♥ Thursday, November 13, 2008 ♥
13 November 2008
Hahaha. Guess whose birthday I forgot again.
EE LENG!! I am sooo sorry. Her birthday was ... uh, two days ago. Shit. I am indeed the worst person on earth. Two, three birthdays forgotten, all in a row. Sigh.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, EE LENG! I LOVE YOU!!! ♥


I miss you Ee Leng! Around one month and a week until I will see you again ... *grins*
I'm not forgetting whose birthday's tomorrow!! Wendy. Wendyyy. I want to get a present for her! As a birthday present AND a farewell present. But how? I'm STUCK here WTF I am NOT going to start that again ....
And I'm certainly not forgetting whose birthday's two weeks from tomorrow. *winks*
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Anyway. I thought today wasn't going to be tiring, like the previous days were. But I was wrong!
Walked a lot (and I mean a lot) today, from LS's shop to Yann Ying's house to Jun Wei's house, only to find that she wasn't at home, so we, all devastated (or only me) went back to Yann Ying's house and then back to LS's shop. Damn. Any idea how far away both those destinations are from each other?
My legs feel like jelly and marshmallow. I am SO tired.
Tired as I am, I still feel very happy today!! For some certain, special and personal reasons. =)
There was a talk today at the auditorium AGAIN, about the importance of recycling (or was it?) and ... *giggles* That bundle of something! I can't stop smiling right now. LOVEEE!!! (double meaning)
Tomorrow is the last day of school! I look forward to it (err, sort of?) and I don't look forward to it. I feel strange, and all wrong. Like I mentioned before, who in their right minds would like being in school? Obviously I am not in my right mind.
I hate the school, I hate SOME people, but still, I like being at school, being with my friends, being insane, being mad, being ... uh, bad? Okay, not.
And among other reasons.
I don't know what I am supposed to be looking forward to. I don't even KNOW what this holiday is for. What's the point? Last year I anticipated the cruise, what about this year? Boredom is all I can see. At least for the beginning of the holidays.
My sister is going to Pulau Pangkor and Gua Tempurung with her class this coming Saturday. And me, I'm all stuck at home, again. WHY? I honestly feel like weeping.
Shittt, this is getting a bit ... inappropriate. My blog title reads HAPPINESS IS IN THE AIR. And I am (or was, a few minutes ago) very happy! Why am I suddenly feeling so melancholic, so miserable?
Gosh, I am weird.
Oh God, I suddenly remembered. Iwas am damn irresponsible. Five. Five people were late for school and I let them slip away like that. What the FUCK is wrong with me? Sigh I know how much I hate being caught for anything, be it long hair, long nails, blah, blah. How furious I always feel after getting caught.
So now I'm trying not to make other people feel angry.
It's the same thing with mothers, to be honest. Like, my mom doesn't allow me to go out. I will TRY to prevent doing that to my child (if I ever plan to have one, which I most probably won't). I know how I feel like now, as a teenager. I wouldn't want my child to feel the same.
It's the same thing.
But it doesn't help actually. The people on duty inside will still copy the names. So what's the point? *confused*
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Lucky bitch Jane and her brother are in Los Angeles now! Talk about envy and jealousy. My dream. MY DREAM. Of flying to USA, and spending some quality time there. Sigh.
Jane is not coming back until January. I miss her too! =(
Anyway. Last day tomorrow. I hope something good happens.
Hahaha. Guess whose birthday I forgot again.
EE LENG!! I am sooo sorry. Her birthday was ... uh, two days ago. Shit. I am indeed the worst person on earth. Two, three birthdays forgotten, all in a row. Sigh.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, EE LENG! I LOVE YOU!!! ♥


I miss you Ee Leng! Around one month and a week until I will see you again ... *grins*
I'm not forgetting whose birthday's tomorrow!! Wendy. Wendyyy. I want to get a present for her! As a birthday present AND a farewell present. But how? I'm STUCK here WTF I am NOT going to start that again ....
And I'm certainly not forgetting whose birthday's two weeks from tomorrow. *winks*
***********
Anyway. I thought today wasn't going to be tiring, like the previous days were. But I was wrong!
Walked a lot (and I mean a lot) today, from LS's shop to Yann Ying's house to Jun Wei's house, only to find that she wasn't at home, so we, all devastated (or only me) went back to Yann Ying's house and then back to LS's shop. Damn. Any idea how far away both those destinations are from each other?
My legs feel like jelly and marshmallow. I am SO tired.
Tired as I am, I still feel very happy today!! For some certain, special and personal reasons. =)
There was a talk today at the auditorium AGAIN, about the importance of recycling (or was it?) and ... *giggles* That bundle of something! I can't stop smiling right now. LOVEEE!!! (double meaning)
Tomorrow is the last day of school! I look forward to it (err, sort of?) and I don't look forward to it. I feel strange, and all wrong. Like I mentioned before, who in their right minds would like being in school? Obviously I am not in my right mind.
I hate the school, I hate SOME people, but still, I like being at school, being with my friends, being insane, being mad, being ... uh, bad? Okay, not.
And among other reasons.
I don't know what I am supposed to be looking forward to. I don't even KNOW what this holiday is for. What's the point? Last year I anticipated the cruise, what about this year? Boredom is all I can see. At least for the beginning of the holidays.
My sister is going to Pulau Pangkor and Gua Tempurung with her class this coming Saturday. And me, I'm all stuck at home, again. WHY? I honestly feel like weeping.
Shittt, this is getting a bit ... inappropriate. My blog title reads HAPPINESS IS IN THE AIR. And I am (or was, a few minutes ago) very happy! Why am I suddenly feeling so melancholic, so miserable?
Gosh, I am weird.
Oh God, I suddenly remembered. I
So now I'm trying not to make other people feel angry.
It's the same thing with mothers, to be honest. Like, my mom doesn't allow me to go out. I will TRY to prevent doing that to my child (if I ever plan to have one, which I most probably won't). I know how I feel like now, as a teenager. I wouldn't want my child to feel the same.
It's the same thing.
But it doesn't help actually. The people on duty inside will still copy the names. So what's the point? *confused*
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Lucky bitch Jane and her brother are in Los Angeles now! Talk about envy and jealousy. My dream. MY DREAM. Of flying to USA, and spending some quality time there. Sigh.
Jane is not coming back until January. I miss her too! =(
Anyway. Last day tomorrow. I hope something good happens.
♥ craving chocolate kisses ..
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