8 August 2009

UPDATE : (yeah I know I just posted this entry around two hours ago) I am literally swooning over Gaspard Ulliel! HIS ACCENT! *faints* How can there be such a heart wrenchingly stunning guy on Earth? HOW?!? Right, I'm going to continue being a pervert and watch all his videos on YouTube. I loveeee his English.

Damn. I just realised that I forgot to eat my lunch!

Haha. That's got to be a first! Me! Forget my lunch! *snort*

(*gasp* I think I am finally losing my gluttonous habits! Yes!)

Fine. Maybe not.

Anyway, I'm in a very confused state of mind now. Yeah, my old friend Paranoia is back to haunt me again! I was lucky enough to escape from all the disturbing thoughts in my mind for a few weeks. But now, the horrid thoughts are back. And even worse than before.

I feel horrible. Who could be THAT calculating? Okay, I think I myself did things like that before, but I have always been a lousy person. She isn't! She's such a nice person, I (half) refuse to believe she would do a thing like that. But why else would she do it then? Uggh.

This implies two things. And neither of them is good. Sheesh. Stupid thing. I wish it never happened. I (half) wish I am just an insignificant person, standing some distance away, watching everything intently, but not actually involved in it.

But. BUT. There's just that little something that nobody knows. Something I know, that I can't tell. Eeek. I think I have to start talking to my pillows and soft toys. Ahem. They will (appear to) listen attentively, will let you hug them for comfort, will let you ... uh, hit them when you are pissed ...

Hahahaha. Retarded much? xD

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Honestly, I swear I was going to post up the Genting photos. I was editing them, but the photos all turned out so hideous, thanks to my recently-turned-lousy camera, so I changed my mind. I'll probably wait until my cousins send me the photos from the other camera.

Boooo.

Hopefully I can get a new camera tonight at the PC Fair! Whooo. I think I'll stick to Canon Ixus. (if I get to make the decision, that is) I have never used the Sony Cybershots before, so I don't know if they are good enough. Our current camera, before it turned lousy, is awesome!

Sigh, I don't know. I hope I get to choose the camera! Of course my parents have to approve, but still. It's not like THEY use the camera anyway. I am the one who uses it the most, and my sister occasionally (a very, very rare occasionally).

Sooo. I'm going to .... laze around, waste time, rest, sleep, and oh my God I still haven't eaten my lunch. Actually, it's tea time now. Yeah, I took that long to post this entry up. BECAUSE I WAS PLANNING TO UPLOAD THE PHOTOS. Blarrgh.

My fever has taken a turn for the better (at least that's what I think, who am I to actually be 100% sure?), my coughing is slightly better, my throat still tickles, my cold has subsided ...

P.S./ I love the song I Quit I Quit I Quit by The Click Five!! :) Catchy song.