25 February 2008

Not exactly the best day of my life.

Shitty but not that shitty prefect demerit me for having too long nails which aren't that long, really. But still I have to thank her because I think she was going to demerit me for having too long hair which isn't that long, really, but she gave me a chance.

Thanks.

Not exactly in the best mood of my life.

Exams are coming soon. What else can I say?? I can only say the things I always say whenever the exams are coming : I AM DOOMED.

Why must everyone be so tensed at this time of the year?? I can't even have fun anymore. All my friends are so serious about the exams!! It's just a test!! Study hard for it, but not TOOOO hard!! Makes me feel so down and miserable. Pressured. Stressed.

*sigh*

Not exactly very happy now.

And I don't know why. I am so confused about everything including the few things above.

We got another book about self-safety (oh shucks) and we need to study it for our exams (oh double fucking shucks). What the hell is it for exactly?? For EXAMS?? What, bring a whistle and an umbrella with you every time you go out just in case, you know.

Whatever.

I think the school thinks that all of us have dead minds. No common sense. Hell?? Which normal person wouldn't scream when being raped?? Which normal person wouldn't use their mobile phone (if they still have it on them anyway) when being kidnapped if they have the chance??

Well, that would be me because I don't have a mobile phone. Because of my parents. Damn. I really can't see their problem. They don't even allow me to do contact lenses. Handphones, laptops, cameras .... They are something I want, not something I need, right?? I need contact lenses. Okay fine, maybe I don't need it because I can wear spectacles but I hate wearing spectacles!!!!!

What's the big deal?? My father said it was a nuisance. I thought contacts were supposed to make things easier.

*sigh*