21 May 2009



There's this very cute animated show called The Owl - if you consider something that lasts for approximately 1 minute a show - by Alexandre So at NTV7, 8.30 p.m.

The show, or more accurately, CLIPS, are about a super cute pink owl who is prone to all sorts of awful disasters and accidents. It always ends up dead, be it being cut into half by a rough branch, trapped inside a huge bubble, shooting off into the velvety, starry sky like a firework ....

It just looks so stupid and dopey! SO ADORABLE!


Aww.

Anyway. One more week and the agonizing exam will be over! Yay! Except that there will be more awful things after the exam : RESULTS. Gulp.

Our Physics Paper 2 sucked. Haha. I couldn't remember a single formula. Work, power, energy, gravitational forces ... All the effort for nothing. I sacrificed so much time to study Physics. And I forgot everything. Damn.

I am most probably going to fail Physics. I contemplated whether to hand in blank sheets (take note : blank sheets, PLURAL), but in the end I just left two questions blank and scribbled a bunch of nonsense for the other questions. Which, in my opinion, is not much different from leaving it blank.

I'm sure our Physics teacher will have a horrible time marking all our papers. Poor thing.

And Chinese. HAHAHA. Chinese. Oh, smack me till I die. If I don't already die from seeing my results, that is.

Biology today. I stayed up until the ungodly hour of 5 o'clock in the morning and woke up at around 8 - 9 o'clock. I'm pretty exhausted, but I still need to revise for the Add Maths *grimace* exam tomorrow, so goodness knows why I'm lying here so comfortably, posting nonsensical stuff on my blog. Boo.

I keep thinking that everything will be over tomorrow, but no. The truth is pretty harsh. I have two History (studying about a guy who married a LADY 25 years his senior? Oh, but how fascinating! Really!) papers next week. Not to mention Biology and Physics Paper 1, and worse still, Chinese Paper 2. And Modern Maths. Oh my God. AND ENGLISH.

I hate Modern Maths. I know it's unbelievable, this coming out of my mouth, but I actually LIKE Add Maths. Sometimes. When compared to Modern Maths. Those who know me should know that mathematics (and Chinese) is my eternal enemy.

I feel so sorry for myself. Pity. I know it's a bad thing to say, when I actually have so much compared to some less fortunate people. But I still pity myself. I pity myself for being born in Malaysia. I feel sorry for myself that I am studying subjects that I hate and have zero interest in.

Our Chinese teacher mentioned something about a school somewhere abroad (but of course, where else? HERE?). A school where the students can decide what they want to study for the day, or if they even want to study at all. I think it's awesome. And it makes sense.

Like, me. I feel like studying Chinese today. (this is just an example. Obviously.) I actually WANT to study Chinese. So I'll tell the teacher, eh I want to study Chinese today!

Then of course I'd be very enthusiastic and willing to learn, right? Because it is actually my choice, what I want. Who doesn't like doing something he/she wants to do? So of course I will try my best and learn all I can.

Okay. End of babble. I want to sleep. But I have to study Add Maths. What the fuck. I HATE PHYSICS!!!! (eh. I think that was slightly irrelevant. Came out of nowhere.)

Oh wait, I also have to say this : I saw a house with plenty of geese (at least, I think they were geese)!! Running around on the grassy compound! SO CUTE! I don't know! Rearing geese sounds pretty awesome to me. So country-like!

Then I can wear a colourful, flowery frock, tie a scarf around my head, wear classic flat Mary-Janes, hold a wicker basket in my hand and go collect wild flowers, talk to the Big Bad Wolf and then go collect eggs. Geese' eggs. (wait, that also doesn't sound right.) Fucked-up fairy tale. Welcome to my life.

Oh geese (jeez), I'm hungry. Again.