15 November 2009

I know how she feels. I know what she's going through at the moment. Because I have been through it before.

It's not a nice feeling, but it's hard to avoid. It's not a feeling you can get rid of easily. It needs time. Unless if something else comes up as a distraction and motivation for you to get over it and start a new chapter of life, etc.

And I really hope that she'll be fine. Nothing's confirmed yet, but it's better than having high hopes. That way she won't get too disappointed and upset if things don't go her way.

Sigh. It sucks. Why can't there be happy endings for everyone?

I thought about it while I was in the bathroom just now. We are all the same, really. You, me, her. Everyone. We are all going through the same thing. I was on Facebook just now, and I saw someone's status. I don't know her well, but looks like we're all enduring the same ordeal! It's horrible.

There are only a few exceptions. Scented bubbles, hearts and happiness. Arrgh. It's sick to watch.

Back to the subject. Besides THAT, there's another issue between her and ... well, them. Personally I think it's a bit ... dramatic? Weird? I can't find the right word.

It teaches me a lot of things. Through these ... uhm, unpleasant events, you can find out who truly are your friends and who aren't. No matter what rumours stupid people spread behind your back, your buddies will still be there for you. They are the ones who actually matter, so try talking to them. They would have complete trust in you, they would believe you. Who cares what other people might think? Who cares if the other people's impressions of you are good or not?

Are your friends' opinions more important or theirs? Of course it's your friends. Clear the matter with them. Live your life, ignore the people who are gossiping about you. They are probably insecure, jealous of you or just plain bitchy. Whatever it is, YOU HAVE YOUR FRIENDS and that's what counts.

There will always be people for and against you. You can't expect everyone to like you.

And I also learnt that we REALLY can't judge a person by his/her physical appearance. I mean. I never thought ... uh, let's call her O here. I never thought O would be a person like that. She is one of her (so-called) quite-close friends, and O KNOWS everything. So why would she think that ...

Arrgh. I'm finding it a bit hard to say everything I want to say. Fine.

I shall end the post here. I don't really know what I'm trying to say except that friends are important (which I have said for the zillionth time, I think, I'm not sure), and screw everyone else. I know I kept repeating the same thing. My mind is sort of blank right now. No idea why.

Will try to update soon! If I get over my Rui Mei-phase. I know I always say this. But I guess I'll never really get over it. Haha.


P.S./ Happy Birthday, Pei Jia!