26 January 2010

I still don't get it.

Why are you always so ready to think the worst of her?

It's in humans' nature to FORGET. Everyone might forget things occasionally. Your mom, your dad. Yourself. So why are you bashing her like that? Right. Maybe you are impatient, like me! But. It's nothing a short apology couldn't fix.

Or maybe she didn't forget. Just a simple question then. Would you be willing to ... hmm, interact with a person who you know hates you? No. Of course not.

OR she could be being plain bitchy (highly doubtful about this). Not unlike you eh.

Whatever it was, there was no need for such awful sarcasm. Gosh. Do you even know how childish you sound? I'm sorry, I'm not doing this on purpose, I'm merely stating the truth. Again.

So what if she decides to do something? A something you don't plan on doing, doesn't mean that the other people can't do it. We all are striving hard for it. Why don't hate on us as well?

So what if she's on friendly terms with those people? They could be just friends, you know. And what do you expect, that she would just shoot from one place to another the next year? You KNOW it won't change anymore. Many of us are close to those people too. Why aren't you hating on us?

That's what I'm trying to say. You are determined to hate her, even though the things she did - does - isn't that different from all of us.

You could be friends with all of them, with all of us. But you chose not to be. You chose to hate. I don't understand it, but it was your choice. What to do?

And I still tried. Because I don't want to hate on my friends, or to lose any of them.

I'm sure you have a conscience, deep down inside. What you did on that particular day at that particular place, was obviously WRONG. So why are you so angry about it? Accept your mistakes, and at least try to change. It's not so hard, is it?

I honestly thought you have learned your lesson. But you haven't.

Still, I'm hoping that you will, soon. Things can't go on the way they are, everyone is taking sides, and it can't be helped. YOU are the one forcing us to take sides, even though we don't want to.

I'm sorry again, because if I had to choose, I'd side with the person who isn't in the wrong. I don't side with the person I'm friends with, not in a case where I'm friends with both persons.

And I'm sure I'm not the only one who thinks this way.

You might say it's hard for you.

But who actually realises how hard it is for us - the people who have to watch all this happen - too? Especially the FRIENDS. You might feel happy with all the (what you thought were) smart retorts and comments you posted. Are you really feeling that happy? You should be feeling sad.

Sad that all this happened, and how it destroyed what could have turned out to be a beautiful friendship.

MAYBE. From my point of view. If it was me, I would be feeling sad.

Sigh. I can't fathom the way your mind works, and I'm not going to try.

I'll just sit down somewhere, out of the boundaries of the battlefield, and await the end of the war, await your return, await peace, await the time when you would realise your errors and be friends again.





In my dreams.

Not so soon, I don't think. LOL. I won't delete this post. NO NEED to copy anything! :)

Yes, I KNOW that I'm throwing myself head first into the battle, without any armours, practically screaming for Death to take me away.

Sorry, but I really can't stand watching all this ... injustice, this naivety. Eeeeeep.