21 November 2009

Yesterday - the last day of school for the year - was sort of a disastrous day. I don't know how to describe it. It was quite a miserable day. Some parts of it.

It's not like I was that close with my classmates this year. In fact, I have never even spoken to some of them. Maybe one sentence, and that was it. Scary, I know.

And that, is precisely why I feel so ... bewildered. I don't really know why I felt so upset.

Maybe it was the fact that the Little Blue Flower might get separated next year. The thought is so depressing. I can't imagine classes without Rui Mei, her awful facial expressions and crazy ways. The chances of my being in the same class as Iris are quite high, so I'm not quite that worried about it.

Arrgh. It really would be AWFUL if the three of us all got into different classes. I don't know how I'd get past the next year if that really happens.

We should all start praying right now. If we're not in the same class next year, we never will be again. Unless if we study in the same college/university/work together/etc. We'll be graduating and parting our ways next year ... BLARGH.

Maybe by some miracle the three of us can still be together in the future! Together, as in, be in the same classes and same school. :(

Anyway. Yesterday was really ... really ... saddening. Especially right before school ended. Okay. I'm not going to say anything else. I do NOT want to dwell on those thoughts right now. Who knows what a night (all the nights to be exact) alone could bring?

No, I'm not talking about commiting suicide or OTHER things. Bleh.

But! Things were pretty great after school. Hmm, maybe not directly after school. Uhm. Let's just say I wasn't in the most ... uh, mirthful? of moods at that time. Chiew Na should know. Boo.

After dinner, which was, uggh, revolting, things took a definite upturn.

Phew. (RUMI!!! T.T)

Went to Lai Sheng's shop for practice, and it was hilarious! He was very funny. It was a great distraction! Thinking about school was the last, LAST thing I wanted. But I couldn't help myself, all thoughts kept rivetting back to everything that happened this past week, the month before, etc.

Hmm. Anyone here capable of inventing a special type of eraser to erase, to wipe out all unpleasant or mortifying memories? I need one. I REALLY need one. God. I didn't even know what was happening. I was too busy thinking about the parting of Little Blue Flower's paths and the singing. Eeee. Awkward. I. Need. That. Eraser.


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Anyway. Went to the pillow fight yesterday morning. There wasn't a lot of people, but we still had a blast hitting each other like mad people. Maybe pillow fights really ARE good ways to reduce your stress and take your mind off things. We screamed, shrieked, cried, squealed, ETC like crazy. Got a lot of stares from the other pillow-fighters, but who cares.

We had fun! We were probably the noisiest, most insane group out of all.

We all went to Marrybrown after that as some people wanted to have lunch before going home. We also yelled and shrieked a lot, like we actually owned the restaurant. Which, we sort of kind of in a way, did. I mean, all of us were sitting upstairs, and nobody else was there! So it was like our own private room. Except that everyone downstairs could hear what we were saying.

Like what? Like the rock version of happy birthday (for HUI MIN!!), a few mental K3C people singing their class song (whatever that might be ;P), and some piercing screams of laughter (from one of the mental K3C people, yes, Yi Ling, I am talking about you) ...

Went to Gurney after that with Hui Min and her family. Had lunch, and walked around. Was very tiring! Ahahaha. Did a lot of dumb things. :)

Will update about it soon!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEE HUI MIN!

She is very kiam pa sometimes (most of the time, LOL), but still. Hearts!

Right. My cousin and her friend Heng Yi are staying over at my house today. As in, right now. They're joining the Bridge Run tomorrow morning (should I say the crack of dawn?).

HENG YI GAVE ME A PRESENT OMFG!

I haven't seen her for like ... AGES. And here, she suddenly turned up at my house, and with a birthday present! I feel so TOUCHED. (I don't even remember her birthday, oh God. Or I haven't even known it before. I'm such a lousy person.)

Okay. I have to go to bed now! It's 12.50 a.m. already. *yawns*

Oh, before I go.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, EVERYONE! ♥

Have a great time! Two glorious months! :D