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THE MUSHROOM



name : tan juan
age : 18
hometown : malaysia


PIECES OF ME

LOVES

MUSHROOMS
shopping
drawing
TURQUOISE
MUSIC
rainbows
chocolates
chinese orchestra
fairy tales

HATES

CICAK WTF
creepy crawlies
homework
COPY CATS
chinese




GREAT ESCAPES

*chelsea*
*chia chia*
*crystal*
*ee leng*
*ee teng*
*jhing huey*
*jia lee*
*jo ying*
*jun fang*
*lee mei*
*mok mok*
*ning zhen*
*pei jia*
*pei qi*
*rui mei*
*su yin*
*teik hua*
*tict chyn*
*wen huey*
*wen yuan*
*xin yuan*
*xue yi*
*yi ching*





MEMOIRS

♥January 2007
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♥January 2011
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♥June 2011
♥July 2011
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♥September 2011
♥October 2011
♥November 2011
♥January 2012
♥October 2012



THANKS TO

ME. kynzgerl
CODES. manikka
BRUSHES. 1 2
IMAGES. 1 2
The 2 paper heart: moargh.de
♥ Sunday, January 18, 2009 ♥
Until You ~

18 January 2009

I changed the song in my blog to :

1. Until You - Shayne Ward
2. Untouched - The Veronicas
3. Sum 41 - With Me
4. Sober - Pink
5. Stacy's Mom - Fountains of Wayne
6. So Hot - Wonder Girls (Korean Song)

Coincidentally, all the titles of the songs start with U and S.

Many of them are old songs, but who cares. I only just discovered them.

I LOVE THE SONG UNTIL YOU!!!!

I honestly feel like weeping every time I listen to the song, especially the "I don't wanna run away, just wanna make your day" part~ A particular image keeps popping into my mind whenever I hear that part, then I will feel like crying. Why is life so unfair? *heart breaks*

Emo-ing. For the first time in my life. This is so not me.

But I can't help it!! Especially not when I keep listening to tear-inducing songs. I don't know. Maybe it's Shayne Ward's angelic, out-of-this-world voice that makes me so depressed. Almost all of his songs are awesome. If you like slow songs, that is.

I like Damaged (I'm like SO damaged too, because of you) and Breathless!! There's that song A Better Man, which is completely sweet. But one should not listen to it too much for fear of falling asleep.

I have to push that image out of my mind. But it's so hard. Okay, fine. That's probably because I'm still listening to the song.

STOP FUCKING HAUNTING ME, IMAGE!! IT'S SO ... DISCONCERTING!!

Okay. I just changed songs. Listening to "Paramore - Crushcrushcrush" now. Oh, I love that song. And I love Misery Business too. And Fences (It's so obvious I'm dying, dying). And That's What You Get. Bah. I love so many songs.

I LIKE THE VERONICAS!! Their songs are so cool. Like Untouched. Popular. 4ever. Everything I'm Not. When it all Falls Apart. Etc.

I know this post is as boring as a .... fish. Unless if you like fishes. Well, since this blog entry is posted at around 11:38 P.M, think of it this way - it is the perfect post to make you fall asleep!!

Anyway. More songs I love (like you want to know) except for the ones I listed out above :

1. The All-American Rejects - Gives You Hell
(When you see my face, hope it fucking gives you hell~~)
2. Taylor Swift - Fearless
(Oh, Taylor is so cute! Loved this song for some time already)
3. Until You - Shayne Ward
(Sorry, I just have to repeat it again. And again.)
4. Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part
(I see sunset in your eyes ... *burst into tears*)
5. Boyzone - Love You Anyway
(Such a cute song. It's unbelievably hard to love you, but I love you anyway. Aww.)
6. Britney Spears - Circus
(Britney's back!!! ;D)
7. Alone - Avril Lavigne
(Loved this for like decades, centuries already. Avril rocks.)
8. Decode - Paramore
(Twilight!! The truth is hiding in your eyes, hanging on your tongue, boiling in my blood ...)

Asleep yet? ;P

HAHAHAAH! (Don't ask why I'm laughing because I don't know the reason myself) I will try not to think of that image tonight. But there's that other image. Yesterday night. Horrifying. I dreamt of something so impossible, so unbelievable (yet so believable), and so ... enjoyable. Sounds a bit ... wrong, eh?

Eh how is it I can FEEL things in my sleep?

Sigh, how I'd like that dream to come true. Reality sucks. The dream? It revolved around a ... I don't know what it was. A school trip. Or maybe not a school trip. But there were many people from our school in that dream. And there was a huge, magnificent mansion. Where we were staying I suppose. No classes. No homework. No strange History teachers.

It was such a wonderful dream ....

Have to go to school tomorrow ... The weekend seemed so short, because we all had school yesterday. Pfft.

Oh, a totally random thing : I suddenly love the colour red. It's so ... so brilliant, so sexy, so .... ostentatious .... I know Ee Leng loves red heels!! They're hot!! IF you can pull it off.

Time for bed!! I want someone to hug~ =(

I don't wanna run away, just wanna make your day,
When you feel the world is on your shoulders ...
I don't wanna make it worse, just wanna make us work,
Baby, tell me, I will do whatever ~

Feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me ...
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me ...
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me ...
Baby, nobody, nobody until you ~

(Yeah, yeah, I'm listening to the song again. Like I said, I can't help it. The forces of attraction between the song and I are too strong .... just like particles in a solid state ... God I hate Chemistry ... )


craving chocolate kisses ..
11:09 PM