22 December 2008

Back, but not better than ever.

Lost my voice!

Because I screamed so loudly, screamed so much when I heard that ....

WE WON IN THE CHINESE ORCHESTRA COMPETITION!!!!

There were 4 golds and 6 silvers, and we got the 4th gold. The last of the 4 golds but still gold nevertheless. I'm so proud. I AM SO PROUD!!! *tears springing out of eyes*

I will update about it soon, (once I finish editing the photos) about what happened during the amazing 4-day-trip to KL, about my feelings, about where we went, yadda yadda ...

I MISS EVERYONE SO MUCH!!!!

Especially my Erhu seniors and juniors ...

Like my sister said : "We marched Gold and Glory back with us, but what's the use of that? It is the time we spent together that we treasure ..."

TRUE!!!

I really thought the trip was going to be a real bore, since we were not really going anywhere or doing anything interesting except competing in the competition and practicing for it. But it was really fun. Thanks to my friends. Without them I'd probably die.

Okay. Let's not talk about that now.



The super important (and scary) thing is :

THE PMR RESULTS ARE COMING OUT IN TWO FUCKING DAYS.

(Yes, it's Christmas Eve. WTF!)

God save me. I don't think I can take that much excitement, that much anxiety ...

The results of the CO competition was already so overwhelming that I cried, and within days I'm probably going to cry again. Of happiness, of sadness, I do not know. I hope it's of happiness. *crosses fingers*

I'm celebrating Christmas that night, and if I get lousy results, then it will be a horrible Christmas for me.

SCREAM!!!

And school is reopening in exactly a fortnight. How time flies. A bit confusing really. When the holidays first started I was dreading it so much because there were all those CO practices, everyday. Now when the school is reopening, I do not want the holidays (even the CO practices) to end.

Sigh. I know ... typical.

Will things ever change?