27 June 2008

There must be something bad in the air today...

Lots of bad things happened, though, fortunately, has nothing to do with me. I wasn't there to witness everything but from what I heard .... it's just not a good story.

Anyway, something truly bad happened. A new Form 2 Traffic Warden that I don't know had an accident today. Thankfully it was only a minor one, but I'm sure it hurt a lot. Her right feet was ... hmm, I don't know how to say it, a bit "squashed" by a car wheel. Ouch. From what I saw and heard, she couldn't talk, either because she was too stunned or it hurt too much.

And it really didn't help that stupid uncles and aunties were there to throw in crappy shit. "You should blah, blah, blah." "Why, why didn't you blah, blah, blah." Fuck them. Not one of them even offered to help, like, call the girl's parents, or something. But one of our seniors did call the teacher, and, well, thank God there's an helpful adult there.

*looks at uncles and aunties in disdain*

I feel so sorry toward the girl!! *sobs* She was crying, and her eyes were all red. She sort of resembles someone I know, and I don't know lah I just ....

I don't know. I just don't know.

And Ming Hui (or however her name is spelled) had an accident last Sunday too!! God. Her hands and legs are covered with many, many blisters and wounds. Her feet ... oh God. I hope she's okay.

And she is still her own cheerful, happy self. She's such a brave, positive person!! She said mourning for herself will only make the wounds heal slower. If only there are more people like her in the world. And she still wants to go to CO practice, with the wounds and all. I think it's impossible for her to play the Er-Hu, but she said she will try tomorrow and see. *sniff*

And she said she has her violin exam next week.

God. The world is so unfair.

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Someone was just telling me about some things that happened at school today. Not good things. Perhaps I shouldn't say anything because that someone asked me not to.

I just feel so angry at .... God I can't even say their names. I fucking hate them.

Just hearing about their little, stupid matters made me wish that I have the power to scold and shout at them. Shake them till they finally see sense. SCREAM at them until they finally realize the problems they are causing.

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Anyway. I might have said that I'm in a good mood these days, but I just can't help being pissed with some people.

Let's see. Now. There's a stupid, spoiled brat, I'm going to call her X here. She's a Form 2 girl, but she looks all young, wide-eyed and innocent, perfectly normal (so people think : I CERTAINLY DON'T), and apparently she has a lot of friends. Many people adore her, and yet many people (including me) despise her. And turns out she has a very protective person who might as well be her BODYGUARD around her.

Fucking Bodyguard (going to be known as B here). I hate her as much as I hate X. B is completely impolite and rude. X and B. Lousy, stupid people. How can they have so many friends?? Okay, I don't really know about how X behaves to her friends, but B. Heard about some of her crap, and come on. I am fucking surprised people even want to be friends with her. She is the complete opposite of a true friend. In fact, she's millions of miles away from even a lousy friend. She's lousier than lousy.

I'd rather be friendless than have a friend like her. Who cares. Better to not have friends than have a lousy, fake friend.

X. Pretentious. Spoiled. Idiotic. She has NO idea. Her attitude is damn terrible and yet she still wants the world to treat her like her bodyguard does. Cry-baby. Everything that happened to her was because of her own fault and she even dared to whine about it.

(You might think "Who do you think you are, judging people like this?". Okay. Maybe I'm also lousy. With a terrible attitude. But hey, at least I don't treat my friends like that. THAT. Even if I really am a lousier-than-lousy-friend, I will never, EVER treat my friends like that.)

God. I WANT TO KILL THEM BOTH. Oh and of course I'm not forgetting .... Z. I can't believe she's that desperate. I can't believe of all the problems she caused. I can't believe all of THEM are so fucking mean. Even meaner than me. I think THEY ruined some people's lives. Ruined their .... social status. I saw THEM at school today and they were all, cheerful and normal. Probably oblivious to the fact that they ruined lots of things.

I have never felt this way about something that has practically nothing to do with me before.

Damn, why are there these kind of people in the world?? WHY??

Fuck them.