20 August 2010

In the end, it doesn't even matter.

Fine! If things deteriorate, don't say we didn't try. Mind's in a turmoil. Am pretty sure mine's not the only one. Brilliant.

Trial exams are in 10 freaking days. Yes, I am aware that my last post is posted around 10 or 20? days ago. SO WHERE THE HECK DID THOSE DAYS GO?

Why is the time passing so quickly, whyyyyy.

Thank God for the September holidays. There's still time to study the three Sciences. And History, oh God. Additional Maths. Oh yeah. Great.

Didn't pay much attention in Physics today, was too tired, almost fell asleep. Stared at the teacher the whole time, gave a few half-hearted nods, widened my eyes occasionally, frowned a little with an expression of mild bewilderment and confusion, to convince the teacher that I was actually hanging on to her every word. When I wasn't.

So, I missed what she said on nuclear fusions and fissions and whatnot. Yay.

Biology wasn't much better. But still better.

Chemistry? Studied about soaps and detergents. *grimace* Not nice.

See. Why did the school frigging arranged all the three Science classes in the same day? They must be nuts. And all the language double periods also in the same day, Thursday.

And I really, really DETEST Chinese, oh GOD. I tried to read simple Chinese stories, but I took such a long time to finish one story that I ... uh, DREAD reading the others? Reading, unwillingly.

Made a lot of BM notes too, glad to see I'm improving, VERY SLIGHTLY. But it's an improvement nonetheless. At least there are some questions on my tuition papers that I can answer. Phew. But I still quite dislike BM. Sigh. All the imbuhans and stuff, it's really confusing.

English? Hahaha. I read and flip through the dictionary at school, a lot. People must think I'm crazy. But I love it. I love 'reading' dictionaries, and seeing what interesting words I can find (and more importantly, to use).

Moral. The most useless subject EVER, besides History, of course. I mean, okay, History is not useless, it's just devastatingly boring. Well, the History we study, that is. Now, who the hell STUDIES and memorises all the definitions of the moral values? US! So, basically, we're studying Moral (to become a better person, etc) by MEMORISING definitions and key words yadda yadda. And writing essays. Siao one.

Civics? Don't even mention it. Oh yuck.

PE! Yes! I like PE. Hahaha.

Right, I do not know why I'm giving an account of ... my take and opinion on every subject. *shrugs*

Fuck, I should be studying about the fascinating reproductive system of plants now. I have no idea why the time flew so quickly, I swear the last time I looked at the time it was 8.00 pm. Fine. No more studying for today. SHIT. Must not use the computer tomorrow. I MUST NOT.

Going to school in the morning. Despite all the problems in CO, I still miss it! Sigh. So hopefully when I come back (if I DARE to, that is) after I graduate, CO will still be above average standards, or better yet, that CO will be BETTER. Must not keep my hopes high, if things continue the way they are now. RIGHT. This is a topic I do not want to touch on. I could post 10 posts about it once I start.

Sigh. I swear I'm going crazy.