5 January 2008

To think I actually (kind of) looked forward to going back to school. Haah.

This, was probably the lousiest first-day-of-school in my life.

First, I got my period yesterday. Feeling extremely insecure. Had fucking cramps, so skipped dinner last night. Felt disgustingly uncomfortable the whole day. Sigh. I hate that time of the month. Sometimes I hate being a girl ...

Second, I suffered from gastric pain, because I missed lunch today. I did eat several biscuits at around 9 o'clock in the morning though. But our recess is at 4:15 p.m. and I was already starving at like, 2 o'clock. Pfft.

Third, I got demerit 2 marks, for having long hair. IT REALLY IS NOT THAT LONG LAH WTF!!! WHY IS THE FUCKING SCHOOL LIKE THAT??! I had to forget my ... err, pride and beg the prefect not to demerit me but lalala~ I wasted buckets of precious saliva and wasted precious time ...

(It is not very often you'd see me BEG a prefect not to demerit me, in fact, almost never)

But at least I didn't get dragged to the discipline room to let the discipline teachers chop off my hair. Thank goodness. But still!! Getting demerit the first day back?? Damn.

The "superiors" really do love to make us miserable, don't they?? First day!! Way to make us hate school all over again. Fuck them all.

Fourth, I went down one class. From B to C. Not that it matters, as long as I have friends with me. Rui Mei and Ning Zhen is with me, and Iris too!! But Jun Wei and Crystal stayed in B class, and worse still, Hui Jing went up to A class. The A class is soooo far away from our class!! Aww, I will miss Hui Jing a lot!! Poor thing.

Fifth, I found out that I have to spend the whole fucking year - in the same classroom, breathing the same air, listening to the same teacher talking, looking at the same blackboard - with at least 5 people that I really hate. Great. That's really great.

Sixth, the prefect that demerited me is in my class. Whoopee. But I honestly think she's not that bad ... At least better than a certain someone from last year.

Seventh ... reality kicked in, hard. I actually have to spend this whole year being in the same session - the afternoon session - with the stupid Bull Horn. RAWWR. She stood in the middle of the road, putting on her "I'm superior" face, striking her "I'm superior" pose. Dang. Why can't a car just run her over?

Okay, that was terribly mean. But still, I really hate her. But then, who doesn't? Perhaps my goody sister.

Eighth, had to duty. Had to stare helplessly at the whole bunch of inconsiderate parents crowding around the school gate and the corridor, probably waiting for their Form 1 babies. Did they not notice that they were blocking everyone's way? CRAP. CRAPPPP.

Tempted to go tell them to move their asses away (well, of course that wasn't the original dialog I had in mind) so that the other students can at least move, and not all stuck there like ... what? I don't know. Sardines?! *shrug*

I still have to go on duty tomorrow. Same place, same time, and probably the same problem again. What should I do? So many adults around, I can very well imagine the look they'd give me if I asked them (politely of course =P) to move.

Ninth, we got really lousy teachers. Okay, I don't really know that, but I already know that my English teacher, which is my class teacher, sucks. Damn. Last year, the same thing happened. Only during my Form 2 year, we got a decent class teacher.

Tenth, the timetable sucks. Why am I so lucky as to get PE before I duty? Do you know how many times I have to change? From uniform to PE shirt, then back to the uniform? Any idea how gross it is to get all stinky and covered with sweat, then change back into the school uniform?

Then the other PE class is on Thursday. I have house practice on that day. So it means, I must wear the PE shirt to school in the morning, change back to the uniform, then back to the shirt for PE. Hopefully I won't have to change back into the uniform after THAT. The Traffic Wardens sure have some strange rules .....

Okay, I have to go to bed now, it's almost 1 o'clock already ... which is probably a good thing. If I sleep late, naturally I will be veryyy tired in the morning. Then I'd be able to sleep peacefully at school in the morning!!

My tummy is still feeling weird, queasy and just ... weird. Sigh. I really hope tomorrow will be better than today. Um, I mean today. I really hope today will be better than yesterday.

P.S./ I LOVE STACY'S MUM - FOUNTAINS OF WAYNE!! I know, such an old song. But who cares, it's so nice!! Ee Leng!! I miss you!!!