. I wonder how many entries there are in my blog that's about her, about the same thing. Sheesh.
Anyway, I totally regret saying that I'm happy that we changed our PE teachers. I SO prefer the old one although she's not too good, but at least she takes the trouble to appear every time during PE. Unlike our current one. I wonder why she's always absent on Mondays, and miraculously appeared again on Tuesdays. There must be a reason. Like my sister's "Good Quote Of The Day" as her personal message in MSN - "Everything that happened, happens for a reason". Even when the teacher's present she refused to come into our class. What's that supposed to mean?? Damn. I think I hate her as much as I hate HER, and "HER". *scowls* Poo.
Whatever.
Can you believe it?? My Malay Paper (1), I got 20 questions correct (possibly 19) out of 40 questions!! That's a half. Damn. I totally suck in Malay. *sigh*
And my Chinese Paper (2) which I thought I'm going to suck, I got 42 out of 60 instead. That's not too bad!! Nope. I mean, for someone like me, it's not bad at all, and my main essay I got 22 out of 30, which isn't too bad, because I seldom got more than 20. And the highest mark for the main essay in our class is 23!! So I'm kind of the second highest in class, of course, not only me, there must be a lot of other people who got 22. =)
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Poo.
I'm dead.
I'm dead.
Correction : I'm going to be dead this Wednesday.
Why Wednesday?? *aww*
DEAD.
It's bad enough to have to wear the hideous uniform to school every Wednesday, and the Gods decided to give me even better luck, so I have to wear the beautiful hat to go with the uniform. I must be the best matcher of "fashion" in the world. Yeah.
White, super huge shirt like a doctor's, with huge silver reflective buttons, and four pockets in front, and lots of other things I don't even want to talk about. Just because I couldn't find the words to describe, and for fear that the beauty of it will be entirely spoiled. The pants are even more unbelievable. I think it's beautiful. *tears seeping out of eyes*
Aherm.
And I'll post a photo later to show you how BEAUTIFUL it is. And I'm sure everyone will agree.
And I'm also sure, with the hat, I'll probably look like a bride who's already wearing a gorgeous white gown with tiny crystals all over it, with an even more gorgeous diamond tiara with real pearls on it to make it even more perfect. Okay. Bridegroom, since I'm wearing pants and a half-coat which looks kind of like a coat but isn't a coat at all. I'm sure I'm the most gorgeous person on Earth to be wearing such a grand tuxedo. Hurray. I feel proud to get to wear something so glamorous. Really. *nods*
Ha ha ha.
And I get to wear the tiara on duty.
Isn't that perfect??
I do love happy endings.
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Happy Birthday LEE MEI!!!
=)
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I'm going to cry.
No more Gossip Girls for me!! I mean the show, because they said posting the episodes on YouTube is illegal, so they disabled it all. And we don't even get to watch it here in Malaysia. Let alone Malaysia, a lot of the other countries can't watch it too!! *sigh*
So sad. I only watched the first four episodes.
*sob*
=(
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Today's MONDAY.
And what does that mean?
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It means we have PE today.
Correction : It means we're supposed to have PE today.
Exams are over, and that bitch is still absent. Can't she see she's about to die? So many sports activities we haven't finish yet, when every other classes are now doing anything as they please, like play badminton, basketball, et cetera. And she still hasn't show her big fat face in our class. (Ouch. I know I'm mean but I just need to . . . release my "anger". Yep.) Come on. For how many weeks straight we were stuck in class, with double free periods?? I know double free periods to everyone is heaven, but PE is an even nicer heaven.
But at least it rained today, so even if she's present we couldn't do anything. But that still doesn't change my "feelings" towards her. If she didn't let us do our must-do sports activities, then how the FUCK is she going to give us our marks for PE?? If she even dared to give us all 6 marks without letting us do the activities, she's going to . . . die??! YEAH. Die. I wanna complain!! Freaking pissed. I wonder how many entries there are in my blog that's about her, about the same thing. Sheesh.
Anyway, I totally regret saying that I'm happy that we changed our PE teachers. I SO prefer the old one although she's not too good, but at least she takes the trouble to appear every time during PE. Unlike our current one. I wonder why she's always absent on Mondays, and miraculously appeared again on Tuesdays. There must be a reason. Like my sister's "Good Quote Of The Day" as her personal message in MSN - "Everything that happened, happens for a reason". Even when the teacher's present she refused to come into our class. What's that supposed to mean?? Damn. I think I hate her as much as I hate HER, and "HER". *scowls* Poo.
Whatever.
Can you believe it?? My Malay Paper (1), I got 20 questions correct (possibly 19) out of 40 questions!! That's a half. Damn. I totally suck in Malay. *sigh*
And my Chinese Paper (2) which I thought I'm going to suck, I got 42 out of 60 instead. That's not too bad!! Nope. I mean, for someone like me, it's not bad at all, and my main essay I got 22 out of 30, which isn't too bad, because I seldom got more than 20. And the highest mark for the main essay in our class is 23!! So I'm kind of the second highest in class, of course, not only me, there must be a lot of other people who got 22. =)
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Poo.
I'm dead.
I'm dead.
Correction : I'm going to be dead this Wednesday.
Why Wednesday?? *aww*
DEAD.
It's bad enough to have to wear the hideous uniform to school every Wednesday, and the Gods decided to give me even better luck, so I have to wear the beautiful hat to go with the uniform. I must be the best matcher of "fashion" in the world. Yeah.
White, super huge shirt like a doctor's, with huge silver reflective buttons, and four pockets in front, and lots of other things I don't even want to talk about. Just because I couldn't find the words to describe, and for fear that the beauty of it will be entirely spoiled. The pants are even more unbelievable. I think it's beautiful. *tears seeping out of eyes*
Aherm.
And I'll post a photo later to show you how BEAUTIFUL it is. And I'm sure everyone will agree.
And I'm also sure, with the hat, I'll probably look like a bride who's already wearing a gorgeous white gown with tiny crystals all over it, with an even more gorgeous diamond tiara with real pearls on it to make it even more perfect. Okay. Bridegroom, since I'm wearing pants and a half-coat which looks kind of like a coat but isn't a coat at all. I'm sure I'm the most gorgeous person on Earth to be wearing such a grand tuxedo. Hurray. I feel proud to get to wear something so glamorous. Really. *nods*
Ha ha ha.
And I get to wear the tiara on duty.
Isn't that perfect??
I do love happy endings.
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Happy Birthday LEE MEI!!!
=)
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I'm going to cry.
No more Gossip Girls for me!! I mean the show, because they said posting the episodes on YouTube is illegal, so they disabled it all. And we don't even get to watch it here in Malaysia. Let alone Malaysia, a lot of the other countries can't watch it too!! *sigh*
So sad. I only watched the first four episodes.
*sob*
=(
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♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
7:42 PM
7:42 PM
♥ Friday, October 19, 2007 ♥
Things You Hate, Things I Like.
19 October 2007
I found out there's a lot of things that lots of people like but I just couldn't understand why. I know, I know, that everyone has different tastes. But . . .
Like, there's a place for skating at Queensbay, not ice-skating, just skating skating, which is pretty boring if you ask me. I mean, skating is fun, really, but skating with such a crowd (friends excluded), on the top floor of a mall, is pretty weird if you ask me. And I really don't like to borrow the skates and stuff that hundreds, if not millions (okay. might be a little bit exaggerated) of people has used before. Same case in those Snow Houses at Genting or Singapore, they lent you those smelly giant coats and boots. Talk about horrible. The Genting one was anyway, I don't recall wearing smelly coats in Singapore, or did I?? *shrugs* Whatever, the thing is to have fun, right?? Who cares how smelly you are and what you're wearing. =P
Anyway, I prefer ice-skating, although I probably will never have the chance to do so in my whole life, or until I'm at least 24 plus years old. *sigh* I mean, we can skate basically anywhere (um. not true), but if it was me, I think I'll prefer to skate somewhere outdoors and where there aren't so many people, and WHERE you don't need to pay money to skate. Well, whatever. Maybe people find it entertaining. And some said that it's a way to slim down, because you will sweat.
Hee. Then it's not too bad.
xP
And today when I was on my way to school in the teacher's car, I heard a totally weird song that doesn't make any sense at all. (I know lots of songs are like that, but. . . different case) And worse still, the melody, the tune, isn't even nice. A song (if you actually call that a SONG) about "绿豆,红豆,青春豆". Translated : Green beans, red beans, and pimples. Come on. Imagine someone singing : "Green Beans, Red Beans, Zhua zhua zhua, ha ha ha ha!!!" (that's kind of what the singer sang, I just couldn't remember, I don't want to) I really couldn't imagine someone liking a song like that!! But, someone did. Of course. Everything is like that.
Hmm.
Since nowadays the songs are so bizzare....
Try singing the song Do-Re-Mi from the Sound of Music using these lyrics :
Peanuts, groundnuts and hazelnuts,
Blisters, wounds and painful cuts~
Baseball, football and basketball,
Sporty games that are loved by all~~
Blackberry and strawberry,
Eat it and you'll feel merry~~~
Green beans, long beans, jelly beans,
Think how stupid the lyrics must have been~~~~
Think how stupid the lyrics must have been, have been!!!
Last sentence is the "Do-Re-Mi-Fa-So-La-Ti-Do, So-Do!!"
And sing it slightly faster. =P'
Stupid hor?
Imagine. *shakes head*
Unless you're a kindergartner, singing songs like that are just totally stupid and inexcusable.
Okay lah.
Correction : Not everything in the world is liked by everyone. I.E./ Tsunamis. Earthquakes. Volcanoes. Whirlwinds.
Anyway, I also like a lot of things people dislike, like some TV shows, i.e America's Next Top Model or Gossip Girl, lots of people would say that they're crap and not worth watching, not educational, doesn't make sense, so and so. I love exams (not true), and everyone hates it. I love taking photos of myself (sometimes, when I'm not looking like a total mess), and lots of people would say that it's a waste of time, don't bother, there are lots of things more worth doing. Etc, etc. So I guess it's fair, and I guess I'm not making any sense at all just like the cute (not) green pea song.
I'm crazy.
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I'm having some problems with Luck recently. Kind of. What with yesterday's stupid f*ck-up, yesterday's waste of time and money, and today I nearly lost my tag when I was waiting for the teacher's car!! I mean, I did lost it, but I went all the way back to search for it in our garden, and I found it. Whew.
It wasn't a bad day at school though. Sort of.
Recess wasn't as fun as usual, today. Kind of. I have no idea why. But not complaining because no matter how bad recess was, it's still better than classes. Ha ha. Didn't eat much today. Rui Mei must be starving, because she finished a bowl of noodles and she still asked me if I have any "leftovers" for her. I only brought two slices of bread to school today instead of three (Three equals to two, because sometimes Rui Mei stole the third one. She even tried to steal the cream puff Yann Ying gave me!!! She's one greedy girl. =P) So, I brought two to school, ate one, the other one I gave it to Rui Mei. But at least she didn't steal it. Hee hee. Went to the Form 4's block with Sue Yi (thank God it's only the first floor, and not the fifth. I'd die if it was the fifth), then went back to our class on the other block, up to the fourth floor, then went back to the old block's second floor, then the first. *whew*
All the better way to burn off our calories.
Not that Sue Yi needed to, she's a DAMN skinny bitch. Errgh.
I found out there's a lot of things that lots of people like but I just couldn't understand why. I know, I know, that everyone has different tastes. But . . .
Like, there's a place for skating at Queensbay, not ice-skating, just skating skating, which is pretty boring if you ask me. I mean, skating is fun, really, but skating with such a crowd (friends excluded), on the top floor of a mall, is pretty weird if you ask me. And I really don't like to borrow the skates and stuff that hundreds, if not millions (okay. might be a little bit exaggerated) of people has used before. Same case in those Snow Houses at Genting or Singapore, they lent you those smelly giant coats and boots. Talk about horrible. The Genting one was anyway, I don't recall wearing smelly coats in Singapore, or did I?? *shrugs* Whatever, the thing is to have fun, right?? Who cares how smelly you are and what you're wearing. =P
Anyway, I prefer ice-skating, although I probably will never have the chance to do so in my whole life, or until I'm at least 24 plus years old. *sigh* I mean, we can skate basically anywhere (um. not true), but if it was me, I think I'll prefer to skate somewhere outdoors and where there aren't so many people, and WHERE you don't need to pay money to skate. Well, whatever. Maybe people find it entertaining. And some said that it's a way to slim down, because you will sweat.
Hee. Then it's not too bad.
xP
And today when I was on my way to school in the teacher's car, I heard a totally weird song that doesn't make any sense at all. (I know lots of songs are like that, but. . . different case) And worse still, the melody, the tune, isn't even nice. A song (if you actually call that a SONG) about "绿豆,红豆,青春豆". Translated : Green beans, red beans, and pimples. Come on. Imagine someone singing : "Green Beans, Red Beans, Zhua zhua zhua, ha ha ha ha!!!" (that's kind of what the singer sang, I just couldn't remember, I don't want to) I really couldn't imagine someone liking a song like that!! But, someone did. Of course. Everything is like that.
Hmm.
Since nowadays the songs are so bizzare....
Try singing the song Do-Re-Mi from the Sound of Music using these lyrics :
Peanuts, groundnuts and hazelnuts,
Blisters, wounds and painful cuts~
Baseball, football and basketball,
Sporty games that are loved by all~~
Blackberry and strawberry,
Eat it and you'll feel merry~~~
Green beans, long beans, jelly beans,
Think how stupid the lyrics must have been~~~~
Think how stupid the lyrics must have been, have been!!!
Last sentence is the "Do-Re-Mi-Fa-So-La-Ti-Do, So-Do!!"
And sing it slightly faster. =P'
Stupid hor?
Imagine. *shakes head*
Unless you're a kindergartner, singing songs like that are just totally stupid and inexcusable.
Okay lah.
Correction : Not everything in the world is liked by everyone. I.E./ Tsunamis. Earthquakes. Volcanoes. Whirlwinds.
Anyway, I also like a lot of things people dislike, like some TV shows, i.e America's Next Top Model or Gossip Girl, lots of people would say that they're crap and not worth watching, not educational, doesn't make sense, so and so. I love exams (not true), and everyone hates it. I love taking photos of myself (sometimes, when I'm not looking like a total mess), and lots of people would say that it's a waste of time, don't bother, there are lots of things more worth doing. Etc, etc. So I guess it's fair, and I guess I'm not making any sense at all just like the cute (not) green pea song.
I'm crazy.
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I'm having some problems with Luck recently. Kind of. What with yesterday's stupid f*ck-up, yesterday's waste of time and money, and today I nearly lost my tag when I was waiting for the teacher's car!! I mean, I did lost it, but I went all the way back to search for it in our garden, and I found it. Whew.
It wasn't a bad day at school though. Sort of.
Recess wasn't as fun as usual, today. Kind of. I have no idea why. But not complaining because no matter how bad recess was, it's still better than classes. Ha ha. Didn't eat much today. Rui Mei must be starving, because she finished a bowl of noodles and she still asked me if I have any "leftovers" for her. I only brought two slices of bread to school today instead of three (Three equals to two, because sometimes Rui Mei stole the third one. She even tried to steal the cream puff Yann Ying gave me!!! She's one greedy girl. =P) So, I brought two to school, ate one, the other one I gave it to Rui Mei. But at least she didn't steal it. Hee hee. Went to the Form 4's block with Sue Yi (thank God it's only the first floor, and not the fifth. I'd die if it was the fifth), then went back to our class on the other block, up to the fourth floor, then went back to the old block's second floor, then the first. *whew*
All the better way to burn off our calories.
Not that Sue Yi needed to, she's a DAMN skinny bitch. Errgh.
Jane's coming tomorrow afternoon to play the Bubble Bobble 2 game!! I know it's been a long time, it's an old game, but our computer was reformatted, so we lost the game, and it was really cute!! (and childish).
So what?? Who cares??
I love it.
=)
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So what?? Who cares??
I love it.
=)
* Go Back *
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:11 PM
8:11 PM
♥ Thursday, October 18, 2007 ♥
Oh, SHUCKS.
18 October 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE YI!! =)
We bought a cake for Sue Yi at Deli Classic today.
Honestly I don't think it's very nice, though it looked super yummy.
Went for my haircut before school. Breaking rules, I know. And it's a stupid rule again, right? Come on. Before OR after school, you can't like, go into the 7-Eleven opposite our school, or buy things from the stalls there, unless you're with your parents. But nobody cared. This is a rule everyone broke, even by some of the prefects. Not that the teacher actually cared, it's "uncontrollable".
Saw a totally gorgeous rainbow (I LOVE!!) while I was on duty. Lovely pale gold sky, with a really huge, bright and ... colorful (duh) rainbow.
Went to Gurney straight after and watched a movie. Correction : TO watch a movie. Damn pissed. I SO don't wanna talk about it anymore. All I can say is, FUCK them. FUCK it. Just my kind of luck. Thank you so much. First day after exam and this is what I get??
My shoes were killing me although I was wearing flats, I was so bloated because I practically drank half a cup of McDonald's milo, 1/4 of my sister's McDonald's coke, my own McDonald's regular coke, one and a half large Cinema cokes . . . *puke* Fuck, fuck, fuck. *growls* The worst trip to Gurney I've ever had. Bah. Hate that stupid fat guy with so many extra tires in his tummy and his weird bulging eyes, and his ugly brown hair.
But I guess there's a good thing, this is the first time I'd heard Jane scold "FUCK" out loud. It started with "Fish, Fick, Fook, FUCK!!!" Unbelievable. Our dear Jane is finally learning. xD
Anyway, took a lot of photos while we were wasting time!!!
Our food...I know there's a lot of other things to eat at Gurney, but we just went to Nando's not that long ago, went to Sushi King not that long ago, ate Pizza only the day before yesterday, don't feel like eating heavy stuff like steaks or spaghetti at the Manila Place or Chilli's or whatever, so we just settled for McDonald's. The cheap and unhealthy. And the nice. Ha ha. =P
The lame game Jane and my sister played when they finished eating.
They blend in well with the background, no?? =P
Attempted to take a photo with Jane but this was the result. o.O
Us. I really hate Jane's dimple lor!! :P
I love Gossip Girl. :)
Oh. And someone explain to me why my nose is so red?
Gurney at night. Not a single person in sight!! =P
Guess which one's mine?? xD
UPDATE : All ugly shoes, I know. Now I have two new pairs!! New pair of flats (make me look short, but, who cares?), and new pair of flip-flops. Yay!!
Jane reading her magazine while furiously waiting for the time to pass.
I know lah. She looked pretty happy in this photo.
* Go Back *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE YI!! =)
We bought a cake for Sue Yi at Deli Classic today.
Honestly I don't think it's very nice, though it looked super yummy.
Went for my haircut before school. Breaking rules, I know. And it's a stupid rule again, right? Come on. Before OR after school, you can't like, go into the 7-Eleven opposite our school, or buy things from the stalls there, unless you're with your parents. But nobody cared. This is a rule everyone broke, even by some of the prefects. Not that the teacher actually cared, it's "uncontrollable".
Saw a totally gorgeous rainbow (I LOVE!!) while I was on duty. Lovely pale gold sky, with a really huge, bright and ... colorful (duh) rainbow.
Went to Gurney straight after and watched a movie. Correction : TO watch a movie. Damn pissed. I SO don't wanna talk about it anymore. All I can say is, FUCK them. FUCK it. Just my kind of luck. Thank you so much. First day after exam and this is what I get??
My shoes were killing me although I was wearing flats, I was so bloated because I practically drank half a cup of McDonald's milo, 1/4 of my sister's McDonald's coke, my own McDonald's regular coke, one and a half large Cinema cokes . . . *puke* Fuck, fuck, fuck. *growls* The worst trip to Gurney I've ever had. Bah. Hate that stupid fat guy with so many extra tires in his tummy and his weird bulging eyes, and his ugly brown hair.
But I guess there's a good thing, this is the first time I'd heard Jane scold "FUCK" out loud. It started with "Fish, Fick, Fook, FUCK!!!" Unbelievable. Our dear Jane is finally learning. xD
Anyway, took a lot of photos while we were wasting time!!!
Our food...I know there's a lot of other things to eat at Gurney, but we just went to Nando's not that long ago, went to Sushi King not that long ago, ate Pizza only the day before yesterday, don't feel like eating heavy stuff like steaks or spaghetti at the Manila Place or Chilli's or whatever, so we just settled for McDonald's. The cheap and unhealthy. And the nice. Ha ha. =P
The lame game Jane and my sister played when they finished eating.
They blend in well with the background, no?? =P
Attempted to take a photo with Jane but this was the result. o.O
Us. I really hate Jane's dimple lor!! :P
I love Gossip Girl. :)
Oh. And someone explain to me why my nose is so red?
Gurney at night. Not a single person in sight!! =P
Guess which one's mine?? xD
UPDATE : All ugly shoes, I know. Now I have two new pairs!! New pair of flats (make me look short, but, who cares?), and new pair of flip-flops. Yay!!
Jane reading her magazine while furiously waiting for the time to pass.
I know lah. She looked pretty happy in this photo.
* Go Back *
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
11:55 PM
11:55 PM
♥ Wednesday, October 17, 2007 ♥
Results, Results.
17 October 2007
Exams are over!!! Yay!! Not. *sigh*
Exams are over, means, RESULTS. After results, then it's happy time.
Science was damn hard. Seriously. Okay, to some people maybe not, but most of my friends thought it was hard. (and no way my friends are stupid even if I am) God. I think I'm going to fail. Really. I know I've always said that I'm going to fail on lots of other subjects, and I never failed, but this time, it's serious. Even if I didn't fail, the marks would be like 50++ only. The subjective was really hard!! =( What's a kinostat or klinostat (or what??! Don't know the spelling neither the meaning) It's supposed to be something that could be on or off. Then it "connects" with a cylinder case containing a green pea plant and wet cotton. What the hell??! Weird.
*sigh* Practically lost the whole questions' marks because we have no clue what it meant. Others are, hydrochloric acid, sodium hydroxide crap, alkali, acid, BOO. Air pressure. The picture itself is so weird!! I have absolutely no clue what it's talking about. And I was so nervous!! =( I didn't finish the subjective section. Worst, there's a lot of questions I didn't fill in (I know, we must write an answer no matter what, we might get it correct out of luck, but I just couldn't think of what to write, I was so nervous) *sobs*
AHHH!! Don't wanna talk about stupid fucking Science no more. Stupid HER. Who asked her to set so hard questions?? Is she trying to spoil our brains?? Mad woman. *shakes head* To think she's one of the --'s teachers. Fuck. Glared at her so hard when she came in and change some mistakes. Twice. And she still look and sound so happy and like, "I don't care". Of course she doesn't care. What about us?? Poo. Felt like slapping her in the face. Sheesh. In case she didn't remember, we're still Form 2s and not mad scientists like HER. In her case mad teacher. Poo.
Anyway, Art, as always, was horrible, because I totally suck in painting. In handicraft, yeah, I'm not too bad (who said??!) but in painting, especially water or poster color, I fall totally flat. Color pencil isn't too bad, black and white drawing not too bad either. I guess. Bad or not, better than painting. Scan a drawing later!! I love that picture. Hee hee. =P
Am really scared of these few weeks. Exam results!! *gulp* Not good. NOT good. =(
Exams are over!!! Yay!! Not. *sigh*
Exams are over, means, RESULTS. After results, then it's happy time.
Science was damn hard. Seriously. Okay, to some people maybe not, but most of my friends thought it was hard. (and no way my friends are stupid even if I am) God. I think I'm going to fail. Really. I know I've always said that I'm going to fail on lots of other subjects, and I never failed, but this time, it's serious. Even if I didn't fail, the marks would be like 50++ only. The subjective was really hard!! =( What's a kinostat or klinostat (or what??! Don't know the spelling neither the meaning) It's supposed to be something that could be on or off. Then it "connects" with a cylinder case containing a green pea plant and wet cotton. What the hell??! Weird.
*sigh* Practically lost the whole questions' marks because we have no clue what it meant. Others are, hydrochloric acid, sodium hydroxide crap, alkali, acid, BOO. Air pressure. The picture itself is so weird!! I have absolutely no clue what it's talking about. And I was so nervous!! =( I didn't finish the subjective section. Worst, there's a lot of questions I didn't fill in (I know, we must write an answer no matter what, we might get it correct out of luck, but I just couldn't think of what to write, I was so nervous) *sobs*
AHHH!! Don't wanna talk about stupid fucking Science no more. Stupid HER. Who asked her to set so hard questions?? Is she trying to spoil our brains?? Mad woman. *shakes head* To think she's one of the --'s teachers. Fuck. Glared at her so hard when she came in and change some mistakes. Twice. And she still look and sound so happy and like, "I don't care". Of course she doesn't care. What about us?? Poo. Felt like slapping her in the face. Sheesh. In case she didn't remember, we're still Form 2s and not mad scientists like HER. In her case mad teacher. Poo.
Anyway, Art, as always, was horrible, because I totally suck in painting. In handicraft, yeah, I'm not too bad (who said??!) but in painting, especially water or poster color, I fall totally flat. Color pencil isn't too bad, black and white drawing not too bad either. I guess. Bad or not, better than painting. Scan a drawing later!! I love that picture. Hee hee. =P
Am really scared of these few weeks. Exam results!! *gulp* Not good. NOT good. =(
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
7:02 PM
7:02 PM
♥ Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ♥
Health and Studies
16 October 2007
Science and Art, and we're finally free!! Science. God. I didn't study!! (no surprises) Uh-oh. Well, never mind. If it's too late, then it's too late. No need to wail and moan and waste even more time. =P Art I never prepared, I don't even know which title I'm going to choose. *sigh*
Even though I didn't study, I still can play badminton with my sister!!! These few days we're . . . um, kind of addicted to badminton, for some weird reason. And what better "excuse" to not study than to play badminton?? I can always say my health is way more important than my stupid exam results. What if I . . . umm, got obesity, and can't even possibly move anymore, how am I going to take my exams even if I studied?? =P
Anyway, I feel so sleepy now. Yet I've got to stuck my head into that Water and Solutions boring pile of notes. Poo. *yawn*
Science and Art, and we're finally free!! Science. God. I didn't study!! (no surprises) Uh-oh. Well, never mind. If it's too late, then it's too late. No need to wail and moan and waste even more time. =P Art I never prepared, I don't even know which title I'm going to choose. *sigh*
Even though I didn't study, I still can play badminton with my sister!!! These few days we're . . . um, kind of addicted to badminton, for some weird reason. And what better "excuse" to not study than to play badminton?? I can always say my health is way more important than my stupid exam results. What if I . . . umm, got obesity, and can't even possibly move anymore, how am I going to take my exams even if I studied?? =P
Anyway, I feel so sleepy now. Yet I've got to stuck my head into that Water and Solutions boring pile of notes. Poo. *yawn*
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
3:41 PM
3:41 PM
♥ Monday, October 15, 2007 ♥
Paparazzi??
15 October 2007
I feel like the paparazzi!! Ha ha. Weeks ago, or months, I went to Queensbay with Jun Fang, and we met Xuan and Wei there!! Tried to snap pictures of them, and the results are just like the ones when the paparazzi tried to take pictures of the celebrities secretly. Ah. And the quality is, of course, far worse than the paparazzi's shots because we only used Jun Fang's handphone to snap the shots.
The twins and their . . . WAIT. Aren't I supposed to write the captions "paparazzi-style"?? =P Okay. New and improved caption : The celebrity twins looking cool and happy from their shopping trip with their mother at the Queensbay Mall, Penang. Are they waiting for their limos, or their private helicopters??
=P
I'm crazy.
Anyway, went to Nando's at Gurney yesterday night for dinner. My second elder brother just came back from Kuala Lumpur for a holiday, or to study, as he puts it. And today, was planning to go to Tict Chyn's house with Rui Mei & Yann Ying, but in the end we canceled it because Rui Mei (I know, I know, 90% and 10%) couldn't make it, so she says. She asked her mother at the last minute, and who knew her mother doesn't quite agree with her going to Tict Chyn's house. Well, "one thing led to another", and I was so damn pissed so I just said I don't wanna go anymore.
Sorry Tict Chyn!! Don't be angry. =[
Ohh. I'm so beautiful.
=P
Hehhehe.
Part of the reason I uploaded this picture is because my eyelashes look thick and long (longer than the usual anyway). Actually it's just an ... um, optical illusion?? Actually it's my HAIR that you're seeing as the eyelashes, not my real eyelashes. Heeee.
Damn. My flip-flops BROKE. I'm so sad. Although it isn't nice or really expensive, but it was comfortable!!! =( *sigh* I wear it practically everywhere, because they don't look too bad, and it's really easy to walk in!!! Poo.
But!!
All the more reason to go shopping when I'm in Singapore.
Heehee.
=)
* Go Back *
I feel like the paparazzi!! Ha ha. Weeks ago, or months, I went to Queensbay with Jun Fang, and we met Xuan and Wei there!! Tried to snap pictures of them, and the results are just like the ones when the paparazzi tried to take pictures of the celebrities secretly. Ah. And the quality is, of course, far worse than the paparazzi's shots because we only used Jun Fang's handphone to snap the shots.
The twins and their . . . WAIT. Aren't I supposed to write the captions "paparazzi-style"?? =P Okay. New and improved caption : The celebrity twins looking cool and happy from their shopping trip with their mother at the Queensbay Mall, Penang. Are they waiting for their limos, or their private helicopters??
=P
I'm crazy.
Anyway, went to Nando's at Gurney yesterday night for dinner. My second elder brother just came back from Kuala Lumpur for a holiday, or to study, as he puts it. And today, was planning to go to Tict Chyn's house with Rui Mei & Yann Ying, but in the end we canceled it because Rui Mei (I know, I know, 90% and 10%) couldn't make it, so she says. She asked her mother at the last minute, and who knew her mother doesn't quite agree with her going to Tict Chyn's house. Well, "one thing led to another", and I was so damn pissed so I just said I don't wanna go anymore.
Sorry Tict Chyn!! Don't be angry. =[
Ohh. I'm so beautiful.
=P
Hehhehe.
Part of the reason I uploaded this picture is because my eyelashes look thick and long (longer than the usual anyway). Actually it's just an ... um, optical illusion?? Actually it's my HAIR that you're seeing as the eyelashes, not my real eyelashes. Heeee.
Damn. My flip-flops BROKE. I'm so sad. Although it isn't nice or really expensive, but it was comfortable!!! =( *sigh* I wear it practically everywhere, because they don't look too bad, and it's really easy to walk in!!! Poo.
But!!
All the more reason to go shopping when I'm in Singapore.
Heehee.
=)
* Go Back *
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
2:04 PM
2:04 PM
♥ Saturday, October 13, 2007 ♥
Family Reunion? My ARSE.
13 October 2007
Just came back from Butterworth. Um. Said that it's a reunion for our family because two of our cousins and their families came down to Penang from Kuala Lumpur. Well, not really. Since my younger cousins invited their friends . . . so it isn't like a true family reunion, which is kind of a relief too. It's always so awkward when we see our cousins again. We aren't really close with them. Anyway, it wasn't fun, but it wasn't boring either. I was bored, so I took pictures, and later I played badminton with my sister and my younger cousin. But of course, that was after we stuffed ourselves with food. Damn sick of all the food. *pukes*
I must be bored. =P
Ashley the Runaway Pig in the Crystal Gorge!! Amethyst?? x)
Just came back from Butterworth. Um. Said that it's a reunion for our family because two of our cousins and their families came down to Penang from Kuala Lumpur. Well, not really. Since my younger cousins invited their friends . . . so it isn't like a true family reunion, which is kind of a relief too. It's always so awkward when we see our cousins again. We aren't really close with them. Anyway, it wasn't fun, but it wasn't boring either. I was bored, so I took pictures, and later I played badminton with my sister and my younger cousin. But of course, that was after we stuffed ourselves with food. Damn sick of all the food. *pukes*
I must be bored. =P
Ashley the Runaway Pig in the Crystal Gorge!! Amethyst?? x)
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
11:31 PM
11:31 PM
♥ Friday, October 12, 2007 ♥
Tickle Me!!
12 October 2007
I know I just posted an entry just like, minutes ago, but I forgot something totally cute and important!! =P
Not exactly important IMPORTANT lah.
Forgot to ask every one to see this video!!!
Tickle me Elmo!!
Damn cute lor!
But pretty meaningless ... keep falling to ground, laughing, then stand up again, repeating everything. But I still like it anyway, because Elmo is so cute!!
:)
I know I just posted an entry just like, minutes ago, but I forgot something totally cute and important!! =P
Not exactly important IMPORTANT lah.
Forgot to ask every one to see this video!!!
Tickle me Elmo!!
Damn cute lor!
But pretty meaningless ... keep falling to ground, laughing, then stand up again, repeating everything. But I still like it anyway, because Elmo is so cute!!
:)
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
9:54 PM
9:54 PM
Jealousy. :P
12 October 2007
Okay. I . . . I . . . umm, "officially" tell everyone that I'm very very jealous of Jane and her family!! I might have mentioned this before, but I'm totally jealous of them because they're going to Phuket in December!! Damn.
From the pictures I'd seen online, they look so beautiful and . . . indescribable. Blue-green waters, so clean and clear, golden and white sands, rocks, brightly-colored fishes . . . *dreamy smile* But one thing : tsunamis. Okay, I know I said that I won't go anywhere near a beach anymore after I watch those tsunami videos on YouTube. (which I kind of regret because I really love beaches) But Phuket just looks so pleasant!!!
Phuket is one of the places where tsunami striked on before, a terrible one. And it's in December 2004 or 2005!! But still, I'm jealous because Jane gets all the sun and tan and fun in the islands when I spend money and money in Singapore. =( I really want to get my skin darker!!!
Of course, we can stand under the sun in our own gardens, but standing (or sitting) outside my house in the garden under the sun (plenty of the sun) isn't really appealing . . . what if a squiggly hairy caterpillar suddenly crawled up your neck or under your arms?? And what can I do?? Read books?? And enjoying the feeling of ants crawling up my legs. *shrieks* Yuck.
Just think, how much more nicer it is to play in the sea, build sandcastles or whatever we teenagers do on a beach, build a sand sea-mermaid maybe?? Or sitting on a blanket drinking something refreshing and cold, while getting your skin tanner at the same time. =.= Lying in our own gardens . . . Enjoying a book and suddenly a blob of something fell down from the sky. Eew.
A gift from the Gods. *winks* =P
I told my father that I wanted to go to Phuket, and you know what he said? When you grow up, earn your own money, go by yourself. So kind of him. *scowls* He always gives me this answer. Well, I'm making sure when I grow up I'll go traveling. Without my parents. Since that's what they want . . . Jane is so lucky that her whole family are so . . . adventurous like my sister said. They always went to these kind of places, islands, etc. Lucky her. I've only been to Pulau Langkawi and Pulau Payar, and not to mention Pulau Pinang right here and right here. *sighs* Jane and her family has been to, like, every famous island in Malaysia. And I've never went anywhere except Singapore!! It is SO unfair. Except for Genting and Cameron Highlands (which I went to several times until I'm bored), my parents wouldn't go anywhere. =( Of course, Kuala Lumpur and all that, but that's not interesting!! I wanted to go to somewhere with a beach and somewhere that is safe from the tsunami. =P
Isn't it beautiful?? Green water, golden sands. *ahhh*
Look at the waters!! They're so clear. Unlike the ones here . . . the waters are entirely black and gray and laden with rubbish and jellies (you know what I mean.) Until now I still couldn't understand why people described the seas here as, clean, beautiful, and a must-go-to place in Penang. *shakes head* Even the sands are kind of dirty. Look at the picture!! Pure-white. =D
Anyway, now I'm so bored!! Exams are over, to me anyway, although there's still Science and Art next Wednesday. *sigh* Whatever. Don't feel like studying. x) Today's papers, no big deal, but English wasn't as easy as we expected. English was normally very easy, but this time, no. Especially that migration to towns fill in the blanks passage, it was so weird!! It all seems wrong. =( I'm scared that this will be the lowest English marks I'll ever get. I mean, so far.
I've seriously fallen in love with Gossip Girl and America's Next Top Model!! (the 100th time repeated) My current two favorite shows, or maybe possibly forever. No one posted the ANTM Cycle 9 Episode 4 on YouTube yet, but I saw the clips for their makeovers, and their photo shoots!! Their makeovers are cool!!! Um. Some of them.
Chantal becomes the improved and new old Britney Spears, so everyone says. And I think she really looked like the old Britney too!! Blond and beautiful. Now Britney is just . . . Britney. Chantal's pale blond hair is still the beautiful pale blond color, just a bit lighter from her old one, and longer. I love blonds!! I love Chantal the most!! :)
Heather's makeover . . . she didn't change much, but she's still gorgeous!!! *ahhh* I love her!! I hope she's in the Top 3. I love her even though she's not a blond, which would be one of the first few celebrities that I like that isn't a blond, or dyed-blond, whatever.
Jenah became a blond!!! My God. I never thought she'd look good as a blond, but she does (kind of). See, I said before I have a thing for blonds, I just love their golden hair!! Now I'm going to love Jenah. Maybe. Ha ha. I wish I'm a blond. Ha ha. But no way will it suit us Chinese people. Imagine me having a blond layered bob. God. o.O Ha ha ha.
Saleisha, a lot of people said she looks more like Rihanna than ever because her long curly hair was trimmed into a straight, mushroom-like bob. I prefer Rihanna's though, long at the sides and shorter at the back. Saleisha's was like . . . like . . . a mushroom. *shrugs* But it looks quite cute though.
Update : Now she's The America's Next Top Mushroom, and I hate her, because she didn't win it fair and square, and Chantal should win it!! Poor Chantal.
Janet looks good with black hair!! Love it. =)
Okaaay. I'll stop talking nonsense and giving out spoilers.
* Go Back *
Okay. I . . . I . . . umm, "officially" tell everyone that I'm very very jealous of Jane and her family!! I might have mentioned this before, but I'm totally jealous of them because they're going to Phuket in December!! Damn.
From the pictures I'd seen online, they look so beautiful and . . . indescribable. Blue-green waters, so clean and clear, golden and white sands, rocks, brightly-colored fishes . . . *dreamy smile* But one thing : tsunamis. Okay, I know I said that I won't go anywhere near a beach anymore after I watch those tsunami videos on YouTube. (which I kind of regret because I really love beaches) But Phuket just looks so pleasant!!!
Phuket is one of the places where tsunami striked on before, a terrible one. And it's in December 2004 or 2005!! But still, I'm jealous because Jane gets all the sun and tan and fun in the islands when I spend money and money in Singapore. =( I really want to get my skin darker!!!
Of course, we can stand under the sun in our own gardens, but standing (or sitting) outside my house in the garden under the sun (plenty of the sun) isn't really appealing . . . what if a squiggly hairy caterpillar suddenly crawled up your neck or under your arms?? And what can I do?? Read books?? And enjoying the feeling of ants crawling up my legs. *shrieks* Yuck.
Just think, how much more nicer it is to play in the sea, build sandcastles or whatever we teenagers do on a beach, build a sand sea-mermaid maybe?? Or sitting on a blanket drinking something refreshing and cold, while getting your skin tanner at the same time. =.= Lying in our own gardens . . . Enjoying a book and suddenly a blob of something fell down from the sky. Eew.
A gift from the Gods. *winks* =P
I told my father that I wanted to go to Phuket, and you know what he said? When you grow up, earn your own money, go by yourself. So kind of him. *scowls* He always gives me this answer. Well, I'm making sure when I grow up I'll go traveling. Without my parents. Since that's what they want . . . Jane is so lucky that her whole family are so . . . adventurous like my sister said. They always went to these kind of places, islands, etc. Lucky her. I've only been to Pulau Langkawi and Pulau Payar, and not to mention Pulau Pinang right here and right here. *sighs* Jane and her family has been to, like, every famous island in Malaysia. And I've never went anywhere except Singapore!! It is SO unfair. Except for Genting and Cameron Highlands (which I went to several times until I'm bored), my parents wouldn't go anywhere. =( Of course, Kuala Lumpur and all that, but that's not interesting!! I wanted to go to somewhere with a beach and somewhere that is safe from the tsunami. =P
Isn't it beautiful?? Green water, golden sands. *ahhh*
Look at the waters!! They're so clear. Unlike the ones here . . . the waters are entirely black and gray and laden with rubbish and jellies (you know what I mean.) Until now I still couldn't understand why people described the seas here as, clean, beautiful, and a must-go-to place in Penang. *shakes head* Even the sands are kind of dirty. Look at the picture!! Pure-white. =D
Anyway, now I'm so bored!! Exams are over, to me anyway, although there's still Science and Art next Wednesday. *sigh* Whatever. Don't feel like studying. x) Today's papers, no big deal, but English wasn't as easy as we expected. English was normally very easy, but this time, no. Especially that migration to towns fill in the blanks passage, it was so weird!! It all seems wrong. =( I'm scared that this will be the lowest English marks I'll ever get. I mean, so far.
I've seriously fallen in love with Gossip Girl and America's Next Top Model!! (the 100th time repeated) My current two favorite shows, or maybe possibly forever. No one posted the ANTM Cycle 9 Episode 4 on YouTube yet, but I saw the clips for their makeovers, and their photo shoots!! Their makeovers are cool!!! Um. Some of them.
Chantal becomes the improved and new old Britney Spears, so everyone says. And I think she really looked like the old Britney too!! Blond and beautiful. Now Britney is just . . . Britney. Chantal's pale blond hair is still the beautiful pale blond color, just a bit lighter from her old one, and longer. I love blonds!! I love Chantal the most!! :)
Heather's makeover . . . she didn't change much, but she's still gorgeous!!! *ahhh* I love her!! I hope she's in the Top 3. I love her even though she's not a blond, which would be one of the first few celebrities that I like that isn't a blond, or dyed-blond, whatever.
Jenah became a blond!!! My God. I never thought she'd look good as a blond, but she does (kind of). See, I said before I have a thing for blonds, I just love their golden hair!! Now I'm going to love Jenah. Maybe. Ha ha. I wish I'm a blond. Ha ha. But no way will it suit us Chinese people. Imagine me having a blond layered bob. God. o.O Ha ha ha.
Saleisha, a lot of people said she looks more like Rihanna than ever because her long curly hair was trimmed into a straight, mushroom-like bob. I prefer Rihanna's though, long at the sides and shorter at the back. Saleisha's was like . . . like . . . a mushroom. *shrugs* But it looks quite cute though.
Update : Now she's The America's Next Top Mushroom, and I hate her, because she didn't win it fair and square, and Chantal should win it!! Poor Chantal.
Janet looks good with black hair!! Love it. =)
Okaaay. I'll stop talking nonsense and giving out spoilers.
* Go Back *
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
8:24 PM
8:24 PM
♥ Sunday, October 07, 2007 ♥
She's HOT =)
7 October 2007
She makes me so hot, she makes me wanna drop, she's so...
Hey wait.
How can a GIRL make me hot?
Actually she's not just any normal girl, she's ...
Avril Lavigne!!
The gorgeous, gorgeous Avril with her pink-streaked long blond hair, pretty blue eyes, black fishnets and cool, half-punk-half-preppy clothes.
No matter how pretty she is, she still can't make a girl hot.
Except for lesbos, maybe.
Anyway, watch her new video - "Hot"!!
She looks pretty here, but some fuckers just couldn't stop complaining that her dance moves are like Christina Aguilera, or some other people.
*rolls eyes*
Like, so what??
*scoffs*
Maybe they're just jealous of Avril.
*sigh* Jealousy. What an ugly thing.
So, whatever, in case you haven't watch this before :
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
She looks even prettier here than in the video Hot. And the song is so ... heart-wrenching!! *stifled a sob*
Poo lah. Not like there's really anything for me to cry about.
=P
Oh, and damn it!! I want that silvery pink Sony digital camera. So nice!! =(
* Go Back *
She makes me so hot, she makes me wanna drop, she's so...
Hey wait.
How can a GIRL make me hot?
Actually she's not just any normal girl, she's ...
Avril Lavigne!!
The gorgeous, gorgeous Avril with her pink-streaked long blond hair, pretty blue eyes, black fishnets and cool, half-punk-half-preppy clothes.
No matter how pretty she is, she still can't make a girl hot.
Except for lesbos, maybe.
Anyway, watch her new video - "Hot"!!
She looks pretty here, but some fuckers just couldn't stop complaining that her dance moves are like Christina Aguilera, or some other people.
*rolls eyes*
Like, so what??
*scoffs*
Maybe they're just jealous of Avril.
*sigh* Jealousy. What an ugly thing.
So, whatever, in case you haven't watch this before :
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
She looks even prettier here than in the video Hot. And the song is so ... heart-wrenching!! *stifled a sob*
Poo lah. Not like there's really anything for me to cry about.
=P
Oh, and damn it!! I want that silvery pink Sony digital camera. So nice!! =(
* Go Back *
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
12:01 AM
12:01 AM
♥ Saturday, October 06, 2007 ♥
America's Next Top Model Cycle 9
6 October 2007
Watched the Premiere of the America's Next Top Model Cycle 9 a few days ago, and today I watched the second episode. I think I still prefer Cycle 8 because of Renee!!! But I guess this Cycle isn't too bad . . . =) I don't know who I like, yet (I always must have a favorite, don't know why), but possibly Chantal, Heather, Lisa, or Saleisha. Chantal is beautiful, I think. And Heather is just soooo gorgeous in make-up and all!!! And she's so brave!! Lisa is very pretty too, and I love her first photo shoot!! She kind of looks like Jennifer Lopez in some ways. I don't know where or what, but a part of her really looked like J.Lo. Saleisha is cute, but I don't like her as much as I like the other three.
Update : What the FUCK?? To think I actually liked SALEISHA. Damn. No way.
And I don't like Bianca. Ugly girl. Ugly hair. Nice lip gloss though. =P Ebony is okay, I guess, but sometimes a bit . . . *shrugs*
Okay. I should be studying, but . . . *sigh* I really can NOT focus. Had been studying for the whole day and I'm still half-stuck. Damn. Gotta go!!!
Watched the Premiere of the America's Next Top Model Cycle 9 a few days ago, and today I watched the second episode. I think I still prefer Cycle 8 because of Renee!!! But I guess this Cycle isn't too bad . . . =) I don't know who I like, yet (I always must have a favorite, don't know why), but possibly Chantal, Heather, Lisa, or Saleisha. Chantal is beautiful, I think. And Heather is just soooo gorgeous in make-up and all!!! And she's so brave!! Lisa is very pretty too, and I love her first photo shoot!! She kind of looks like Jennifer Lopez in some ways. I don't know where or what, but a part of her really looked like J.Lo. Saleisha is cute, but I don't like her as much as I like the other three.
Update : What the FUCK?? To think I actually liked SALEISHA. Damn. No way.
And I don't like Bianca. Ugly girl. Ugly hair. Nice lip gloss though. =P Ebony is okay, I guess, but sometimes a bit . . . *shrugs*
Okay. I should be studying, but . . . *sigh* I really can NOT focus. Had been studying for the whole day and I'm still half-stuck. Damn. Gotta go!!!
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
7:41 PM
7:41 PM
♥ Friday, October 05, 2007 ♥
I'm a good girl, I am. =P
5 October 2007
Warning : Boring School Stuff
Tired, but happy, I guess. =DD
Went to school early today, too, to study for the fucking exams. *yawn*
See what a good girl I am?? People'd KILL for a good sleep, and me?? I go to school early to STUDY. You say I'm not a good girl?? Fuck off.
Ok lah. Just kidding.
Found Jun Fang and Jit Nee already in counter doing Maths. Maths!! Early in the morning. I don't think I can stand it. Imagine waking up at 6 o'clock something, go to school, and first thing you do is do some Maths exercises. I wouldn't be surprised if I got 1 + 1 = 3.
Yik Ying, the Form 6 senior who I'm supposed to be guarding and protecting in that little secret guardian angel game she played, was there too.
I still remember how she asked me to help her do that little thing that we're not supposed to do in school. Hmmph. A senior asking me to break the school rules. Ha ha. Some senior she is.
Never mind. Since teachers always say that seniors are our role models...
Be careful, all my juniors. You're gonna help me do some CHORES in the future. Don't care if you broke the school rules. Because it's your fault.
=P
Did Maths for like an hour or two while Jun Fang and Jit Nee dosed off. I felt like sleeping, too, but, hey, my reason for coming to school early is to STUDY, not to sleep, right?? So I didn't sleep.
See?? All the more evidence to proof that I'm really a good girl. They slept, I did Maths. You still think I'm a bad girl?? Then you're mad.
Heheehhe.
Time passed quite quickly (I never knew time could pass so quickly when I'm STUDYING), and Tze May arrived. She dragged us off to the canteen to accompany her while she ate her lunch.
I'm not hungry, so I took my History text book with me, and pretended to study because I was distracted by something.
I think you know what I'm going to say. That's right. I'm a good girl. Although I didn't really study, I still took my book with me, to guard my good-girl reputation. Mwahaha.
Ok. It's not funny at all.
Anyway, I've suddenly realized that I haven't cut my nails!! My Art teacher @ Discipline teacher caught me TWICE for having too long nails. Now she knows that I'm always the one with the long nails in class (not that I'm the only one, she just always caught me for some reason). Next time she's coming to our class, I'm going to hide my hands under my ass so she wouldn't see my fingers.
Went back and found my friends talking together. Suffering from tummy pains (why don't you just say stomach-ache, you fool?? Because tummy pains sounds cuter and more good-girl like, cannot meh? Hee.) so I couldn't say much. Felt like puking instead. =P
Wished I'd puked all over Hui Jing. One useless St. John member she is. Ha ha.
Felt kind of sick in class, and I felt even worse when I heard our Maths teacher's stupid and annoying voice. She said she's going to let us do our own thing, i.e, revise, but she keeps talking and talking nonstop. Felt better later, only to find out that we've got to move our tables for the exams. Damn. One of my most hated parts before exams. Once the tables were parted into rows, there's an even stronger air of the exams, which makes me so nervous.
Okay.
Time to be a good girl. (I'm still trying to prove to you, can't you see?)
Books out on the tables. Mouths zipped. Spades ready to dig a hole in the books, and to bury ourselves DEEEEEP into the book.
STUDY!!
Yeah, no kidding.
Books really were on the tables.
Just that we weren't looking at the books.
We simply talked, and talked, and talked, until it was recess.
Realised that the Chinese exam is like, only days away and I haven't even finish copying the notes the teacher gave us?? Yay.
Borrowed it from someone to copy.
(Who says copying is bad, I'll kill you. I'm doing it FOR MY OWN GOOD. If I don't copy, I'll probably fail my exam. Don't ask why I didn't copy at first when the teacher copied it down on the blackboard.) :P
But. In the end, I don't feel like copying it with my hands so I just photocopied it. Um, no, Hui Jing helped me photocopy it.
Okay. I won't lie. I pestered with Hui Jing until she finally agreed to photocopy the things for me.
(Warning to all : Being my friend equals to being my slave. Beware!!)
=P
* Go Back *
Warning : Boring School Stuff
Tired, but happy, I guess. =DD
Went to school early today, too, to study for the fucking exams. *yawn*
See what a good girl I am?? People'd KILL for a good sleep, and me?? I go to school early to STUDY. You say I'm not a good girl?? Fuck off.
Ok lah. Just kidding.
Found Jun Fang and Jit Nee already in counter doing Maths. Maths!! Early in the morning. I don't think I can stand it. Imagine waking up at 6 o'clock something, go to school, and first thing you do is do some Maths exercises. I wouldn't be surprised if I got 1 + 1 = 3.
Yik Ying, the Form 6 senior who I'm supposed to be guarding and protecting in that little secret guardian angel game she played, was there too.
I still remember how she asked me to help her do that little thing that we're not supposed to do in school. Hmmph. A senior asking me to break the school rules. Ha ha. Some senior she is.
Never mind. Since teachers always say that seniors are our role models...
Be careful, all my juniors. You're gonna help me do some CHORES in the future. Don't care if you broke the school rules. Because it's your fault.
=P
Did Maths for like an hour or two while Jun Fang and Jit Nee dosed off. I felt like sleeping, too, but, hey, my reason for coming to school early is to STUDY, not to sleep, right?? So I didn't sleep.
See?? All the more evidence to proof that I'm really a good girl. They slept, I did Maths. You still think I'm a bad girl?? Then you're mad.
Heheehhe.
Time passed quite quickly (I never knew time could pass so quickly when I'm STUDYING), and Tze May arrived. She dragged us off to the canteen to accompany her while she ate her lunch.
I'm not hungry, so I took my History text book with me, and pretended to study because I was distracted by something.
I think you know what I'm going to say. That's right. I'm a good girl. Although I didn't really study, I still took my book with me, to guard my good-girl reputation. Mwahaha.
Ok. It's not funny at all.
Anyway, I've suddenly realized that I haven't cut my nails!! My Art teacher @ Discipline teacher caught me TWICE for having too long nails. Now she knows that I'm always the one with the long nails in class (not that I'm the only one, she just always caught me for some reason). Next time she's coming to our class, I'm going to hide my hands under my ass so she wouldn't see my fingers.
Went back and found my friends talking together. Suffering from tummy pains (why don't you just say stomach-ache, you fool?? Because tummy pains sounds cuter and more good-girl like, cannot meh? Hee.) so I couldn't say much. Felt like puking instead. =P
Wished I'd puked all over Hui Jing. One useless St. John member she is. Ha ha.
Felt kind of sick in class, and I felt even worse when I heard our Maths teacher's stupid and annoying voice. She said she's going to let us do our own thing, i.e, revise, but she keeps talking and talking nonstop. Felt better later, only to find out that we've got to move our tables for the exams. Damn. One of my most hated parts before exams. Once the tables were parted into rows, there's an even stronger air of the exams, which makes me so nervous.
Okay.
Time to be a good girl. (I'm still trying to prove to you, can't you see?)
Books out on the tables. Mouths zipped. Spades ready to dig a hole in the books, and to bury ourselves DEEEEEP into the book.
STUDY!!
Yeah, no kidding.
Books really were on the tables.
Just that we weren't looking at the books.
We simply talked, and talked, and talked, until it was recess.
Realised that the Chinese exam is like, only days away and I haven't even finish copying the notes the teacher gave us?? Yay.
Borrowed it from someone to copy.
(Who says copying is bad, I'll kill you. I'm doing it FOR MY OWN GOOD. If I don't copy, I'll probably fail my exam. Don't ask why I didn't copy at first when the teacher copied it down on the blackboard.) :P
But. In the end, I don't feel like copying it with my hands so I just photocopied it. Um, no, Hui Jing helped me photocopy it.
Okay. I won't lie. I pestered with Hui Jing until she finally agreed to photocopy the things for me.
(Warning to all : Being my friend equals to being my slave. Beware!!)
=P
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♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
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