16 June 2009

I feel like crying.

I think this is the end of Maple Story for me!

And no this has nothing to do with exam results, which are, as predicted, terrible.

My mom's laptop has gone nuts, and we don't know what's wrong. Most probably she'll put the blame on Maple Story (true or false, nobody knows) Even if it's not Maple and turns out to be some sort of virus, it'll probably be my fault too.

Damn.

If it really is Maple Story causing the problem, then, naturally, I'll have to delete the game. Bye bye, Maple.

If it is some kind of virus and not Maple, then I probably still won't get the chance to ever touch her laptop again. Conclusion? Bye bye, Maple.

What if it's not even my fault (pretty unlikely) and my mom will never trust me again and I'll never get to use her laptop again??!

If only I know what's causing this.

Sighh.

This is turning out to be a bad day! Good in some ways, and bad too.

Turns out that my hair is still too long even though I just had my haircut on Saturday. Yay. Demerit, what else? *rolls eyes*

I passed Physics!! Whoopeee! 54 marks, but still. Better than failing right.

I failed my Add Maths (this was yesterday). 42 marks. Hahaha. Predicted this happening, so no big deal.

A NEW PIMPLE JUST SPROUTED ON MY FACE. Like failing Add Maths isn't enough! LIKE THE SPOILED LAPTOP ISN'T ENOUGH?!?!?

Oh I got horrible marks for the Chinese essays too. =.= But it's Chinese!

Um. In fact, I got horrible marks for every subject. Except Chemistry and PE. Uggh. And Rui Mei got such good results! What if we aren't in the same class next year? Oh, the horror. I'll feel so bored. We have been in the same class since Form 2! Uggh.

I want to play Maple!!! *wails*

Help me help me help me help me.

This is going to be such a busy, busy week. I actually planned to update about my holidays and post loads of photos, but after I found out about the laptop ... sigh, no mood anymore. I want to cry. I WANT TO CRY!!

If only I have my own laptop. I'm using the computer now.

You might ask, why don't I just use this computer instead?

Oh, I have many many reasons.

First. This computer sucks. Laggy and lousy.

Second. My father is forever using this computer.

Third. There's no privacy while using this computer. Unstrategic place to put a computer. The whole world can see what I'm doing. Although it's just Maple or some other game, I still hate people watching. Eeek.

Sigh. SIGH. SIGH I WANT MY OWN LAPTOP WHEN CAN I GET MY OWN ONE??!

I feel stressed. After the exams, and I feel stressed. Not only about the laptop. Among other things. Like the performance this Sunday. ARGHHHH shut up shut up shut up.

Oh wait. How could I forget! The CAMERA! OH yes. The camera is spoiled too. Ha-ha.

Sometimes it works just fine, sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes the photos turn out all white, some the colours all off. Sometimes there are strange white stripes all across the photos, sometimes the screen is pitch black, but the selections (ie macro, flash etc) can all be clearly seen.

And I don't know what the fuck is wrong.

My mom is not helping either.

I suspect that this camera is too old. Bought it two and a half + years ago. Quite a long time right.

They say a good camera lasts three years, but two and a half +? Almost the same right.

But like my mom will believe that. She'll just think it's my fault (AGAIN!) and then I'll never get to touch a camera again and then? I think I'll just die. How can I not live with a camera? AND MAPLE? Okay, maybe I can live without Maple, miserably, but not the Internet.

And it does NOT help that the year before the last I actually spoiled this camera. Yes, I knew what was wrong. And yes, it was obviously my fault.

OH GOD WHY ARE ALL THIS CRAP HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!

And the school concert. Just kill me. *shakes head*

How can good things turn so bad just when school reopened? This sucks. Seriously.

I don't know if I can even play Plants vs Zombies again. Sob.