1 August 2010

Trial exams for SPM is in exactly 29 days, and I have only tackled around ... uh, 20 pages of Chemistry? Brilliant.

Don't wanna think about it.

Kept telling myself that "I'll be fine". Such a lie. Hahaha.

I don't get myself sometimes. I badly want to do well in the exams, and get ... acceptable results, but I just wouldn't study. I would laze around in the morning, read and reread Harry Potter books, and I even read my childhood favourites, like, you know, The Enchanted Wood, The Secret Island, etc. Haha.

In these few days I have devoured around ... 10? books. (The longer I think about it the more books it seem that I have read)

And I told myself that I was, in a way, studying for English. Which was totally true. Assuaged my guilt. A little.

Whyyyy! Why can't I study like a good girl? I'm just so bloody lazy, I can't stand myself. I really am set on doing everything, anything, except study.

I sat down and stared into space, generally wasting my time, instead of studying.

I exercised for almost one hour and a half, instead of studying. (think of all the studying I could have done! Arrgh.)

I went shopping, instead of studying.

I kept surfing the web for interesting stuff, instead of studying.

I took very short naps even though I just woke up like, 3 or 4 hours ago, instead of studying.

I read books I have read 10 thousand times before, instead of studying.

I am updating my blog, instead of studying about bloody redox reactions.

How the heck am I going to scrape passes in the trials (and SPM), I really don't know.

Sigh.

There probably will be some updates (with photos) soon-ish. Since, you know, that I'm doing everything to evade my books. Reference books and textbooks, that is.

Laaaaaaaa. Okay. I'm going to do something else (except study). CRAP. I really must start studying properly tomorrow. I SWEAR.

Anyway. All the best to those who are sitting for their tests tomorrow! No need to be so stressed about it. It's just a TEST. :)