6 January 2009

As lousy as the first ....

First - Hui Jing helped me cut my hair. A MISTAKE. Should have let Jit Nee, Iris or even Rui Mei do it. Sigh, no need to cry over spilled milk .... now my hair sucks, but there's nothing I can do~ The sides of my hair, which is now, after the hair cut Hui Jing gave me, longer than the hair at the back, will surely catch the stupid Bull Horn's eye. Sigh.

Second - Our Physics teacher sucks. Big time. She keeps using the word whereby (not always used correctly), and she didn't really explain a lot, she only asks us to copy and copy stuff.

Third - Our Add Maths teacher ... well, she's not bad, really, but she uses weird English (weird, but at least I understand what she's trying to say), and she doesn't explain clearly.

Fourth - I think our History teacher sucks too.

Fifth - I have a feeling our Chinese teacher does, too. I think he has very high expectations. My friend told me one of the essay titles he set .... I think I'm going to die. I HATE CHINESE!!!

Sixth - Our Chemistry teacher is a bore.

Okay. Maybe it's MY problem. I don't like Physics, I don't like Biology, I don't like Chemistry, in other words, I do NOT like Science. I don't even know what I'm doing in this particular Science class.

At first Rui Mei wants to change classes. I begged her not to, even though I actually want to, too. I don't think I can cope with all these subjects that I dislike ... But .... I don't really have many options ... The other classes? I don't like them either.

This year? It's going to suck. I can feel it in my bones. Sigh.

Contemplating whether to change classes or not. But I don't think I can manage to change classes even if I want to, because ... well, I don't think there's enough time.

I WANT TO SCREAM!!! Help me. =(

Depressed. Miserable. In the blues. Melancholic.

There's actually another reason I'm feeling so confused and so ...weird. All because of one stupid person. Or two.

Anyway. I fucking hate our WT juniors. Well, only the Form 2 ones. I HATE THEM. DAMN THEM ALL THE LAZY FUCKERS. HATE THEM ALL. Okay, with a few exceptions. Or maybe just one exception. Sheesh.

Help meeee should I change classes or not? But maybe it's too late. Torn. Part of me wants to. Another part of me doesn't. And another part? (big part. 99.9%) I don't wanna study anymore. I wanna go out, see the world, have fun, enjoy life.

I MISS MY FORM 3 LIFE!!!!!! I MISS MY E3B FRIENDS!! I MISS MY FORM 3 TEACHERS!!!!!