♥ Wednesday, January 21, 2009 ♥
Onions, Cheeks or Stars?
21 January 2009
I was so happy and relieved, for a second. Then I lapsed back into miserableness.
So what if I finished the 1000-word essay? (1119 words, no less)
I have to pass up another Malay essay on Friday. What the fuck.
And Chinese New Year. What is it? Is it still something to celebrate about? When you always have such a crazy amount of homework?? An English essay with the title "Dad's Done It!". I think it is quite hard. Because I think our teacher is thinking more along the lines of "Dad's done it!! He has become the president of USA!!!", something all deep and hard like that ...
Was wondering if the essay can be negative. Like, dad's done it this time, he cracked the toilet bowl for the umpteenth time. I really feel like writing negative stuff right now. Because I don't feel very positive, in other words, optimistic, right now.
For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic ... It's a nice song! But I'm not the slightest bit optimistic. =(
I have another Chinese essay. Insane huh.
I have about 6 Moral projects. Not all of them are due straight after CNY, but still ...
I have to write fucking Chinese calligraphy. I HATE MY CHINESE TEACHER. Why the hell must he give us so many homework? It's the small type of calligraphy ... two or three fucking pages of stupid, complicated Chinese words that I don't understand. What a wonderful world.
I have to memorise Chemistry stuff. John Dalton, J.J Thomson, Ernest Rutherford ... stuff like that. Honestly, what's the difference between Chemistry (and Biology) and History? Except that Chemistry and Biology are in English.
I have Civics homework too.
Oh, I can't wait to see what other homeworks we're gonna get. Anticipations. HAH. Fuck.
Carried out experiments during Biology just now. Onion cells and cheek cells. Sigh, I should have accidentally killed myself when I was trying to scrape out the cheek cells from my mouth. Uggh. Or I should have jammed the whole damn onion down my throat, suffocate, then die.
Or I should follow Rui Mei's steps. She is "hugging the sky" now. I told her not to accidentally eat the stars because they are very pretty. (Lame, I know) But she said, maybe she should eat them, because she wants to die also. Sigh.
I'm sooo fucking glad I have Rui Mei, Iris and Ning Zhen with me in this class.
I was so happy and relieved, for a second. Then I lapsed back into miserableness.
So what if I finished the 1000-word essay? (1119 words, no less)
I have to pass up another Malay essay on Friday. What the fuck.
And Chinese New Year. What is it? Is it still something to celebrate about? When you always have such a crazy amount of homework?? An English essay with the title "Dad's Done It!". I think it is quite hard. Because I think our teacher is thinking more along the lines of "Dad's done it!! He has become the president of USA!!!", something all deep and hard like that ...
Was wondering if the essay can be negative. Like, dad's done it this time, he cracked the toilet bowl for the umpteenth time. I really feel like writing negative stuff right now. Because I don't feel very positive, in other words, optimistic, right now.
For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic ... It's a nice song! But I'm not the slightest bit optimistic. =(
I have another Chinese essay. Insane huh.
I have about 6 Moral projects. Not all of them are due straight after CNY, but still ...
I have to write fucking Chinese calligraphy. I HATE MY CHINESE TEACHER. Why the hell must he give us so many homework? It's the small type of calligraphy ... two or three fucking pages of stupid, complicated Chinese words that I don't understand. What a wonderful world.
I have to memorise Chemistry stuff. John Dalton, J.J Thomson, Ernest Rutherford ... stuff like that. Honestly, what's the difference between Chemistry (and Biology) and History? Except that Chemistry and Biology are in English.
I have Civics homework too.
Oh, I can't wait to see what other homeworks we're gonna get. Anticipations. HAH. Fuck.
Carried out experiments during Biology just now. Onion cells and cheek cells. Sigh, I should have accidentally killed myself when I was trying to scrape out the cheek cells from my mouth. Uggh. Or I should have jammed the whole damn onion down my throat, suffocate, then die.
Or I should follow Rui Mei's steps. She is "hugging the sky" now. I told her not to accidentally eat the stars because they are very pretty. (Lame, I know) But she said, maybe she should eat them, because she wants to die also. Sigh.
I'm sooo fucking glad I have Rui Mei, Iris and Ning Zhen with me in this class.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
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