♥ Friday, January 09, 2009 ♥
Exhausted
9 January 2009
So, the first week of school is officially over. What a nightmare.
I really don't like Form 4.
Everything was so simple and relaxing last year, back in Form 3. And then suddenly, now, we're taking a big step (a too big one, in my opinion) into an unfamiliar, hectic, stressful, different life.
New subjects, new standards, new exam formats .... We used to write Chinese essays with 200-400 words, and now, we have to write essays with at least 800-1200 words. Insane or what?
And you don't normally write essays with titles like 拥抱蓝天. Hug the sky. Whatever that's supposed to mean. Something to do with hope, blah blah. I detest Chinese. I SOOOO DETEST CHINESE.
Hope .... if I'm allowed to, if I dared to, I'd just write : I hope I never have to study Chinese again. Never. I don't really mind speaking Chinese, but, on the other hand, I don't really mind NOT speaking Chinese either.
Sigh. Sigh. SIGH.
I HOPE something happens to lighten up my mood. But .... *dubious look*
Anyway, here are a few photos from last year, and the start of this year ... sigh, those were good times~
In PENANG :

Christmas Eve ... (iPod is not mine *sniff*)

Ting Li and I [and a curly fry]
(I suck in the above photo, I know. But it's the only one I have ..)
I'm not entirely sure whether the spelling of her name is correct or not, but who cares! I ... officially met her on Christmas Day, and she's sooo nice!! Sooo friendly.
I might have (well I actually did) met her a few times before that day. Maybe many years ago. And during 2007, in Singapore. Went out with her family along with my aunt, uncle and Ee Leng, but I don't really remember any of their faces. Sigh, can't blame me for having lousy memory.

Big and Small
Hot and cold, yes and no, in and out, up and down, wrong and right, black and white, fight and break up, kiss and make up ...

Ee Leng, my sister and I
Just a random photo outside a random place ... I remember, it was exactly one day after we got back from the CO competition ...
In SINGAPORE :

New Year's Eve ...

The glee of giving the middle finger to two (mad) teenagers ... =P
Oh, look at my pretty manicure!!


I like this photo!
Sigh, the Ripples flip-flops are actually new you know. But after wearing them for a nice long day (only a day) of shopping - first at Bugis Junction, then walked to Orchard Road and walked some more - it became like that.
Maybe I'm too heavy. *despaired look*
But no matter! I have another pair!! It is brown with pink polka dots, which is extremely cute. Too cute, even. Which makes me a bit ... reluctant to wear them. They are currently under my bed ... Good spot to hide them, because if I don't see them, I won't feel the urge to wear them.
Okay, I will post the other Singapore photos next time!! I'm so freaking tired, and I want to tumble into bed, and never wake up. I mean ... well, never get up.
Have to go to school again tomorrow. On a Saturday. In fact, the FIRST Saturday after school reopened. Damn.
So, the first week of school is officially over. What a nightmare.
I really don't like Form 4.
Everything was so simple and relaxing last year, back in Form 3. And then suddenly, now, we're taking a big step (a too big one, in my opinion) into an unfamiliar, hectic, stressful, different life.
New subjects, new standards, new exam formats .... We used to write Chinese essays with 200-400 words, and now, we have to write essays with at least 800-1200 words. Insane or what?
And you don't normally write essays with titles like 拥抱蓝天. Hug the sky. Whatever that's supposed to mean. Something to do with hope, blah blah. I detest Chinese. I SOOOO DETEST CHINESE.
Hope .... if I'm allowed to, if I dared to, I'd just write : I hope I never have to study Chinese again. Never. I don't really mind speaking Chinese, but, on the other hand, I don't really mind NOT speaking Chinese either.
Sigh. Sigh. SIGH.
I HOPE something happens to lighten up my mood. But .... *dubious look*
Anyway, here are a few photos from last year, and the start of this year ... sigh, those were good times~
In PENANG :

Christmas Eve ... (iPod is not mine *sniff*)

Ting Li and I [and a curly fry]
(I suck in the above photo, I know. But it's the only one I have ..)
I'm not entirely sure whether the spelling of her name is correct or not, but who cares! I ... officially met her on Christmas Day, and she's sooo nice!! Sooo friendly.
I might have (well I actually did) met her a few times before that day. Maybe many years ago. And during 2007, in Singapore. Went out with her family along with my aunt, uncle and Ee Leng, but I don't really remember any of their faces. Sigh, can't blame me for having lousy memory.

Big and Small
Hot and cold, yes and no, in and out, up and down, wrong and right, black and white, fight and break up, kiss and make up ...

Ee Leng, my sister and I
Just a random photo outside a random place ... I remember, it was exactly one day after we got back from the CO competition ...
In SINGAPORE :

New Year's Eve ...

The glee of giving the middle finger to two (mad) teenagers ... =P
Oh, look at my pretty manicure!!


I like this photo!
Sigh, the Ripples flip-flops are actually new you know. But after wearing them for a nice long day (only a day) of shopping - first at Bugis Junction, then walked to Orchard Road and walked some more - it became like that.
Maybe I'm too heavy. *despaired look*
But no matter! I have another pair!! It is brown with pink polka dots, which is extremely cute. Too cute, even. Which makes me a bit ... reluctant to wear them. They are currently under my bed ... Good spot to hide them, because if I don't see them, I won't feel the urge to wear them.
Okay, I will post the other Singapore photos next time!! I'm so freaking tired, and I want to tumble into bed, and never wake up. I mean ... well, never get up.
Have to go to school again tomorrow. On a Saturday. In fact, the FIRST Saturday after school reopened. Damn.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
9:29 PM
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