26 March 2009

Exams are finally over. Whoopeee!

Except, not really.

I had a pretty horrible day ... Not that it's much of a surprise. My luck is going downhill lately.

Firstly. I slept at around 4 a.m. yesterday (thank you, Biology), and woke up at 7.30 a.m (thank you again, Biology), so I was feeling extremely crappy and prone to throwing all sorts of things around from books to tantrums.

My head felt heavy, my eyes wouldn't stay open, I couldn't concentrate on anything except going back to bed ... so I made some futile attempts to wake myself. I splashed my face with water. I tried jumping around like a maniac. I hit my head with the heavy Biology book. I stretched, I inhaled the cool, fresh morning air, I closed my eyes for a short moment .... all to no avail.

I felt so exhausted.

Secondly. I attended my tuition alone. Rui Mei and Ning Zhen weren't there and the time literally CRAWLED. I was fucking irritated. I couldn't understand and interpret what the teacher was trying to say. I made stupid mistakes. I couldn't answer a single question correctly.

Thirdly, the Biology exam. It was sooo hard. And my mind was still blank. I was famished. *sniff* I woke up early, had breakfast early, didn't eat lunch ....

Then, it was the Civics exam. I didn't study much for it, just did some last-minute flip-throughs of the text book. It sort of sucked ... and I was still ravenous.

So, worse still, as a result, I had gastric pains. Fuck.

And I had to go for my duty because if I don't, I will be punished. A punishment I dislike which involves money and energy usage. Not to mention legs like marshmallows for the next day.

The absolute worst - I don't know what caused it, maybe it's the insufficient sleep, maybe it's the gastric, maybe it's the exhaustion ....

I actually had breathing difficulties. I had to inhale really hard, then there would be these great big shudders (you know, like when you are crying, only that I wasn't), and when I yawned, no air came out. I opened my mouth, but nothing. It felt like there just wasn't enough air.

Okay. End of the ranting. I want to go to bed now.

P.S./ Now I know how it feels like, when you see something/someone you like, and you can only sit there and watch it/him/her being taken away from you or when you want it/him/her so badly, you can't have it/him/her.

In my case, it's something. Something which is edible. Ha-ha. Typical. Rui Mei's bad habits are slowly growing on me.

I didn't really give a damn though. I ate it anyway despite my protesting tummy (brain not protesting).

P.P.S./ Iris! Her MSN name was Iris @ lonely ...

*clears throat and sings*

You're not alone (lonely),
Together we stand,
(you and I stand, Rui Mei sit because she's unfit [it rhymes!])
We'll be by your side,
You know we'll take your hand.
(or take [GRAB!] something else. Aherm.)

P.P.P.S./ I don't want to be a Godiva virgin anymore. Boo. It is all the feature in the newspaper's fault! Chocolixir. Truffles. I want! IRIS BUY FOR ME!!!