15 December 2009

I swear, I wasn't planning on posting such a long entry. But ... some THINGS happened. Horrid things. Scroll down for details.

And I do not believe it. I sound like ... well, from the way I talk, it sounds like nothing bad happened at all. Wtf.

It'll be Christmas in 10 days. And we still haven't started setting up our Christmas trees!

Plural, because we have two trees, a big one for the living room downstairs, and a small one, specially for my room.

No idea what I want a tree in my room for. To collect dust I suppose. Haha. Like everything in my room aren't coated with dust already. Guess I'm comfortable living in a dust-ridden environment! Ahem.

I'm celebrating Christmas with my cousins on the 24th! Sort of excited. I want to see what presents I'm going to get! Haha. But of course, as the saying goes : "Low expectations are the key to happiness" or something like that, I shouldn't expect too much.

You know, too much, being a RM1000 cheque, which is what a certain someone will be (might be, if she doesn't refuse) getting for Christmas and her birthday, together. Or a pair (or 5 pairs) of new shoes from Aldo. Choo. Louboutin. ZANOTTI.

WTF. No, no. Wait. No. That's all wrong. Ahem. All I want for Christmas, is you. *glances skyward*

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OMG. OMG. OMG.

My sister just told me that Mok Mok had an accident while learning how to ride a motorbike just now. And based on my sister's description of how exactly she fell (headlong onto the road? I don't know.) I think she scraped half the skin off her palms. ARGHH.

My sister said Mok just sat there and after getting her wounds tended to and bandaged, she continued riding the motorbike. How very typical of Mok Mok. KIND OF. I can picture the scene perfectly. Kind of.

If it was me, I'm sure I would have let loose a torrid string of vulgarities. Or burst into tears like a baby. Curse whoever it was that made me suffer from such bad luck. Blame it on other people. Jump off the bridge. Ask God why he didn't just let me die. HAHAHA.

Or I'd rejoice, and hope that I wouldn't recover so soon, so that when school reopened I'd have an excuse not to write. Awesome. LOL. Kidding. Wouldn't want anything like that happening to me. Not in a thousand years. *shudders*

Gosh. I just saw her, just talked to her this morning. It's scary, isn't it, how unpredictable things are?

I mean, a meteor or something could crash right through the window and hit me after 2 minutes. The whole house could collapse when we are in a deep slumber tonight. Anyway. Hopefully Mok Mok will recuperate from her wounds soon! She said it wouldn't affect her playing the erhu, but still. Couldn't be sure.

And! Listened to how Chiew Na suffered while going through her eye surgery last year. LAST YEAR. I'm such an ignorant, mean bastard. Was eating lunch when she told us, and arrgh. Horrible. PAINFUL. Made me wince.

Imagine! A knife, poking at your eye. Okay, not directly at your eye. Beneath your eye. Err. Eye sockets. She said the anesthetic injections didn't work, and it hurt a hell lot. And you know, when I asked her, again, if it really, REALLY hurt (I was imagining awful period cramps at the moment =.=), and she said yes. Gulp.

Then I was playing with makeup just now, and I kept dabbing at my eye with the makeup remover tissues and cottons. I got so scared. So scared that I'd get a swollen ... something in my eye that has to be surgically removed.

No idea how Chiew Na got hers the last time. On her right eye. AND WORSE STILL, she has one of those things on her left eye now. Hopefully it's just a nasty bug bite or something minor. Eeeeek.

My brother went to the dentist's just now. (Sorry, I swear I'm not doing this - you know, talking about all the frightening, worst-nightmare sort of stuff - on purpose) Okay, I don't know what happened to him.

(IGNORANT, MEAN, UNCARING, STUPID BASTARD)(I meant me)

But how??! How does it feel to get your tooth plucked out, just like THAT?! Yes, I'm lucky enough to not have experienced it before. Although I'm thinking that my time is ... uh, coming soon. No. Do not want to think about that. Shut up. Shut up.

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On to the good stuff. Where was I? Christmas!

Actually I've got nothing much to say anymore. Hmmph. Performance at school today, for the orientation thingy. It was hot, but way better than the last time I performed for the same occasion, two years ago I think. The songs we played today are awesome! And heard a comment from a certain parent. Am so happy I could burst. HAHAHA. For once! TRIUMPHANT LEH!

Saw someone I did not expect. Gotta talk to Uncle Lee. NOW!

Hmm. I'm feeling pretty happy these days. In a brilliant mood. Haha. I have been feeling great since the holidays started. Well, except for the tiny pangs of sadness I keep feeling whenever I think about the fact that THERE IS ONLY A FORTNIGHT LEFT OF THE HOLIDAYS WTF!

What have I done except go to school? Nothing much. Haha. But I'm happy! :D

I'm keeping my fingers crossed. There could be another performance on the 27th of December. And a concert to go to on the 28th. Jun Fang's birthday is on the 29th, to which I'm not invited. Primary school class reunion. HAHA. She said I could go if I don't mind being around a whole bunch of strangers. Just the sort of thing I like! Ahem.

Okay. Ending the post here.

Good wishes to Mok and Chiew Na and all the other people who hurt themselves, have swollen body parts, damaged genitals etc!!!

(Copied that from somewhere. Ignore it. Hahahaha.)

(I have always wondered who actually reads my blog. As in read it, paragraph to paragraph, line to line, word to word, letter to letter. I wouldn't read my own blog, because all the posts are so long. Pooo.)