5 October 2009

Sorry, no photos yet. *guilty smile*

I'm exhausted, and I'm hungry. I want to sleep, but I have (want) to finish this post first.

We had fun playing with the drums at school today! It was exhilarating. And funny! Hahaha.

I shall not forget! She owes all of us drinks for her lack of self-confidence! Poor thing. Ahem. It wasn't my idea. It was NOT.

So. What to say.

I spent the whole weekend watching the three Lord of the Rings movie (AGAIN! Yes, I'm crazy.) with my mom. Haha. Samwise Gamgee! Exactly what a friend should be like. Cough. Take notes, people.

"I can't carry it for you, but I can carry you." ♥

I honestly planned to start studying 3 days ago, which was exactly one month to the finals. Now, I plan to start studying when it's 3 weeks to the exam. Hopefully I'll stick to that plan.

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I hate myself FOR hating myself because I care too much. It's not like I can help it anyway. If I can, I wouldn't be in the mess I'm in right now.

I know how stupid it is. And I know it's childish. I know. I just can't help feeling like that. It SUCKS. I know what I want, I know what I should do. I just haven't managed to carry things out according to plan yet.

Uggh. I want to sleep. Maybe things will take a turn for the better tomorrow.

Oh, one thing. It pisses me off. Irritating. Scary. Awkward. STRANGE. God, it's like a story. A horrible one.

(And now I hate myself for being so mean. It's not horrible. Sorry.)