21 May 2008

One more day, and I will officially become the unoccupied, no-studying, computer-obsessed girl I was a few weeks ago before the exams started.

Maybe not.

I'm going to be so busy during this coming holiday that I wish there are no holidays at all.

Maybe not.

First, I'm moving to my new house, and what the toot, I have so many things to clear out, but so little time. Pooo.

Second, I have tons of projects to do.

-Two uber-important projects for PMR : History and Geography. Which, of course, I have no clue on how and what to do. Oh, crap.

-The school's Science Exhibition. I know I have been droning about this thing for ages, but the date was postponed.

-An extremely hard-to-do Art group project. We have to make a 3D stage, with whatever you want on it. From a boring but romantic Romeo and Juliet play to a red-hot burlesque striptease ... Anything you want. =P

Okay. Maybe not the striptease.

Third, I have the world's most boring thing to do during the hols : CO practice. God, kill me. Just kill me. Eh, cannot. Bring me to New York for a few years, then kill me.

Fourth, I'm afraid there are no fourths.

But doesn't my holiday sound awfully awesome awful already??

Those people who get to go somewhere nice, no matter in Penang, out of Penang, out of Malaysia, out of the Earth, or out of the solar system, you can go dunk your heads into the toilet bowl right now.

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Of all the .... what the f-fff .... *tongue-tied*

Jane. Has. The. Chance. To. Go. To. Utah. USA. During. The. End. Of. Year. Holidays.

UTAH, USA.

It's not Manhattan, New York, it's not Los Angeles, California, but IT STILL IS USA. She's going to be disgustingly close to Manhattan, and even more disgustingly close to Los Angeles. Those places I want to go. Okay, maybe not THAT close to Manhattan but still closer than where I am sitting now.

Why can't it be me?? Why can't I get such luck?? WHY??!?

And you know what?? She's going to give the chance to her annoying brother, of all people. She claims that she doesn't want to go there ALONE, as her aunt who is living there is only paying one person's expenses. (Actually I doubt it would be fun if I am alone, too)

She asked my sister and I to go with her but then with parents like mine whose idea of a holiday is to go to Cameron Highlands, do you think that we even have the chance to go to USA?? And the expenses are seriously high lor.

Damn. I wish I'm Jane.

DAMN. I wish I'm Jane.

GODDAMMIT I WISH I AM JANE!!

Okay. I am SO going to study hard and work hard, get a good career, make zillions a day, and visit New York whenever I want. Fuck that. I'm going to live in New York if I can.

(Yeah, right. Like that could ever happen, I doubt I can even "study hard and work hard" ...)